Guys I'm really very sorry because I didn't update on Monday and on Tuesday it was because of the stupid keyboard again! You know, about the\ '\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'\ key! And I'm really annoyed. (I even cried because of it! And that was the first time a laptop made me cry, not because I watched or read something in it, it was because it was very stubborn)
And guys! I decided to change my schedule! Here:
Monday: Dear Diary
Tuesday: Dear Diary (I changed my mind about 'Ms. Gay of Fairy Tail' because it sounded silly and I forgot why I even wanted to do it -.-)
Wednesday:-Break-
Thursday: Love never dies (If I didn't delete it yet –should I delete it or not? =Please vote=-)
Friday: -Break-
Saturday: Dear Diary
Sunday: Girls vs. Boys
Hey! It's still author's note!
So... um thanks for following, Favoriting, reviewing and reading! I'm sorry I didn't name you guys! I'm just very busy because today is the voting day or whatever so I'm busy, busy, busy!
Oh and take note: I do NOT have a clue what they say when they're going to stay in a hotel or whatever so I'm sorry if I'm wrong :(
OOutside Fairy Tail
Natsu's POV
Hey guys, Natsu Dragneel here, the guys who is currently carrying a very heavy Juvia. I'm glad she can't read minds or else she'll drown me. I'm here outside Fairy Tail because I forgot to ask Mira where we'll be staying.
"Hey Natsu what's up?" I ignored him Canna or any other people who are greeting me as I walked to where Mira was, while avoiding the flying tables, bodies, food, and whatever else that was flying.
I was glad I arrived at the bar without getting hit! "Natsu, what are you doing here? I thought you were going home—"That's when she realized that it was the reason why Juvia and me are still here. Mira blushed and gave me an apologetic look.
"Oh, I'm very sorry Natsu! I was just so busy with the guild and I forgot to give you the key and the address." I nodded understanding her.
"So Mira… can I have it? And can you be a bit faster because Juvia's so heavy and all."
"Oh, yes. Just wait for a sec." Then she left. I closed my eyes for a while and imagined all that happened for the past few years. The look on both Lucy and Gray's face when they saw me suddenly appearing, Juvia and Ime having the same feeling, the feeling of rejection, our little act, their cries, our life in Demon Tail… They even have their own version of Happy…. Happy…. Where are you? I haven't seen him yet… Happy… I'm really sorry I left you pal, just because I can't take it anymore doesn't mean I should leave you. I should've taken you with Juvia and me to Demon Tail.
Mira snapped me out from thoughts, "Natsu~ here's the key and I wrote the direction and the address in a piece of paper. Here." I looked down to see Mira giving me the key and the paper.
"Thanks." Then I left, still carrying Juvia.
"So many lefts and rights! I need to walk faster too., it's going to rain." Minutes later, I arrived. The place we're staying at is close to big or is like a mini mansion. I never knew Mira had properties like this!
When I went inside, the lights turned on automatically and I like it~
-I'll skip the describing the house part-
I opened the door to a room and put Juvia in the bed, she was still sleeping soundly. A smile appeared on her face and it made me smile too, we have been best friends for four years and we still are. We've been the closest one in Demon Tail too. Gray you better apologize to Juvia for saying all those hurtful words to her, you hurt her feelings.
-Meanwhile in Juvia's dream (It was the flashback and someone connected their dream)-
-Do not own Things I'll never say –Avril owns it—
(Before the proposal and heart breaks)
It was a peaceful day for Fairy Tail, no fights or anything just people talking to each other, laughing together, eating and sharing their thoughts what they think to their friends. But someone wasn't doing any of the things above. She was talking to Mira and the others, yes, but the rest of the things above…. No. She wasn't laughing, eating or sharing what she thinks her thoughtsto her friends! She was just keeping it to herself and everyone noticed it.
"Juvia?" Mira tried to catch her attention and was successful; she saw how Juvia stared into space and wanted to know why she has been acting like that.
"M-Mira-san! What happened?" Lucy, Lissana, Erza, Wendy and Levy all looked at her.
