My updates might become less regular as my laptop is broken and it is really hard to write a good lengthy chapter on my phone.

CPOV:

It was 8am on a Saturday and no one was awake yet. Bex endes up sleeping with me so I would have someone close by.

"Mama! I hungwy!" Both Lucy and Mikey called at the same time. Bex rolled over but stayed asleep. I got out if bed and went to get to two of them out of Lucy's cot.

"Who's a hungry baby then?" I grinned at the two of them.

"Aunty Cammie...Aunty Cammie!" Mikey was jumping up and down when he saw me come in. I picked them both out of the cot and put them down on the floor so they could lead the way. As we went past the twins room, I heard them giggling away.

"Come on you two, you need to eat breakfast and then you can carry on playing." They both came out running in their pj's.

"Morning mummy." We all went downstairs leaving Bex to sleep.

The kids were all eating their breakfast. Well, Mikey and Lucy were being feed but they were all behaving. It let me know just how much I had to stay at home and protect them. I couldn't just pack up and make them leave their home. They have never had to hide before and I am not about to make them hide now. My babies were going to be safe in their own home.

Once all of them had finished their breakfast then went to go and play together in the playroom. I went to go and call Joe.

Cammie?

Yeah it's me, Joe. So, yeah, I need to ask you a favour.

What is it Cammie? Is everyone okay? Is it Zach?

As far as I know Zach is fine but I need you and Ed over here so I can talk to you. Please come as soon as you can.

Cam we will be in 15 minutes. Love you all.

Love you all too.

Bex came down stairs with her bed hair at an all time low. We were both sat in the kitchen waiting for someone to say something.

"Joe and Ed are coming over soon so I can tell them what happened last night. Then I plan on going to Paris to be with Zach and Grant." I broke the silence while staring at my cup of coffee.

"Cammie, are you sure that's the right thing to do? I mean tell Joe and Edward they need to know but going to Paris, are you sure that is the best thing to do?" She was looking me in the eye, letting me see the fear behind them.

"Bex, I don't know what else to do? If Alice sent something to me then she sure as hell would have sent something to Zach. And Zach being Zach is going to start freaking out and will rush into something and get himself and Grant hurt! I have to be there for him and the only way I can do that is if I am there with him! I am going to call the director once I've told Joe and Ed everything. The kids are all in the playroom. I am going to have a really quick shower and get changed, just keep an eye on them please." I got up and left before she could try and talk me out of it even more.

***13 minutes later***

"Granda!" Lucy screamed as Joe walked into the house.

"Grampy!" The twins ran at Edward and jumped on him, almost knocking him to the floor. Old age was defiantly getting to him.

"Girls, mummy has to talk to granddy and grampy so you can play with them afterwards okay?" I had on my do as your told voice so they just nodded and went back into the playroom with Mikey.

"Hey guys and yes before either one of you say anything I know I look like a flipping clown and I would just like to point out that I am still too asleep to care but I can beat ass if either one of you plan on laughing at me."

"Good morning to you too, Bex." Joe laughed while Ed walked to the kitchen through the playroom where he burst into laughter.

"Bex you have 5 minutes to shower and get changed then we can tell them about it all." Bex ran upstairs. "You guys want a coffee?"

"Cameron Goode, have you learnt nothing over the past 15 years? I never say no to a cup of coffee and I dragged his butt out of bed so he hasn't had his morning cup so he'll have one too." We went into the kitchen to find Ed still laughing at Bex.

"You know you really should stop laughing before she gets back downstairs because she will whop your ass!" I laughed. How could I be so cheerful when everything in my life was pointing at crazy? I stopped mid laugh. I felt sick. I ran to the sink and threw up.

"Cammie!" Joe and Ed were by my side. Joe holding my hair while Ed rubbed my back. When I finally finished being sick, I sat down with a glass of Spirt.

"Cammie, spill! Before I phone your mum and tell her that you are going crazy."

"That's because everything is going crazy Joe! Everything is soo wrong!" Bex walked into the kitchen with her hair looking slightly more normal. She could see I was about to breakdown.

"Cam, it's time to tell them. They need to know and you were right. You need to go." She put her arm over my shoulder and pulled me close to her.

"Sit down, both of you. As you know Zach went on a mission last friday and well on Thursday and Friday me nor Bex got any messages from them. Then yesterday I got this letter from Alice. She is ready for revenge. Ten fucking years later and now she is ready for revenge! If I got a letter from her I know Zach got one too and knowing Zach he will do something stupid in a hope that it will get him home quicker. He's done it before and you got hurt because of it Joe. He will end up hurting himself or Grant and this time it's worse! They both have families to come home too. No offence but when it did happen to you I didn't know you were dating my mum or anything. So I am going to go to Paris and be with him. I know what your going to say and I'm still going to go anyways so what I need to do is to protect my children and keep them safe. They can stay at Gallagher since it is their term break and I will be back with Grant and Zach by the end of the week. Also, Morgan is still at school so you don't have to worry about having him as well. He comes home in 2 weeks for a months holiday. I am going and nothing you guys say or do will stop me. I have to be with him to everyone safe." I sat there determined to do what I said I was going to do.

