A/N: Twilight isn't mine, a pity . . .

A/N: so I decided to make this a three-shot, hmm, not sure if there is such a thing, anyway, this takes place 6-sh months after Promise. Jake's POV, more angsty. Nessie now looks to be almost 15. This takes place in the meadow, once again, the Cullens are playing with lemons. heehee, oh, and imagine they start out sitting down, in the grass.

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Do You Remember

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Looking at her, makes me think I've died and gone to heaven. Nessie grows more beautiful every day. And it's getting harder and harder to control myself.

God, I feel so horrible. Thinking that way about a little girl. But, it's hard when she doesn't look so little anymore. Urgh, I hate myself for thinking this way.

But when she kisses me I want to take her, with all that's in me. Urgh, I sure hope Edward doesn't hear this, that would be . . . extremely, well it would not be good, let's put it that way.

"Jacob do you remember the last time we were here?" I hear her ask

"Yeah, Whelp?" I tease

Nessie sighs, "Jake when're you gonna stop calling me that?"

"Maybe, when I . . . yeah, probably never." I decide

"Jerk." she says rolling her eyes

"Oh, that's mature." I say with a smirk

"Besides, I'm only 5." she says grinning

"Darn, well ya sure don't look it." I say as if I had forgotten

"Oh, Jake, please . . ." she has a pleading look in her eyes, crap.

"Nessie," I say sighing "please, just a few more months. Can't we wait just that long?"

"What if I don't want to wait any longer? What if just being near you makes me want you inside me! Jake I love you, please . . ."

Damn, I need you too Nessie, "Please, Ness," I plead "Don't . . . I can't do that to you, not yet."

"Jake, kiss me." she says, it's not a request, yet not quite an order.

I lean forward and wrap one of my arms around her waist, the other is behind her head. Her soft mouth against mine, it makes me want to do such naughty things to her.

She snuggles up close to me, her hands in my hair. She kisses me lightly teasing me, damn.

All she does is kiss me and, I'm practically over the edge.

I lean away, knowing if we keep going, it's going to end up in a place I don't want to go yet.

She lays her head in the crook of my shoulder, her soft breathing tickles my neck.

"Jake you never answered my question." she says panting lightly

"Didn't think I had to." I reply huskily "guess I'll just have to convince you." I shake my head as if discouraged.

Then I'm kissing her fiercely, our tongues battling for dominance. She presses her soft body against mine and I growl in pleasure.

"Jake . . ." she pants "never stop kissing me."

I more than happily comply, her swollen lips turning me on even more than I already am.

She leans back, out of breath, and I hug her tight to me, never wanting to let go.

"Jake, make love to me." she says coyly

Damn, when she says that . . .

"Nessie, I want to . . . but, what if something happens?" I have to admit I have worried about it.

"Jake, I don't care. I love you." she says shaking her head

"Nessie, if you let Carlisle examine you, to find out . . ." I trail off

She looks me squarely in the eyes, "So, you're saying, that if I have a doctor appointment, then you'll take me."

"Yes, but we have to know first Nessie, can you imagine little vampiric-wolves running around, that would be a bad idea."

"I guess it would be," she admits laying her head on my chest "I love you Jake, so much."

"I love you more." I reply with a smirk

"That's doubtful," she says rolling her eyes

"Whelp,"

"Jerk-dog,"

"That's a new one, came up with that all on your own did ya?" I say sleepily

"Jasper bet I wouldn't say it, so I win." she tells me yawning "Jake, let's take a nap."

"Sound's good to me." I reply almost asleep "I love you Nessie."

"Love ya Jakey." she whispers, so quiet I almost can't hear it.

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A/N: and on that note, we shall leave the happy, (though sex-starved) couple alone (for now).

A/N: one part left to go, shall we say, six-ish months later.

A/N: now please, review. Also dost thou want a lemon for the next chapter?