"Nothing… it's just that you have been staring at that wall over there for a while now." She looked at the blushing mage
"Juvia's sorry… Juvia was just thinking… that's all." She explained, still blushing for no reason
"Juvia-san why are you blushing?" Wendy ask worriedly
"Maybe thinking about Gray again" Levy continued reading the book she was reading earlier
"Yeah~" Lucy and Lissana said in unison
"Okay now everybody, let's not tease Juvia. Let her think." Mira said. Everyone had a surprised look
"Sis, is that you?!" Lissana cupped her sister's face, Mira couldn't help but giggle
"Of course! Hey, justJust because I told you to stop you don't need to act like that. I'm still your match-maker sister!"
"He-he… I'm just…" Lissana didn't continue what she was about to say, she doesn't feel like saying it.
~Meanwhile in Juvia's head~
"Gray-sama…. When are you going to notice Juvia?" She thought
"Everyone who'sSo who's up for a singing contest or something close to that?t?" Mira suddenly asked, Juvia heard this and was about to leave because she doesn't want to be a part of anything that was happening. Everybody heard Mira; it was pretty loud, so yes, they heard her. They liked the idea, well, some of them. So they all agreed.
"That's sounds like a good idea!" Canna shouted, while drinking her 45th barrel of booze
"It is. It is a good idea." Mira said still smiling
"Hey guys, wouldn't It be better if the person to sing dedicates a song to someone?" Wakaba suggested
"Wakaba, I never thought you can be that smart!" Mira complimented… or maybe insulted… nah~ it's both complimenting and insulting him, 50/50.
Lissana, who noticed Juvia leaving, called her name "Juvia, where are you going?" She asked
"J-Juvia is just going outside… to u-um… buy something." She was about to leave but Mira stopped her.
"Oh my, Juvia are you going to leave us here?" Mira cupped her face with her left hand and gave Juvia goo-goo eyes, "Can you stay with us for awhile? Just for one song, pweeeeaaase" Juvia couldn't resist Mira's cuteness, so she gave in.
Juvia let out a big sigh and nodded, "Okay… but in one condition." Everyone was listening to their conversation
"And what is that?" Juvia came closer, and leaned closer to Mira's ear and whispered something to her.
"I'll gladly do that." She smiled at Juvia and Juvia did the same to Mira."
Juvia went up to the stage and took a microphone and picked a song. The song she picked was 'Things I'll never say' by Avril Lavinge
"Go JUVIA!" Lucy and Lissana cheered
"Juvia, do your best!" Erza cheered too like what Lucy and Lissana did
"Juvia-san you can do it!"
"Juvia~ Tell us who you dedicated this song to!" Mira reminded the teen, it seems that she forgot about that.
"Th-this is dedicated t-to…." Juvia stopped in the middle of her sentence when she saw the certain ice-mage that she was waiting for— which is not Gray, the mage was Lyon.
-While that was happening in front-
-Far away from the stage, just by the door-
"Get ready Canna, I will win that bet! That song is dedicated to Gray!" Macao said with confidence, Canna just rolled her eyes. Gray was just beside Macao but he didn't notice Gray. Gray was currently listening to their conversation.
"Ha! You're right Macao! Juvia will definitely dedicate it to ME! And after her song I'll bring her to a place where no one will see us and ask her to be my girlfriend! Everything is going smoothly~" Gray thought, he was smirking while thinking about his future with Juvia.
"Hey, hey, I'm the card mage here and I know what'll happen in the future so you better get your money and give it to me already. You're just wasting my time with all your talk. Lyon's going to appear any second now and Juvia will immediately dedicate it to him and things will go wrong and blah blah blah." With that Macao lost all his confidence, he just bet 10 thousand jewels! How can he lose!
"WHAT?!" Gray suddenly asked, it was quite loud so they have to cover their ears, but it didn't reach where Juvia and the others in front are.
"What are you talking about? What "what" are you talking about?" Canna asked
"What do you mean by Lyon will appear any second now and Juvia dedicating the song to him?" Canna just smirked at him
"So you've been listening to us the whole time?"
"It isn't the time for that! Answer my question NOW!" Canna again, covered her ears
"Why are you always shouting?" She complained, annoyed.
"ANSWER ME!" Now he was shaking her
"Okay! Just stop shaking me or I'll throw up!"Cana warned him, he stopped; he didn't want to smell like booze
"Lyon will appear in 3, 2, 1!" As if on cue Lyon knocked on the guild doors
"Uh, hey guys…? Where's my Juvia-can?" He asked not aware that Juvia was standing in the stage.
