A/N: I just want to wish you guys a merry Christmas. Updates will be still a bit sparse because of my new Job but I will do my best updating BBB and SoYH next. Thank you for reading. I still try my best writing without being to... confused? Messed up? Over Season four.
Chapter 30: A Matter of Control
Bo didn't know where her legs were leading her and she didn't care. All that mattered was to get out of there. Fresh air... She needed a clear head even when she doubted that walking away would help in that department. Her brain was in overdrive. Millions of questions were occupying her mind. Questions that ached to be answered. She was frustrated and scared. She didn't recognize herself anymore these days. Something was taking control inside of her. Something primal, possessive and strong. She was only a passenger in her own body and she feared that the last bit of control could slip from her any second.
Distance... She needed distance to calm her nerves. Her inner beast screamed at her to claim Lauren, to take her no matter what and it scared her shitless. She was no prude even when she was still a virgin but her thoughts were scaring her. She was horny like she never imagined and found it difficult to focus on anything else when Lauren was close. Kissing didn't seem to be enough anymore. She needed, demanded more or rather her inner self did.
She craved to feel the blondes naked skin, feeling her tremble in pleasure in her arms. She angrily shook her head hoping that it could clear up her mind but it didn't work. What was she supposed to do now?
The brunette stopped in her quick pace and realized that she had no idea where she was. "Fuck!" she cursed and punched the air. She had just gotten Lauren back and then she had messed up again. Stupid... So stupid. The back alley was vacant of any living being. The more surprising was the tiny sign marking the building as a pub. Bo knew she was still too young to visit bars but maybe someone in there could help her finding her way back. She couldn't but have a slightly bad feeling at the pit of her stomach. A bar at this place didn't scream: "SAFE".
She took a deep breath and eventually entered the establishment. The brunette was surprised by the friendly and cozy interior. She'd expected a more run down place but this was fine. While making her way to the bar she couldn't help but notice the curious eyes of the patrons following her.
"Creepy old bastards" Bo mumbled under her breath. Reaching the bar turned out to be more difficult than anticipated. After several fruitless attempts she decided to visit the bathroom to relieve her bladder. When she entered the room she was greeted by loud moaning and banging. Really? Don't you guys have a room? The weird thing (at least weirder than the sex that was obviously taking place) were the sparks of deep red she could see emanating from the stall. The air was heavy and full of passion making her inner beast purr in contend. What is wrong with me?
Shell shocked Bo stood still. She knew she should better go. This was too embarrassing and awkward but something inside her kept her sucking up the energy that was vibrating in the room. Hunger was creeping up from within. Looking in the mirror she was shocked to see her eyes glow in an ethereal blue. She felt the control slowly slipping from her. Not good...
It was like a train had hit her when the couple cried out in relief. Bo shivered a little when the energy had died down almost instantly. The former red vibes were turning in cooler colors. Still no one was talking. She only heard ragged breaths from the cabin and clothes rustling.
The brunette rushed in to the free stall. She definitely didn't want to meet the two lovebirds eye to eye. Not one second too early she closed the door. The door of the other stall opened and the two stormed out.
"Why so fast now pumpkin?" That voice sounded oddly like Tamsin.
"Getting away from you!" the other woman cried out in frustration. "I can't believe that I did that aaargh." That voice was familiar too.
"A few seconds ago you weren't complaining."
"It was a mistake. A big one made of hurt and alcohol..." Bo tried to focus on the voice. Why did it sound so familiar?
"Stop feeling guilty because of the Wolf. He knocked you out for christs sake!" Wolf? Wait a second...
"To PROTECT me... Why am I so stupid and impulsive? Why didn't you stop me dammit?!" the woman sounded frustrated.
"Oh now it's my fault? You ever thought that I have feelings too? I'm not some toy you can use whenever you please Missy!
"As if you had any genuine feelings. Ha.. Do you even know what love is? Do you care for anybody beside yourself?" the woman's voice was dripping with venom.
"Shut up baby Fae." Baby... Fae? Fae.. that word again. All the time Tamsin knew?
"You don't know what you're talking about. I've loved.. I lost... I hurt... Maybe I've become numb over the years and it seems like I don't care but I'd give my last life for Lauren." Tamsin was full of confidence and protectiveness. She sounded determined... Bo wondered if there was something more between Tamsin and Lauren. The brunette shuddered a little at the image.
"As much as I admire your willingness to sacrifice yourself it doesn't change that you are an major asshole."
"Oh come on... You love the bad girl act Rena" It was amazing how fast Tamsin turned into a flirty mode... Wait a second. Rena?
