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Chapter 32

The Coldness

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I felt something weird going on, in my stomach and I quickly turned around and threw up in the toilet.

Oh God! This is going to be a long day!

I went home two hours after visiting my little man and took a shower to calm my nerves. And thank God the shower helped. Carlisle told me that tomorrow morning I would be able to bring my grandpa back to the apartment. Such a relief.

I went down the stairs and headed to the kitchen. I made a quick lunch and went to the living room to sit on the couch and… think.

I lay there, thinking about my grandpa and Edward. Now that my grandpa knows how Edward and I met it will be very difficult for him to understand it. I mean, it is not the most normal thing in the world to have a relationship with a robber that kept you in a Bank for three days. On the other hand though, Edward is not a robber. He did it because he had issues with his father. It was a fake robbery. But how do you explain this to a seventy two year old man?

I can't go and say 'Hey grandpa, Edward is a fake robber. He did it because his father was an asshole'.

Thisiswrong!I know it is!

And then suddenly my phone rang.

"What?" I said, picking it up.

"Whoa, Bella?" said a familiar voice.

"Jacob?" I asked in disbelief.

"How are you Bells?" he asked and I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Mmm, good. How are you?"

"You little liar. What is going on?" he asked.

"There is a lot that you don't know. I can't tell you on the phone."

"I have some news to tell you. When are you free to talk?" I thought about it for a second.

"How about tomorrow morning?" I suggested. I had to work tonight.

"Sounds good. Do you want us to meet at the LeCafé?" Le Café was where we usually met.

"Yeah, sure. See you there at ten, okay?"

"Sure Bells. I love you."

"I love you too," I said and hung up.

…

I opened the door of the club and saw Angela standing there drinking something.

"What are you doing?" I asked her. It wasn't normal for her to drink. Plus, Tess said that we couldn't drink before our show.

"I am drinking!" she laughed. She was drunk!

"You are drunk," I stated. I moved towards her and grabbed her hand. "Come with me," I said and pulled her to my dressing room. I put her on the couch and closed the door.

"Why are you drunk?" I asked her, joining her on the couch. Angela wrapped her arms around me and buried her head in the crook of my neck.

"What is going on honey?" I asked her as I patted her back.

"Nothing!" she said and started crying. I was at a complete loss. What was happening?

"Please tell me," I begged.

"Ben broke up with me," she sobbed. What?

"Oh God, Angela. I am so sorry! What can I do?" I asked her. Poor Angela.

"Hold me?"

"Sure, honey," I said and held her tighter. I rocked her back and forth while she was whispering something I couldn't make out.

"Don't cry Angela," I said with a sad voice. Even my voice was sad.

"He doesn't want me," she cried.

"What did he say?" I asked her. I was ready to cry too.

"It doesn't matter anymore," she sobbed harder.

"Of course it matters, Angela."

"The only thing that matters now is that he doesn't love me. I don't mind being alone. I won't ever want anyone but Ben. I want him to be happy and if that is what he wants, then I have to live with it." I couldn't understand it. I mean, they were so in love! Couldn't they discuss it with each other?

I let Angela cry a little more on my shoulder and then we got ready for our show. Of course Tess didn't let Angela dance drunk, so she sent her home.

After we finished our songs, Tess told us that we had four hours until the performance starts. She insisted on staying in the club to prepare our clothes, make-up and relax a little. I went to my dressing room, sat in the chair and looked myself in the mirror.

What am I going to do with my grandpa? I know he won't want to see Edward ever again but I can't bear it if I don't even say his name for one day. He is my love. He is everything to me. I couldn't handle it if he left me like Ben did with Angela. She was so broken and she wasn't thinking straight. I mean, I am sure she will get over him. Sooner or later.

Angela's relationship with Ben reminded me of the relationship that Alice and Jasper had. Alice and Angela were outgoing and happy all the time and Jasper and Ben were… well they weren't so open.

I hope Alice and Jasper won't have the same ending that Angela and Ben had.

Edward, though, wasn't like his brother, Jasper. He was happy and he smiled all the time. And oh God his smile was so sexy. The way he smiled was so warm and it made my love for him grow even more each day.

YouaresoinlovewithEdward. I know I am, voice.

I mean seriously, I have never felt that with anyone before. Not even James, who was my first. And you know what they say. You won't ever forget your first time. Ha! Now when I think about my first time I think about my first time with Edward.

I don't know what I will do if I ever lose him. Because people die, right? I won't handle it if something happens to him. I want us to be happy together. He is the man I want to spend my life with.

These incredible and full of love thoughts, were interrupted by my mobile.

"Hello?" I said, picking it up.

"Bella, it's Edward." My heart started beating faster and I felt my cheeks heat up at the sound of his voice.

"Hi, Edward," I replied.

"Where are you?" he asked. His voice was cold. I didn't like it.

"I'm at the club. What's going on?" I asked worried.

"I want you to come over to my house." I smiled a bit but his voice was still very cold. "It's serious and we need to talk."

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