A/N

I allow you to kill me. I am done now though. My exams are done. (long ago) but I got through mono… the kissing disease. I'm glad though my ex is fine. Because damn I am sick a month now. And it sucks. Anyway. This is chapter 42 and I hope you like it. I don't like it so much myself, but I hope you will enjoy it more than me. Please, forgive me if you find any grammar/spelling errors. I didn't get my degree in English yet.

Enjoy!

Chapter 42

The Talk

Previous

"For what?"

"For making me feel better," I said and hugged her.

Because true friends support you when you have a hard time.

"Love you, dude!"

"Love you, little motherfucker!" I said smiling.

Yeah, another crazy day.

Let's see what tomorrow will bring.

...

"Come in," Edward said, two seconds after I knocked the door.

I didn't say anything. I just stepped in the house.

"Living room?" he asked, looking down.

I nodded quickly.

We walked into the living room and he sat down first. On the couch.

"Please, sit," he whispered. I sat near him. "I don't know how to do this…" he started.

"Do what?" I asked. I started to getting a little pissed. It was really awkward. "How did we get here?" I saw him sigh.

"Come here," he whispered. I stood up slowly and stood above him. He raised his arms and pulled me down to him, until I was sitting on his lap. He slowly placed his right hand on my belly. "So…" He started rubbing me, with a fascinating expression on his face.

I'd really love to know what he was thinking. I suppose he liked the idea. What if he wasn't ready though? Hell, I wasn't even ready for this.

"Yeah," I whispered.

"Have you thought any names?" he asked suddenly. Umm, what?

"Wait, wait," Was he serious now? "So, you tell me…" Let me get this straight. "You want this?" I pointed to my baby and us.

"What?" he asked loudly. "Of course I want this," he said and came closer to me. "Can I kiss you please?" he asked and closed his eyes.

"I want you to tell me one thing first," I whispered.

"Tell me,"

"Won't you regret it?" I was so unsure. Damn!

"Nope. You're stuck with me, love. Forever," He leaned in to kiss me, without waiting for me to say, yes, and he placed a soft, sweet kiss on my lips. "I love you, Bella. Always," he breathed and I just melted. He kissed me again and cupped my face with his hand.

"So tell me…" He stopped. "Have you thought any names?"

…

"He has a point," Alice said while chewing a piece of bread.

"You're kidding right?" I asked laughing. "He broke up with me to protect me. How can this be okay?"

"Bella, if you were in his position what would you do?" she asked. "Would you risk Edward's good name, good reputation for a stupid childish mistake?" No…but… "No you wouldn't. Believe me, you've done the same. It was hard, I know. But woman! He had no chance!"

I haven't really thought about being in Edward's place. What if I was the robber? What if I had to leave Edward, just for him to be okay? Would I do that? Of course I would. He was everything to me.

"He could have explained," I finally whispered.

"Yeah, you are right there. He should. But he didn't. He came and told you he loves you and he can't live without you. Do you know how lucky you are?" she asked smiling.

I didn't answer.

"This is true love, honey," she added.

"I prefer you when you eat," I said quickly.

"Well this is why we are here, yeah?" I was in a restaurant with Alice, trying to eat peacefully but…. No! She had to bring up all this.

"So, how is godchild?" she asked with her mouth full.

"I swear Alice, I am not letting my kid near you if you going to teach my kid eating like that. You'll behave," I said laughing.

"Hey! If I raise the kid, it will be perfect!" she protested. "And why do we refer it as 'the kid'?"

"Because…"

"Yeah, yeah. We don't know the sex yet. I get it. However, you are carrying a little Bella in there,"

"How do you know?" A girl! A girl! She wanted a girl! "Oh and Alice, if it is a girl, I won't let you spoil her," I stopped thinking a bit about it. "Or dressing her up!"

"Oh noo!" Alice said and put her fork down. "Why? Don't you want my girl to have style like his godmother?"

"No," I answered dryly. "Look, Alice, eat your damn food and let's get home. Paris is going to freak out,"

…

I was lying on my bed. Thinking. Alone. What was I thinking? Him. Always him. I really couldn't believe what was going on.

We were going to have a baby. Edward wanted me. No, wrong. He always wanted me. Like he is saying.

"Oh God!" I whispered and rubbed my face with my hands. I stood up and started to get ready for tonight. Edward said he wanted me to go at him home tonight. He wanted to eat there and then sleep. Tomorrow morning we will go to the doctor. He wanted to see the baby himself. He was acting like he was going to see like the most extraordinary movie he had ever seen. I told him he is not going to make out what the screen will show, because it is black and white and a little… you know. Anyway, things were pretty good right now.

I hope it stays that way.

A/N

Hope you like it! I'd love it, if you shared your thoughts with me.

I don't know about the next update. I can tell you though that the story is coming to an end.

Love you all!

Sofia

xxx