"Holy Shit!" Bo cursed loudly without thinking and tripped so she landed between the two women.
"...Bo?!" Both exclaimed in shock. Blushing uncontrollably Bo got back to her feet starring everywhere but anyone in the eyes. A heavy and awkward silence was filling the room. Nobody knew what they were supposed to say. Eventually it was Rena who broke the silence. "Erm.. Well.. Bo please promise me not to tell Dyson about this... I beg you. I will talk to him.. I..."
Bo held her hand up for Rena to stop. "I won't... I have no idea what happened between your weird love triangle I had no idea existed and I don't care to be honest. " The word love triangle already sent a shiver down her spine. Who in their right mind would do this? Triangles were stupid.
"All I care about are some answers" Bo said.
"Answers?" Rena asked. While Tamsin just kept on smirking.
"Yep. I've had enough about all this half truths and lies. That shit hurt Lauren and I can't accept that..."
Tamsins smirk vanished. "What is with Lauren? Is she OK? Was there another attack? I told that mutt to protect her.. Oh I'm so gonna..."
"Lauren is OK. I think... There was no attack. Actually... I was the cause of this.." Bo sighed fighting the tears that were forming at the memory.
Tamsin came closer. "What. DID. YOU. DO!" She growled ready to flay the girl if needed to. The blondes eyes turned black and her face started to change.
"What the..."
"Tammy calm down" Rena said and put a hand on the next best bare skin she could find. Tamsin seemed to relax at the touch. "Tell me Bo. What happened?"
"We.. Lauren and I we made out..." the teenager blushed a little at that. "Things got kind out of hand... I... I was losing control of my movements... I felt driven and so.. SO hungry for something... Fortunately Lauren pushed me away.. Said some weird things and I started to run to end up here at your fuckfest... sorry didn't mean.. I.." Bo sighed. Too many things were crushing in on her. Many questions were flooding her mind but there was one thing that screamed to be answered.
"You called her baby fae" Bo said to Tamsin.
"I knew that sooner or later you'd find out..."
"So.. Lauren mentioned that word Fae.. she mentioned Succubus..."
Renas eyes widened at the word Succubus. "That explains quite a lot..." She mumbled under her breath.
"pardon?"
Rena sighed. "We really shouldn't talk about that here."
"No more stalling, got that? I've had enough of that..." Bo's eyes were twinkling dangerous in blue. "Oh and could you two stop glowing in those weird colors? That's irritating as hell"
"Cute" Tamsin smirked. "But let me tell you that's not our fault. What you see as colors are our auras... sexual auras..."
"Sexual, what?"
"Aura... maybe we should start at the beginning first.. But Rena is right. Neither the Bathroom nor the Dal are the right place... You never know who is listening and there is a special waykeeper I definitely don't trust..."
"I think the feeling is mutual. He seems to hate your guts and not just because of all the obvious reasons..."
"Let's just say that he and my mother didn't part at the best terms..."
"Let me guess.. your mother screwed his daughter? Or his wife and never called back?" Rena grinned.
Tamsin coughed heavily at that which stopped Renas smirk. "You gotta be kidding me... really? Which one?" Rena asked in disbelieve.
"She... eh.." mumbled
"Hey Hello, could you stop acting like I wasn't here and tell me how to turn this Aura thing off? You guys are blinding me." Bo interrupted them.
"Oh really..." Tamsin chuckled.
"Fuck you Tam" Rena growled.
"Just did" the blonde grinned.
"God.. Worst mistake ever..." Rena sighed. She just hoped that Dyson could forgive her but he was the one who knocked her out in the first place. Still... sleeping with someone else while being in love with another? Sometimes her emotions were overwhelming her and she acted without thinking. While hooking up with somebody else was already bad enough doing it with Tamsin was many times worse.
Bo felt the unfamiliar hunger surfacing again. She craved to feed but on what? Her control was growing thin no matter how much she fought.
"Ooow shit..." Tamsin cursed when she looked at Bo. Soft features were now protruding lust and sex. A smirk that could literally kill was adorning her full lips. Her eyes were glowing like never before. The air in the bathroom seemed to heat up and the women felt their arousal rising uncontrollably. "Hungry..." The brunette growled.
Rena looked at Tamsin seeking for help but the blonde held her hands up. "Oh no. Don't even think about it. I'm sooo not gonna bang my sisters girlfriend, who by the way is still a kid you PEDO!"
Meanwhile (not really Bo anymore) Bo watched the women, licking her lips in delight. The succubus was in full control now ready to strike any second...