"Cammie, why didn't you tell us last night when you got it?" I shrugged my shoulders indifferently at them.

"Because I didn't know what I was going to do yet, Ed. I need to protect my children the way you would yours and the only way I can do that is if I protect your son. I plan on leaving tonight so I will pack the kids bags for you to take them. I will come and talk to mum before I go."

"Cam, I'm coming with you. It's my husband out there too."

"What about Mikey? Your parents are on a mission and you don't keno Grant's."

"He can stay with us. He's stayed with us before and your mum and Abs don't mind having him. They love him like their own child. As for lessons don't worry about those we can take over and do them. Just make sure you come and see my son and my wife before you go and your aunt and sister-in-law."

"Yeah don't forget my family otherwise I get shot for it! You know what Abby is like." I have him a knowing smile before getting up to gI and pack some bags for the girls.

***34 minutes and 37 seconds later***

The girls bags were all packed and ready for them to go. I went into the playroom to see them playing with their granddads. Bex had gone home with Mikey to grab him and her he things that they would need.

"Mama, we play granda 'n' grwmpy." Lucy came over to me with her arms out.

"I can see, baby. Sammy, Pen come here a second." The both untangled themselves from Joe and Ed and made their way over to me and Lucy. I sat on the floor so I was the same height as them. Also giving them space to sit on my lap. They both sat on my lap with Lucy in the middle of them.

"Mummy, what's wrong? Is it daddy? Is he hurt?" Sammy was always worrying for everyone else.

"Daddy's fine baby. The three of you and Mikey are all going to go and stay at Gallagher for the next week because mummy and Aunty Bex are going to go and see daddy and Uncle Grant so I need you too be good and when I get back and you have been good you can all get a present. I love all of you and I will only be gone for a week. You won't even realise I'm not here because you will have lots of fun with Sally and Simon. Lulu, you have to eat properly for grandma please. I have packed your favourite cuddly toys and if you need anything then granddy or grampy can come and get it. Give me a cuddle and then we can get you to Gallagher." We all had a big cuddle and then we got into Joe's truck.

We met Bex and Mikey at the front gate.

The kids all ran off ahead of us. I was carrying the girls bags on my shoulder while Joe brought in the travel cot for Lucy and Mikey. Since it was a Saturday and a hot one at that most of the girls had gone to town or were out in the gardens. Mum had just walked out of her office.

"Granma!" Pen screamed. She made me jump. I was in my own world.

"Hello my gorgeous," She grabbed Pen and spun her around before looking at me and all my bags. "What you guys doing here?"

"Do you guys want to go with granddy and he will get you set up with where ever you are sleeping." They all followed Joe towards Sally's room where the twins would be sleeping and then setting up the cot in his room or Ed's room so they could get easily get to them in the night. "Mum, let'a talk in your office." Me, mum and Bex went into the office while Edward went off somewhere. Most likely to find Abby.

***40 minutes later***

I told mum everything.

"Kiddo, is it possible for you to be pregnant?"

"Mum, no, I don't think so. I haven't taken a test or anything but that isn't the most important thing right now. We have to go stop Zach from doing something stupid!"

"Cameron Goode, if you have a child inside of you then that becomes the most important thing! You are going to take a test now! Then you can go to Paris. I know I can't stop you but at least if you know then you can be safe."

"Mum, I am not about to start an argument but I don't have time! I need to go NOW! You saw what happened the last time Zach had some bad news about me! Joe got hurt! I am not going to let Grant, Zach or anyone else get hurt because he gets stupid!" I was stood up screaming my head off at her. Every second I wasted here it was more likely someone was going to get hurt.

"You will take the test even if I have to sit you down on the toilet! So don't bother arguing with me. After that you can go." I know I was going to lose fight.

"Fine. Do you have one?" She nodded. I went to the bathroom and did the test. Well this fucking great!

"Kiddo?" Mum asked as I walk out of the bathroom 5 minutes later.

"Guess it's time to get ready for baby number 5." Mum and Bex ran and hugged me.

"I told you there was going to be one." I punched Bex in the boob knowing it would hurt. "Owww!"

"Happy now mum? We need to go but I have to see my brother, sister, my aunt and say good-bye to my kids as well as my step-dad and my father-in-law. Love you and we'll be back by the end of the week." I was heading for the door with Bex close on my heel. I knew she was going to get me for punching her. "Bye mum."

"Bye kiddo."I was running down the hall trying to keep away from Bex, who was pissed at me.

"Mummy!" Sammy came out of nowhere and I almost knocked her over because I wasn't paying attention to what was in front of. Once Bex saw her she stopped trying to bitch slap me. She was glaring at me, letting me know it was far from over. I grabbed Sammy's hand and we walked outside were all the kids were including Simon and Sally.

