The sun shining on his face brought him to consciousness only a few more moments and the realisation hit him, a few more moments and regret washed over him. Yes what they did was blissful in that moment of heat but he couldn't forgive himself what he did to him. It may not have been forced but still somewhere in the back of his mined his conscience didn't leave him at peace.

It was a cowardly thing to do and act of a teenager, but they could then both pretend it never happened. So Hook quietly as he could snuck away feeling slightly guilty for leaving Peter there alone, convinced himself it was for the best. Looking one last time over his shoulder to the slumbering form on the ground, he turned and disappeared through the bushes.

Hook paced back and forth not knowing what to do with himself if only he knew what Peter was thinking, if only he knew what his reaction was when he saw Hook wasn't there, if only he knew what Peters reaction was when he remembers, if only he knew what Peter was planning to do now.

*I shouldn't have let it happen I shouldn't have been so weak in mind to succumb to such a need in flesh. It was him who started it all but he is just a teenager he doesn't know better, I should have been the responsible one I should have stopped it, AGRHHH NO, NO! It was his own fault he tempted me and he got what he deserved. He can accuse me as much as he want it's his own fault!...If only I knew what he'll do next, if his smart he will let it be, forgetting it ever happened, maybe even once again think it was only a dream. I will lose my mind before the day is over*. With that he slumped down on his chair.

The sun rays that woke him were from the sun that was only starting to crawl over the horizon. His crew was still asleep, even the lookout, which was actually good for Hook making him slip back without anyone noticing. The bad thing was the day hasn't even started yet leaving him way too much day time to think about everything and who knows how many days it will take Peter to show him his decision on the 'situation' reliving him of the burden of being in the constant 'what now'. He tried to waist a few hours with sleeping but it only resulted with him tossing and turning on his bed. He heard his men walking around Smee poked his head through the door only saying "Captain?"

Hook ungracefully struggled with the covers accomplishing to get his head free "I'm not feeling well, make sure everything is in order" making a gesture with his hand dismissing Smee.

Hook didn't know what would be better if Peter decided fast or took his time, but what if he decides to never show his face in front of him again, how would he know. What if he would be trapped forever wondering what will happen next, or maybe finally thinking Peter gave up just to have a sneak attack launched at him…

What Hood definitely didn't think of was Peter attacking the same day and managing to keep everyone on their toes for hours, completely exhausting them.

Hey.

I know it's a short and boring chapter I just wanted to let you know that I'm not dead and am hoping to finish this as soon as possible probably another chapter or 2. Thank you for your patience :D