1Ian was laying in a small hospital bed with his black gelled hair pressed to his forehead. I couldn't lose him, was the only thought that ran through my head. I needed him to hold em and talk to me and be there for me...I needed him so badly and it could all be ruined...I was so selfish...but I needed Ian like my heart muscle...I needed Ian...like my breath.
"Zip..ita me I'm here." I said quietly as it took his hand...it felt wrong grabbing his hand, when usually...he grabbed mine.
"Ian..please wake up? I really need you too...I really need to talk to you..and I really need to know your Ok. Please please please please please." I begged and I sat there...I sat there waiting...I sat there hoping and praying...that Ian would be alright...but that night, I still waiting in vain for assurance.
a\n: hey guys! Hope you enjoyed!!! please review and any ideas are welcome! I umm, am not sure when I will be able to update next. Family from the north are coming in tonight in about um...a few hours! :) so I needed to gt everything up to date now! Please review and I hope you enjoyed! I will try to update!
GodBless hope everyone has an awesome Easter. I hope God blesses you all with family and comfort this season! My family is a blast and if I can step away from the craziness, I will update! Haha love, felicia