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Well, it's been a while and because of that I decided to update on Sunday! Yay! This chapter is dedicated to Al-Chaos because she was the ONLY ONE that PM me and talked to me on Facebook. I wish all of you guys would do it.
From now on… ALL the chapters I am going to update, will not be beta-ed. My Beta is very very very busy and I understand her completely. So don't be mad at me for the mistakes you will see. Believe me there are a looot!
Anyway this is chapter 36 and I hope you like it!
Enjoy!
Chapter 36
The Test
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Tears ran down my cheeks and I really couldn't stop them.
"Bella! Bella! Why are you crying?" Alice asked and climbed onto my bed to hug me.
"I had a dream," I explained.
"Was it good?" she asked as she stroked my hair.
"Yes," I cried on her shoulder. "Very good!" I cried harder.
"So why are you crying?" she questioned, confused.
"I wanted so much for it to be true!" I sobbed into her arms as she tried to comfort me.
"Oh Bella," I continued to cry for I don't know how many hours. Alice said she would sleep with me and when we lay together on the bed, only one thought crossed my mind.
I love you, Edward.
The morning, after the dream, was weird. Alice didn't say anything about it and I was glad. She asked what the dream was about though, but I said it was stupid.
In two days, at nine pm, my man was going back to Greece. It was sad news but he wanted to go back to his house and eat mousaka. He said that here the food was awful. He said also that, he was going to miss Paris, even if my man had a thing with dogs. Well, with animals in general.
I was a bit sad to let him go but I knew I would see him in the summer when I will go to Greece. Yes, we made plans to go there with Alice. She said she wants to go to Greece and swim all day. I said that we are going to all the piano bars but she wanted shopping and stuff. We decided that the morning we will go shopping and the night we are going to hit all the piano bars.
However, I had to go to the club for practice.
The club.
I didn't know if Edward would be there but I don't really care.
Liar.
Shut up! Well, I care, but I meant was: I won't let him affect me.
…
Edward wasn't in the club and I was grateful. I 'danced' and sang as better as I could but I had a thing in my stomach and I couldn't really considerate. When I was on the stage, my eyes were wandering around the club to see if Edward was somewhere but he wasn't. There were just us the girls.
I was disappointed; I had to admit it. I was sad too and that didn't go unnoticed by the girls. Some girls asked me what was wrong and I just told them I am sick.
"I am just sick Angela," I said for the hundredth time today.
"Hm, maybe your period is coming," she whispered casually. Well my pe-
My what?
"Are you all right? You look a little pale," Suddenly what she was saying wasn't important anymore. I was late. My period was late.
How many days?
Fuck that! It didn't matter now. I had to get the test.
"I have to go," I said quickly as I gathered my stuff rapidly.
"Hey, are you sure you are okay?" she questioned.
"Yes, yes. I think the…" Think something! "The fever… Yes the fever. My head… I have..." I tried to explain but it didn't sound like it. "I have to go," I said and walked out of the dressing room.
I saw Tess talking with some girls but I couldn't inform her I am leaving.
I had a test to do.
Don't get me wrong, I was in a hurry to go to the nearest drugstore to get the test.
When I saw it, my heart started beating faster and my palms were sweaty.
I opened the door of the drugstore and got in. I saw a blonde girl behind the counter, smiling at me.
"What can I do for you?" she asked when I reached her. I took a deep breath… or two.
"I want a pregnancy… a test for…" Why can't I say something right today?
"Oh, um, wait a minute," she said and looked behind her at some shelves until she found a box. "How many do you want?" she asked, not looking at me. I had to buy more than one?
"I don't know. Two?" She giggled! I was nervous as hell and she giggled.
"Okay," She gave me two and I quickly paid for them. When I turned around and was about to leave I heard her voice. "Good luck,"
I turned my head and looked at her. She was still smiling as if she was saying to me that, what I might had in me… was good. Did I want it to be true? Did I want to have a… baby? Did Edward want to have a baby with me?
I mumbled a quiet 'thank you' and rushed out of there.
I got in my car and started driving towards my apartment.
…
The paper said five minutes. Or it was six?
Ugh!
Three minutes left.
Alice wasn't home yet and I wanted her so much right now. I needed her more than ever.
Call her.
Without any second thought, I grabbed my mobile. My hands were shaking and I was ready to cry.
"Hello?" I heard Alice's voice when she answered.
"Alice?" A tear escaped my eye and I couldn't stop the others that followed.
"Bella? Bella? What happened?" she asked and I could tell she was panicking.
"Alice, can you come home?" I asked her while I sobbed.
"I am on my way. I will be there in two minutes," she said quickly.
"I need you," I cried harder.
"Open the door," she said.
"What?" I cried, confused.
"I forgot my keys and I am outside right now. Open the door," I went quickly to the door and opened it. Alice threw her hands around my neck and hugged me tightly.
"Tell me what is going on," she whispered as she stroked my cheek. I didn't say anything but I gave her the stick. "What is that?" she asked curious.
"I can't see it Alice. It's too much. Please tell me," I really couldn't see it. At least Alice was here with me.
"Oh my God! A p-pregnancy test," she whispered and then looked at it. I closed my eyes tightly, waiting for her answer.
"Tell me," I whispered as the tears ran down my cheeks.
"Oh Bella," she cried with me while hugging me. "It's positive,"
I let a sob out as Alice kissed my head and stroke my hair.
"It's okay. It's okay," she kept repeating. "We are going through this together," she said and let me cry some more.
But the big question was…
What I am going to do now?
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Nah nah nah… I know I am evil.
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Sofia
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