A/N: Guys… What more is there to do with Blainchel, huh? I think it's time to put them away. For now anyway. I may explore them again, I may not. Idk yet. But anyway…here we go. It's just something I feel. We've got Rachel's debut to address and the twins. So we've got a while yet…but I just wanted to make it known that it will end soon-ish. Oh! And I didn't mention it, but the song in the last chapter was 'Another Love Affair' by Darren Criss! Read on, babies.
Chapter 21
Rachel POV
Am I convinced Blaine loves me? Absolutely. Am I convinced that he'd do anything for me? Absolutely. Am I convinced that he won't cheat on me? No, I'm not. I mean…look, Blaine's wonderful! He's everything I could've ever wanted in a man. But I'm not officially convinced that we'd be okay. I knew that I shouldn't be worrying about Blaine leaving me. But it was all I could think about. Blaine had never done things like this before and yeah, that's the reason why I should be reassured that he wouldn't do it again. But the funny thing is… I've done the same thing. I've wondered what things would be like if I'd stayed with Finn. But then I realized one thing. I don't want Finn. Blaine is the one I want. He smiled at me as he spoke to the doctors privately. I smiled back at him, and it was then I knew. I had to fight like hell to keep what was mine. And that was Blaine. I watched as things ended with the doctor, and Blaine made his way back in. I smiled lovingly at him, and felt at piece.
"Hey."
"Hey. So, good news…the doctor says that the twins are growing fine. He still wants you on bed rest, but he doesn't see why you can't go home and serve the rest of the time at home."
I smiled. This was going to be good news. Blaine was on vacation from the company, and I wasn't going to be on stage any time soon, so we'd get to be together. But the question is, how can I keep Blaine from driving me crazy?
"Good, I'm glad. But what are we going to tell the company?"
"The truth, if they ask. But if they don't, I don't really care either way. I'll call them when we're home."
"Blaine, honey…call them now, let them know what happened."
I watched as Blaine sighed and took his phone out. I watched as he spoke with everyone for awhile, and I just let my thoughts wander. I wanted to talk to Kurt about this, but I knew that Blaine was struggling with his feelings about Kurt. I didn't really have anyone to talk about this with, so I knew it was put up or shut up time with Blaine. I watched as he made his way into the room and sat down next to me.
"Well, everyone sends their love, and they want you to get better soon."
"Bullshit, on a scale of one to ten, how pissed is Andrew?"
"Surprisingly Rach, he's not. He was more worried about how you were doing, and how the babies were doing, and if I was okay. I told him about my leg, and he wished me luck. He's still going along with the vacation thing."
"Wow, that's so unlike him."
"I know. But we're just going to be fine, so that's a moot point."
And that's when I knew. I knew that we needed to be closer. I knew that things weren't going to be easy to talk about, but that we needed to. I grabbed his hand and kissed it. He stroked my cheek lovingly, and it was time.
"Blaine, I love you."
"And I love you, Rach. You okay? You seem a bit off."
"I'm just…thinking is all. I don't know how to vocalize what I'm feeling, but I'm going to try. I gave you a lot of hell over the whole Kurt thing, and I know I did. I'm scared that you're going to decide that I'm not worth the drama of this whole thing…I need you to know something though. I need you to know that I'm in love with you, I'll always be in love with you, and I'm not going to ever not be in love with you. With that being said, I'm apologizing to you, because I know that it hurt you. So, I'm sorry. I'm not saying I'm not going to be insecure, because I will be. But I'm going to try and be better about it."
And I felt better. It was like a burden was lifted. I'd watched as Blaine's face softened a bit and I realized that he'd felt the same about me. He felt the same, and we were going to be just fine. He kissed my hand lovingly and I giggled, knowing that Blaine was being chivalrous. He always did that just to feel the closeness of our relationship.
"Rachel, baby. I meant what I said when I said I wasn't going anywhere. This whole relationship doesn't mean anything without you. And I'm not going to go anywhere. Not while my kids are in your belly, not while we're raising these kids together, not ever. So lay back and wait for the doctor to come in. We're gonna sign your discharge papers. Rachel Berry-Anderson…you're going home."
And that was the most perfect thing that could happen. Because recovering at home was one of the better things. Because I'd be more comfortable. And I'd have Blaine there. And nothing would go wrong there, right?
A/N2: Haha! Foreshadowing! Love it! Anywho, couple more chapters left, then I can put Blainchel to bed! Sad face. I ship Blainchel as my crackship. One of them anyway. Anywho, review! 3