Chapter 29: Loosing Control

When Lauren slowly woke up she felt warm and comfortable and a little... aroused? She was about to panic when she felt another bod pressed against her back side when she realized that it was just Bo. A pretty adventurous Bo... Soft lips were kissing her neck. Tasting, sicking the sensitive skin while determined hands were traveling upwards eventually touching soft mounds. Lauren's eyes widened in shock but couldn't keep a moan from escaping her lips. Oddly familiar pulses were running through her body sending her mind in to a haze. It felt a little like... no... that couldn't be. Bo wasn't... No...

She heard a low growl coming from the brunette. "Mine..." over and over again. It didn't sound like her girlfriend. It was more feral just like the actions of the other girl. A strong leg pushed between her thighs, dangerously close to her core. Her heart was beating rapidly and she felt arousal taking over but this was going a little too fast for her liking.

"Bo..." but the brunette didn't react instead she nuzzled her nose in blonde locks. "Smell... soooo goood..." she breathed and continued to kiss Lauren's neck. Warm breath was tickling Lauren's ear and send shivers over her spine. "Bo..." She tried again but to no avail. Her words even seemed to spike the other girls movements. Bo seemed drive, a little out of it. It was almost like that day in the park.

Lauren quickly sucked in some air when one of Bo's hands found a way under her top. Gracing the soft skin with featherlight touches, pulses of desire were engulfing Lauren's entire being.

Heat was rising up in her when a wanting thumb started to circle her peak causing it to harden. No Bo... not now... I'm not ready... please But Lauren couldn't talk, couldn't move while demanding hands were reaching seemingly everywhere. Her mind was a haze, her body tingling with desire while she was inwardly screaming. Bo's touches grew more intense. Eventually she turned Lauren on her back, straddling the lithe body with ease. Lauren's heart almost stopped when she saw the deep blue glowing eyes of her supposed girlfriend. Just like dad... God no... Are you a succubus Bo? She wanted to cry but she had no longer any control over her body.

Bo... or rather the succubus, because no way in hell was that her girlfriend, stared at her with lusty eyes. Licking her lips eagerly she enjoyed the view for a bit until she sank back down and kissed the other girl with wanton. Lauren felt a tongue thrusting in to her mouth seeking for its partner.

Hands became impatient and just ripped away the blondes top leaving her chest bare. Lauren felt cold. The wind was still blowing though the broken window and hardened her nipples even more just for the liking of the brunette.

Despite her effort to fight, her body betrayed her. She felt getting damp between her legs, her core aching to be touched. I don't want this... It didn't take long for the brunette to reach her destination. Lauren gasped loudly when a hand cupped her clothed crotch. "So warm and ready... for me..." the brunette whispered just to nibble at her earlobe.

She increased the pressure and Lauren felt arousal rushing through her veins. Seconds later the brunettes lips were back at hers but this tie it was different. Lauren felt a pull deep inside her... It was familiar... It felt almost like that time her father... her father... fed on her. Flashes of that fateful night were rushing through her head. Images that haunted her every sleep felt too real again.

What was that... thing? That wasn't Bo. Bo would never do this or would she? No... Bo was better than that. Something was taking control over her. She had to stop it. For her own and for Bo's sake. Her head was getting a little clearer and she felt her control coming back. Let's see how that powers work

"Stop!" Lauren screamed and pushed the brunette but the succubus just hissed. It wouldn't give up its mate this easily. "Mine" It growled.

Concentrate, god dammit... Lauren tried again focusing all her strength. Fortunately that was enough to shove the brunette off of her. With a loud thump she landed on the ground visibly confused. The blue dimmed down in her eyes and a deep brown returned.

"L... Lauren... I..." Bo's eyes were wide, tears already forming. What had she done? What was happening to her? Why did she loose control? Who or what was she? Am I a monster? Bo wondered. She felt disgusted by herself.

"Don't..." Lauren said through clenched teeth. Her body was shaking in... fear? Covering her bare chest with a blanket she avoided the brunettes look. She was rocking back and forth while she was silently crying. It broke Bo's heart. She got slowly back on her feet getting closer to Lauren but stopped in her tracks when the blonde stared at her intently.

"Don't touch me Bo... please..."

Bo's look faltered. What had she done... She fucked up.. big time. She was horrible, wasn't she?

Lauren could barely hold everything together. Deep inside she knew that the thing that attacked her wasn't Bo but the shock and the pain was deep.

"I... I..." Bo stuttered. I what? I'm sorry? That wouldn't make it any better.

"Of all the things you could be you have to be a succubus..." Lauren said more to herself.

"A suc... a what? Lauren do you know what is happening to me?"

The blonde looked up. Shock written all over her face. Her breathing was agitated, muscles trembling. Bo felt sick to being the cause to this.

"Fae... you are fae... why didn't.. why didn't you tell me? Did you think I was easy pray? Naive little Lauren?" the blonde snapped. Bo looked hurt she would never... at least not consciously she... fuck. Lauren was hurt. Bo got that, because she doubted the blonde thought like that about her.

