Chapter 2: Helping out
The concert was great. The fans was satisfied with the music, Narita was satisfied with the income. Ren felt the concerts become bigger and bigger every time. And they become further off their fans. Bodyguards, cordons, paid talkins with the fans. He felt envy for BLAST. The know their fans.
„Let's go to party!" Naoki was very excited. He dragged Reira with himself to the elevator.
„Oh my God! Why is he coming?", said Takumi nervously, when he saw Narita.
„Maybe he afraid, that we cause a trouble".
Takumi dugged to his long, black hair and Ren started to remember to the last night's party. It was very hard to not laught.
Takumi didn't say anything to Ren's funnytime. He was always like this, when he used drugs. But Ren was clear – which was a secret from everyone.
The went to an elegant pub. Sweet girls danced on the stage, and the music wasn't too loud. They can talked very easyly.
„How are you, Ren?", asked Reira. She was very attractive in her black dress.
„Great, but if I look to your body too much, this pans will be very uncomfortable. The space in it started to dissapeare."
„Perverse!"
Ren hug Reira very tight, and he smelt her long, wavy hair. He loves her. She is his best friend, maybe the only one who really care about by his addiction.
„You arrived back to the hotel late at night. Can you slepp enought?"
„Relax, Reira. I'm OK. You don't have to be worryed."
Reira kissed Ren's hand, and she went to find Naoki. Ren's never understant this. Naoki was very funny, but also hyperactivited and loud.
He ordered a whisky. He isn't wants to be drunk at the moment.
Narita arrived with a very nervous and a little bit scared face. He ran like a victim.
„You have to help me out. I made out with a girl, and she doesn't want to leave me"
„And why are you need my help?"
„This is different now. I've never seen a girl like her. She knows everything about me. Firsly, I liked it. You now, I'm the boss, but noone knows me. But that girl knows everything about my family."
„And why are you worry? Are you afraid from you wife?"
„My wife died one and a half years ago. I worry about my daughter"
That was a time, when Ren figured out, that he doesn't know anything about his boss. He knows his daugter, because she is a big fan of him, but nothing more.
„And did you lie to that girl that you have a girlfriend?"
„I lied everything, but this girl is a massive fan".
And then Ren saw that girl. She was slim, and she has brown curly hair. She seemed to be 25. Ren didn't understand a girl who can't be more then 25 why dateing with a man, who are 46.
„Help me!"
„How?"
„I don't know. Try to seduce her"
„She is your fan, not mine"
„I don't care. Please, help me somehow".
Ren knew why Narrita afraid so much. The fans sometimes very strange. He talks with them very rarely, and because of it everyone thinks that he is a very shy, taciturn boy.
„Love, why did you leave me?", asked by a girl.
„Ren…" Narita was out of his mind.
„OK, but you asked it."
Ren grab softly Narita's chin, and he kissed him. He tasted his lips very carefully, and then he slided his tongue.
Ren had never kissed a boy like this before. But It wasn't different from a kiss with a girl. He liked it. It didn't matter that he suck his boss's tongue.
Firstly, it was a simle kiss. He felt the curiosity but nothing more. But few minutes later after few circles, the started to enjoyed it. It was very flatterying that he was the dominant man.
He dugged his fingers to Narita's blond hair, and he pulled his head closer. I wanted more and more.
That was a time when a magic broke.
Narita stopped the kissing and he looked to the bartender. The man was very embarressed. He gave a glass of vodka to Narita.
A fan was shovked. She looked to Ren and to Narita, and to Ren again and finally to Narita. Then you ran away.
'Your welcome"
„What I should thanks to you? You slipped you tongue to my mouth" He drank vodka like he wanted to disinfedted his tongue.
„You asked me to help. It was effective."
„I think it was disgusting".
Ren was suprised. He didn't think that is was disgusting. He enjoyed it. Not like with Nana, because if he kisses her, he feels like his body on fire, but Narita's kiss was also very fine.
Before this kiss, he had never tought about this. Noone from his friends was homosexual. He was sure that he loves girl. Like he always did. He slept with girls, he was beguiled by girls, and he always think to girls if he was horny.
Can it be, that I'm bisexual? Or just opened? –thought. It was sure that he loved that kiss. I didn't want Nairta's body, he just wanted to own him. He was always the leader with Nana. But to surmound an another man… Am I crazy? How could I think that it's thrilling?
„You know, I started to afraid from you"
„I like girls"
„Really? We are here for two days, and you kissed me yesterday, and todey too. If you don't want to have a party with me, just say it. But don't kiss me again"
Ren smiled. Narita is a very great friend of him. He like to be in his side.
„And when I have to write the new album?"
„Everytime you want. After the tour, you will get a little break with your cute Nana"
Ren was happy. He wanted to be Nana. Maybe if he spent more time with her, everything will be cleaner.
„Well, honeyboy let's go to drive!", said Narita.
„Honeyboy?"
Ren sat in the yellow sportcar, and the drive to the park. Narita parked near to a big tree.
„Don't you afraid, that the cops caught you?"
„There are always a corruption. The one thing wich chaneges the prize"
Ren turned the volume up, and he lighted a cigarette. While Narita soak up the drug, he smoked. Few weeks ago he wanted to stop smoking, but than he failed.
„You you like boys."
„I don't think so"
„But you enjoyed that kiss. But I understand it. I'm perfect"
„Stay in a ground, please"
„Too late"
Ren was confused. That day was too much for him.
„Do you think that I'm gay?"
„No, absolutly not. You just pervent. Yes, you enjoyed the kiss, but it's not sure that you want to fuck a man"
„Thanks for your opinion"
Narita was right, he couldn't imagine to have sex with a man. He wanted to sex with Nana.
„Well, Narita…". Narita didn't say anythint. He was in an other world now.
Ren had never seen an addiction during in the ecstasy. He knew what is it like if you are in it, but he had never seen it.
„Tell me, Narita, is it worh it?" He know that his boss wont answer to it, but he wanted to asked it.
He closed his eyes and thought to Nana. She was so beautiful to him. Everything. The hope, the love, the happiness. I love you so much, Nana.