"… LYON!" Juvia said so loud that they have to cover their ears, she was using the microphone when she shouted and she was shouting at the top of her lungs so It was very loud
"Me?" Lyon immediately realized who called his name and looked left and right to see where Juvia is when he looked at the stage, there he saw Juvia standing in the middle of the stage, holding a microphone. He still didn't know why she called his name so he asked the one beside him, and guess who was beside him. It was GRAY! He was really heart-broken because Juvia didn't dedicate it to him and also pissed off because it was dedicated to Lyon." ALL OF THE MEN IN THE WORLD,HERE WHY DEDICATE IT TO LYON?!" He thought while he gritted his teeth in anger
"May I ask why my Juvia-chan called me?" He asked, Gray didn't hear him or… decided not to. He was busy planning revenge in his mind. Canna heard Lyon asking Gray why but no answer came from Gray. She knows why he didn't answer. It was because he was heart-broken and at the same time pissed off. So she decided to answer Lyon herself after Macao finishes counting the jewels. HE JUST LOST 10 THOUSAND JEWELS! Mwuahahaha!
Finally Macao finished and so she answered Lyon, "The song Juvia's going to sing is dedicated to you." At first Lyon couldn't believe what he heard but as seconds passed, he started believing what Cana told him. He was about to tease Gray about it but Canna stopped him before he could even touch him
"Don't." It was good timing, Grayinside Gray was really, really angry and wanted to kill somebody right now. That's how important it is for Gray, he planned it all but now it was all ruined just because of Lyon.
"And why should I listen to you?" His reply annoyed the drunkard; a vein was visible on Canna's fore head.
"You should be thanking me for stopping you"
"Why?"
"Gray's pissed off, he might do something that he will regret." The woman said
"Tch, if you're telling me that he could beat me then you're wrong. I can beat him easily."
"Just listen to me"
"Whatever"
-Back to Juvia-
After 3 minutes of loading, the song finally started and Juvia finally started singing
La da da da la da da da la
Da da da da la da da da la la la la da
Da da da da da da da
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Everyone was staring at her amazed, they all didn't know that Juvia can sing this well.
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect cause' I know you're worth it
She was looking at Gray at that time but no one knows that except for Mira and Juvia
You're worth it
"Gray-sama I hope you get my message…" She thought
Yeah~
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
"Marry me today?"
She smiled at them, then frowned
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
She nodded
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you?
What's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause' I know you're worth it
You're worth it, yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
She summoned some water and threw it in the air but before the water can even hit the mages, they already evaporated thanks to Natsu
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
"Marry me today?"
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect
Cause' I know you're worth it
You're worth it, yeah
La da da da la da da da la
Da da da da la da da da la la la la da
Da da da da da da da (Yeah)
La da da da la da da da la
Da da da da la da da da la la la la da
Da da da da da da da
GuesGuess I'm wishing away
These things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
"Marry me today?"
Guess I'm wishing my life away
But these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
A single tear fell from Juvia's eye
She bowed and thanked everyone for listening; everyone was still amazed by her and couldn't move. She had an angelic voice and she can relate from the song too. Some of them were sobbing, clapping and complimenting Juvia.
"J-Juvia, I never thought that your love story is like that!" Lissana said while sobbing and looking at the blue-haired woman
"Uhh…"
"JUVIA-CHAN" Lyon hugged her from behind, Juvia blushed because of the hug.
"W-What?"
"Come with me~" Before she can say anything she was already dragged by the man. All of them sweat dropped, while Gray… well he… was punching the wall beside him, throwing the tables and chairs in front of him, shouting, hitting his head on the wall and… destroying the guild.
"Gray STOP!" Erza tried to stop him, but he wouldn't listen to her. Only one mage can stop him and that is Juvia but she's with Lyon. They were lucky that Wendy was there to calm him down using her 'healing magic' and do you know what that magic's name is? No? It's the 'calming air' (A/N: I just made that up)
"Thanks Wendy" Mira smiled at her
"It's nothing really"
"Gray, why did you do all that? You almost destroyed the guild!" Erza glared at him but he didn't flinch
"Erza, please take it easy on him—"Mira was cut off by Erza
"TAKE IT EASY?! HE ALMOST DESTROYED OUR GUILD! HOW COULD I TAKE IT EASY ON HIM?" Everyone was silent for awhile until Mira broke it
"He's heartbroken, Erza. What if Jellal dedicates a song to Ultear— no make it Minerva instead! Then after the song Minerva drags Jellal in a corner and do something to him like kiss him! What will you do?" Everyone sweat dropped, "What a wild imagination Mira has" Everyone thought
Erza's aura darkened at first but then she stopped giving off her dark aura.