"Fae? Lauren please. I honestly don't know what you are talking about. One moment I lead a normal life and baaam supernatural all the way. Nobody cares to tell me anything. Everyone keeps avoiding or lying and I hate being kept in the dark.. I hate other people making decisions for me!"

"I didn't know either.. I was only told weeks ago... I want to tell you but... I can't. Not now.. Not after... I need to be alone Bo. Please go."

"But..."

"Out!"The blondes eyes glowed in a deep golden tone. Lauren hated to be like this to Bo but she couldn't even look the other girl in the eyes at the moment. She saw the pain and confusion in the brunettes eyes. She knew that Bo had no control over herself earlier but neither did her father. It didn't change the fact that things happened. Things that hurt... Things still associated with the others face...

A part inside of Bo broke at that. She was the cause... she needed to go. Her presence would only hurt. Her shoulders slumped she left the room defeated. Taking one last look Lauren who sat in the bed hugging her knees rocking back and forth Bo made a decision...

Lauren didn't know how long she was sitting there staring blankly at the cold wall. The incident was replaying in her head over and over again. It wasn't like she hated Bo's ministrations in the first place. She partly actually longed for them but her past made it difficult to open up to someone. Bo turning in to a lusty succubus wasn't a help either. Of all fae... why a succubus? It was difficult enough to contemplate the fact that Bo was probably fae.

So much had happened in such a short time... Mentally exhausted Lauren fell back in to a light slumber. Several hours later she woke up again. Cold sweat clinging to her body. Another nightmare... Why couldn't she have dreamless sleep for once? It was like she could only sleep normally in Bo's arms.

Bo... Lauren looked around. No sign of the brunette. Her eyes fell on the ripped top still lying beside her. So it wasn't a dream after all. Lauren sighed. Her life was a mess. Fucking fae.. making everything complicated.

Slowly Lauren got up. Putting on some clothes she decided to look for Bo. The girl must be confused and scared. Lauren tried to imagine what it must have been like for the brunette. Being controlled by your inner fae while not even knowing what fae were? What this world was? Thrown in the cold water without even the slightest idea. She knew what it was like to be suddenly confronted with it. How it felt to realize you have powers you never knew about. At least people talked to her... they kept things vague but at least they tried... Bo was alone in all this and she had pushed her away, but what was she supposed to do? Thinking back already sent shivers over her spine.

Taking another deep breath she left the room careful not to trip in any of the glass shards. She almost stumbled over a giant fur ball on her way out. Directly in front of her door was a wolf, a sleeping kitten lying on his hat. Lauren couldn't help but smile. The wolf must be Dyson. She had never seen him shifted but was in awe of that graceful but strong appearance. Curiously she stretched out her hand. The fur was soft and thick. Probably kept him warm even in freezing nights and acted as a kind of defense from attacks. While petting the sleeping wolf she had to recall that it was Dyson she was actually petting which made things a bit weird.

She pulled back again and woke up Dile in the process. The kitten yawned and stretched. Its tiny claws digging in the scalp of the wolf woke him up to wincing in discomfort.

"Wolf- man's been here the entire time guarding you." Lauren turned around to see Kenzi approaching. "Did you know that is actually a guy? He's a werewolf isn't he?"

"Not directly. He is a shifter... He has control over his form.. He shifts at his own wish instead of being driven by the moon..." Lauren mumbled.

"Huh.. you seem to know quite a lot for 'not knowing' you know?"

Lauren looked guiltily to the ground. "Kenzi I... I should have..."

"Forget it Blondie. The doc already gave me a fae 101. I'm cool but a warning would have been nice."

Lauren swallowed. "I should have looked for you but... Are you alright?"

"Alive and kicking. You owe a million bottles of cherry coke for all that weird shit but I'm okay." Kenzi grinned.

Overwhelmed by her feelings Lauren just ran to the girl and pulled her in a bear hug. "I was so scared..."

"Whoa clingy McTouchy. Just because you messed up with you lady love doesn't mean I offer to be the replacement..."

"Bo?" Lauren let go. "Do you know where she is?"

"Nope.. sorry. I went to see you a while ago but before I was at the door Bo stormed out like she'd seen a ghost. Crying and completely devastated like somebody kicked her puppy."

Lauren's heart broke a little at that. Bo...

"Fuck..." Lauren breathed.

"What the hell did you do to Bobo? I tried talking to her but she was like a robot rushing somewhere like she had a mission. She mumbled something about getting outside.. fresh air.. away stuff... What did you do?"

"It's complicated..." Lauren whispered.

"She looked pretty upset Lo. We better find her soon before she goes blue banshee again. Oh by the way.. care to explain what THAT is about?"

"I'm not sure... I have my suspicion but let's find her first.." With that Dyson, still in wolf form jumped to his paws barking while Dile still sat on top of the wolf which looked utterly cute.

"Looks like we have our own police dog. Neat. Come on scooby doo" Kenzi grinned. Dile meowed. "And police cat... geez..." Kenzi added.

Lauren only hopped they'd find her soon. She already felt her birthmark tingling, aching for its counterpart. Where did you go Bo?

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