Bill's POV

i was so happy that all they guys met her and luved her! i was so proud with everyone and was really glad that they didn't blow the secret. Jas went home now and i told Georg and Gustav not to say anything about tokio hotel and to just play it cool. Tom has been locked up in his room for ages i really need to go and check up and see if he's ok or before that i decided to ask if georg and gustav knew. ye that would be a good idea.


'hey, Georg and Gustav'

'ye billy boy' i hated it when they called me that.


'did you really like her?'


'yes of course' georg said


'ye you're a lucky bastard aren't you' Gustav said. He acts so inoccent on tv. God knows how he can do it.


'so anyway you guys do you know what's up with Tom?' i asked hoping for a answer

'dunno' Georg said as Gustav just shrugged. i decided to go and check up on him. Did he not like Jasmine? His opinion is the most important. i went into his room to see him lying on his bed and with a couple of tissues surrounding him and him sniffling in his pillow ans ripped up peices of paper over the floor. i tapped him on the shoulder.


'tom?' i whispered


'Go away!'


'It's me... Bill' i said i didn't botherered to move i needed an explanation for all of this. i sat down on the bed and stared at him hoping he would say something. He got up and looked at me. His eyes were all red and puffy from...crying?


'hey what's up Tom?' i asked

'nothing really'


'come on i know something is up'


'nothing is up trust me'


'hello... twin telepathy' i said pointing to my head.


'fine i...i...i broke my guitar'


'oh sorry tom, be thankful you got loads of guitars... which one was it?'


'it was that black and red one which i got signed by Aerosmith'


'sorry Tom... are you coming to watch tv?'


'ye i'll come in a second' he said a he sat up.


i waited for a while so i can ask him about jasmine. I know it was totally the wrong time but i really wanted to know his opinion it mattered the most after all.


'soooo Tom what do you think of my girlfriend Jasmine?' i had to say it really slowly i was kind of nervous.


'she is...amazing'


'thanks so much Tom' i hugged him. i knew i could trust him. i kind of regret playing the trick on him but yet again it was fun.


'don't worry lil bro you are so very lucky to have her' he said then he whispered something after which i didn't quite catch but i was too happy to even care! With that i left the room to go to bed i said goodnight to Georg and Gustav who were watching f.r.i.e.n.d.s they just stared at the tv with their mouth open since they were into the episode. i walked into y room and shut the door behind me sighing leaning in the back of the door. This has been such a great day. i layed my head on the pillow and slowly drifted into sleep.


Tom's POV


Bill left the room. iwhispered something after saying 'too lucky' buti was still mad at him and i tried so hard not to show it otherwise i would have murdered him right now. i really need to keep my mind of Jasmine. Maybe it's just a crush. I'll get over it easy. Now i just need to think of something different i will get over it-ye i will.

_______ Middle Of The Night_______


'Jasmine I love you so much' i whispered to jasmine as she was lying down next to me looking at the stars. i turned over and looked at her and glided my finger up and down her left arm, she was so soft like a baby. She smiled slightly. We were the only two people there in a secluded wood area, my secret place back in germany. i turned resting my elbow to look at her. i took a strand of her midnight black hair and started playing with it i also started playing with my lipring. She looked up at me and smiled her million doller smile which immedaitly made me kiss her. She kissed back i was smiling through the kiss which made her smile. i slowly lay on top of her making sure i didn't hurt her i balanced on my arms. i kissed her passionatly and i bit her lip asking for entrance. she teased me a bit by not letting me in and i licked her lip again and she let me in. I explored her mouth i was really excited and i think she knew as well. i took her jacket off and kissed her neck... then i felt this wetness.
i woke up to find a puddle from a wet dream you have got to be kidding! This is what my dream girl HAS to look like. i took the sheets put them into the wash and changed my sheets. I looked at the clock it was 7:00am. i decided to get up i really wanted to contiue that dream but i decided not to i don't want to be to attatched. all i can think about was jasmine. when i opened my eyes she'd be there and when i closed my eyes she was there. I was watching tv for ages with a blanket wrapped around me. i was watching a really olden day programme i don't even know what it's called the situation i had now was simmilar to the one on tv. i stared hoping there was a solution. the more i stared the more the charectars took shape as me, jasmine and bill. i was crying at the end when Alice (Jasmine) was dragged away by Edward(Bill) away from Fred (Me) to move somewhere far away. I looked at the time. it was 8 o' clock i saw bill come out of his room scratching the back of his head still looking half dead. He sat down next to me.

'Good Morning Tom' he mumbled


'Good Morning Bill' i sounded a bit annoyed. damn it! i really wished he was gay instead.


'Anyway tom i wanted to talk to you about something'

'ye sure what's up'


'well, i'd appreciate it if you don't tell jas anything about tokio hotel for now. i'll tell her when i'm ready and we all are'


'sure' i said. Now he didn't even tell 'the love of his life' that we're the worlds best band ever! i hated this if she was MY girlfriend i'll tell her everything esspecially the biggest secret of man kind! I decided i want my brother to be happy so... i'm going to let him be happy. Hopefully nothing will get in the way. Suddenly there was a knock on the door. i opened the door and i saw Jasmine standing there. My mouth was slightly open. i forgot how hot she was.


'Hi, Bill called me to come here' she said in the cutest voice ever!

Then bill came in and kissed her on the lips leaving me to close the door. Oh, how i wished i can slam it. i felt myself dying inside. i ran into my room i triend to erase what i just saw but i couldn't. it kept replaying in my head. I had to tell someone i trust about this they'll help me wouldn't they? yeah they would. I need to tell Georg and Gustav soon... very soon.