Her bangs covered her face, "Jellal d-did that?" She asked, now her face was clearly seen by everyone, and she was crying!
"No! He didn't, I just told you that 'what if'?"
"He did?"
"NO!"
"He did?"
"Erza please listen to me! HE DID NOT DO IT!"
"When did he do it?" Erza asked still crying
"Erza. I. Told. You. He. Did. Not. Do. It." And with that said, she knocked Erza out by punching her in the stomach.
"How did you do that?" Lucy asked, amazed
"She ate a LOT of strawberry cakes, and the place where I punched her was in the stomach. It really hurt."
"O-okay"
-While Erza and Mira were talking to each other-
Gray was leaving and nobody noticed or saw him because they were all looking at the two demons.
"What a bunch of idiots." He said before leaving the guild
He searched for the two mages but he didn't find them, it was until he asked a woman.
"Um… miss?"
"What is it?"
"Did you see a blue-haired woman getting dragged by a white haired man?" The woman thought for a while
"Let me think…. I did see a blue-haired woman and a white haired man…. Yes!"
"Can you tell me where they went?"
"Yes, they went that way." She said pointing at a building
"Thanks"
Then he left
-At the building-
GRAY'S POV
It was a hotel so I needed to ask the man in the counter where Juvia and Lyon stayed at, what are they even doing in a freaking HOTEL?! When the man told me where they are, I didn't waste my time and immediately went upstairs. When I found the room number, I wanted to open it but can't. It was locked and I can't just destroy it, this hotel has really expensive things. And I'm not like Natsu.
There should be a maid here that has keys. THERE!
"Miss Can I you give me a key to his room?" She was looking at me like I was famous or something but I ignored it, "Miss?"
"Oh yes! Definitely for a guy like you I would give everything!"
"Really?"
"Do I look like I'm lying?"
"No?"
"Okay, so, what else do you want sir?"
"Can you show me where the surveillance room is? And let me watch it for awhile?"
"Yes, but may I ask, why?"
"I just want to see what's happening in there, that's all." I gave her a smile even though in my head I want to kill that bastard for taking Juvia away from me
"Okay."
-Surveillance room-
"Here it is"
"Thanks"
"I'll leave now"
"Bye"
Then she left
Some of you may be thinking why I didn't open their room once I got a hold of the key, right? That's because I want to see what they were doing first and when I see what that bastard is doing with my Juvia, I'll beat him up real hard and make him suffer.
I looked at the screen and saw what I don't want to see. I was even more heart-broken now. They were kissing. I wanted to be her first kiss. But now…. That's impossible. That can never happen. I… I… I… Juvia, why did you do this to me? I thought you loved— what am I even talking about?! If she loved me she wouldn't hurt me. If she loved me she wouldn't kiss Lyon. Why?! Why would she do it? She keeps on calling me 'Gray-sama' and she didn't give the same treatment to Lyon, she said she loved me. But all of those were probably just lies… they were all lies… lies… lies…
I couldn't take it anymore so I ran outside and went somewhere where I know I'll be loved. Lucy's apartment. All this time I loved the wrong person. All these times she lied to me. All of those lies, saying she loved me, calling me 'Gray-sama', I'm sick of her. I don't want to hear her name anymore. And I definitely don't want to see her ever again.
-Juvia and Lyon-
"So why are we here again?" Juvia asked, she was sitting on the bed and it was soft
"Juvia… I've been meaning to ask you this but I always don't have the time to do it because ice-freak was always in the way." He started
"Please don't call Gray-sama 'ice-freak'"
"Anything for you" He said, eyes were sparkling for no reason
"Okay s-so what is it that you want to ask Juvia?"
"Will you marry me?" This caught the water mage off guard and didn't know how to respond
"Eh? Pardon?"
"Will you marry me?"
"M-marry?!"
"Yes"
"Isn't it too early for us to m-marry?"
"Nothing's too early for love!"