"Cammie!" Simon and Sally ran towards me and both tackled me to the ground.

"Hey guys, miss me?" I laughed as Bex went over to give Mikey a big hugs and try and find Bel since she hadn't gone to town.

"Yeah! I haven't like seen all week!..."

"And your my big sis who I only get to see everyday and haven't!" I hadn't seen the two of them for most of the week since I had to be home early to get the twins from school. "Dad said he wanted to see you before you left." They both help we up from grass. My head was still slightly spinning, I haven't been tackled to the floor for a while. They ran off ahead of me toward Joe and Ed who were sat with Lucy playing some sort of game. I ran after them. I caught them both and wrapped my arms around their waists.

"I win!"

"Cammie, you should at least give them a chance! You are a level 23 spy and they are level 3! Plus they are your little siblings."

"Shut up Ed. I let them win sometimes but I'm leaving today and I wanted to win." I at on the floor next to them. Simon and Sally had run off to Pen and Sammy who were running around in circles. I picked up Lucy and gave her a kiss on the top of her head. "I'm gunna miss you baby."

"Miss me too." I smiled at my baby, who had no idea what she said but had the purest of intentions.

"Cammie, we all want to give you something." Joe chucked he a hand gun that had mine and Zach's initials engraved on it. "Your mum and Abby want to give it to you sometime special but since you are going to go and save his ass we thought this would be the perfect time to give it to you. Your mum thought it would symbolise the love that you and Zach have and that only death could get in the way of it." I was twisting the gun around looking at it from all angles. It was really beautiful.

"Aww thank you guys to much. It really means a lot. I need to get moving before I become too emotional. Did either of you happen to see where Bex went?" They both shook their heads as I put Lucy back on the ground and stood up. "I love you baby, see you in a week." I blew her a kiss and walked over to where the other kids were playing. "Come give me a hug before I go guys." They all run towards me and hugged me tightly. "I love you all and I will see you with Zach/Daddy in a week." I pulled away from them not wanting to start crying for leaving them all without either parent. My new gun was in my jean waistband and it was helping get over wanting to cry. I was going for all the right reasons and if I stayed my kids or Bex's would end up without a dad. I walked thought the mansion but it didn't feel like home. I guess it never would. I spent 13 minutes and 47 seconds before I found Bex and Bel in her room with Mikey. Bel looked like she was going to cry.

"Bel, sweetheart, you need to be strong for Mikey, Penelope, Samantha and Lucy. They need you to be strong for them. I need you to promise you will sing Mikey to sleep every night and give him a big kiss from me and your dad. I love you both bur I have to go. I need to protect your daddy and Uncle Zach. I love you and need you to be strong." Seeing Bex cry is a very rare thing so to see her eyes tearing up, as Bel was hugging her and crying her heart out, was something quite scary. I really didn't want to ruin their mother-daughter moment but we need to move.

"Bex, we need to go. I still have to see Abby so we can drop Mikey off with her. I also have to show you something." Bex pulled away from Bel and turned to face me.

"Come on then." She picked up Mikey and walked to the door. "Bye, baby, I will be back by the end of the week with your bloody stupid dad." She laughed as a mechanism to stop her from crying. We went down to Abby's room as she wasn't feeling well.

"Abby? We have someone to keep you company." I pushed the door open to see her half asleep.

"Hey Squirt," Mikey ran towards Abby. "Hey buddy boy, what you doing here?"

"I don't have time to explain but the kids are all going to be staying for the week. Mum, Joe or Ed can give you all the details but for now we are leaving Mikey with you."

"It is his nap-time so he should go to sleep."

"Okay guys so I guess I will see you both in a week? Whatever you are doing be safe and make sure you come home otherwise your asses will be whopped by me! And probably worse by the others."

"Bye Abs." Me and Bex called from the door. We began walking to the entrance and quickly ran back to mine so I could grab my bags and call a taxi.

Once we were in the taxi Bex began to get excited. It had been a long long time since we had both done a mission together.

"So Cammie what did you have to show me?"

"I can't show you now but as soon as we get to the 'hotel' I can." The rest of the ride was pretty quiet. It used to take me and Zach 40 minutes to get to Rosewood from to the CIA headquarters but in this taxi it took over an hour and 20 minutes!

I showed Bex the gun once we got into the headquarters lift. She thought it was cute and symbolic as well. I went straight to the directors office and demanded that he told me where exactly Grant and Zach were staying and to get us on a flight there. I do a god amount of arguing and in this case it was very handy. Since, I was an official member of the CIA it took a lot of arguing but the director and I were quite close so I always got my way. That afternoon me and Bex we on a first class flight to Paris.

Since I am writing on my phone I am surprised I wrote the longest chapter yet. I know it was kinda boring but it is going to get exciting in the next chapter promise.

Nadz x