"You're right about the love thing… but Juvia's not yet ready and when Juvia is ready… the man Juvia wants to marry G-Gray-sama, Juvia's sorry!" She was teary eyed but Lyon only gave her a smile and leaned closer to her and when she was about to cry because she felt bad for rejecting Lyon. He wiped the tear off of Juvia's face using his thumb. Their faces were really close but Juvia only blushed (Their position is like they're kissing but they're not, if you see them from afar you'll think that they're kissing). They stayed like that for a little longer and Lyon enjoyed every second but he was disappointed when Juvia pulled away
"Let's go now. Everyone might be getting worried." She was about to go open the door but before she could even touch the door Lyon grabbed her hand, "Let's eat first, please?" Juvia thought for a while
"Okay"
And so the two mages ate their food while talking to each other about anybody or anything that comes into their minds
-Meanwhile let's check on Gray-
He was in Lucy's apartment but he didn't break in, he used the door and it shocked the blonde
"G-Gray? You didn't use the window?" She asked, still shocked
"Yeah. Can I stay with you for awhile?" He asked out of blue
"You can, but why?" She was used to Natsu always braking in and staying so why not treat her friend the same?
"Juvia she…." Tears were threatening to fall from his eyes but he tried his best not to
"She and Lyon were kissing in a hotel" Lucy gave him a 'what now'? Look because she didn't believe the man in front of her
"I'm telling you the truth! I saw it with my own two eyes!" He sat down on Lucy's bed
"Gray, I know you're heartbroken and pissed about what happened earlier with Juvia and dedicating the song to Lyon etc etc." She started, "And judging by how you act you didn't get her message." The exhibitionist gave her a confused look
"Message?" He repeated
"You really didn't? I'm sorry but you need to figure it out by yourself because I won't help you with that. It's your love story not mine."
"What if it is your problem too?" He asked standing up. Lucy was by the book shelf getting a book when Gray went over to her but Lucy didn't notice it she was still facing the book shelf, He rested his right hand to a wall. That, Lucy noticed.
"Gray, what are you doing?" She asked while giggling, she just saw his hand that's all but when she realized their position she blushed a thousand shades of red.
"Gray really what are you doing?" He was leaning closer to Lucy ignoring her question
"Lucy…" He whispered
"Wh—"
"Shhh" He gestured her to stop, and she did but she was still blushing, "Lucy…." Again he whispered, "I… love… you…." Lucy couldn't believe a word he said, she didn't believe him but he was just so convincing. Even though she loves Natsu, she believed him.
He kissed her after he said those three words and she kissed her back surprising the man but he put that thought at the side for now.
Now he knows who he loved… and it was Lucy.
While Lucy, she was still confused. Who does he love? Natsu or Gray?
-Juvia and Lyon-
-Night time-
She and Lyon finished eating dinner; it was like they went on a date but not date date it was just a 'friendly date'. Lyon also brought her to a place where only he knows, it was beautiful. The stars were so beautiful, it wasn't cold in fact it was warm and she loved it.
"How did you find a place like this? It's heaven!" Lyon smiled, and hugged her from behind. Why does he always do that?!
"You know, I wanted to show you this place when we're together. But I don't care about that anymore. I just want to see that smile appear on your face. If that ice— I mean if Gray hurt your feelings I would kill him, so just call me, okay." His 'speech' made Juvia blush and she couldn't help but smile. He loved her dearly but she rejected him, and she felt really bad, but whatever she does to try and love Lyon she just couldn't.
She loved Gray more
-End of dream-
And cuuuut! I apologize for being late and for saying 'sorry' all the time. I thought I can update everyday but I failed TT^TT so maybe I can't follow the schedule but I'll try to, okay? So I won't keep you amazing people waiting.
And I know there's a hint of some Luvia, Graylu and some others but don't worry it is still GRUVIA AND NALU and I thought about putting a little Jerza.
Oh and did you see or get the part 'Now he knows who he loved… it was Lucy' ? If you get what I'm trying to say then congratulations! If not and you want to find out you can always check my bio and find where I put it and then read it! If you want to
And, and, and, again I forgot, I'm reading two stories that's really addictive so I might slow down just to finish these two stories! I really love Drama, Humor and Romance!
Here's the story that I really love!:
Opposites attract (Maybe some of you or ALL of you knows this because it's popular)
And also: Love and sins (I love the SSS!)
Sayonara! Nyan~