Attractions of a Carnal Nature
By: Chaosticsoul
Genre: Angst/Romance
Paring: Eyes/Ayumu
Summary: The musings of Ayumu on his new obsession, Eyes Ruthford. But is this an obsession? A unyielding lust? A desperate love? Perhaps even a doomed man's last wish . . ?
Disclaimer: I do not own Spiral, I just use it for my own sick pleasure
Warnings: DARK! Mentions of rape, incest, abuse, self mutilation, suicide, death . . . get the picture? And lets not forget yaoiy goodness, solo, anal, oral, humiliation, slave . . . and its also VERY AU (just takes a few facts from here and there . . . )
Part: 2/?
-Voice: 2-
I never expected to orgasm without my brother's direct command. I really didn't. He had trained me so well I can't bring myself to do anything sexual without his permission. So it was a surprise, and I felt his influence leave me, even if it was just a bit. But it is still there. As is the cold fact—I have a new master.
Eyes.
It was just his voice. He was being interviewed, I could hear it on the news. I ran downstairs, and saw to my relief that my sister-in-law was gone. I went back (thank god for TiVo) and watched from the beginning (recording it onto my tape of course). His voice was so intense that in no time I felt the familiar heat rushing through me.
Then he said my name.
My name on his lips made me moan, head thrown back in ecstasy. His voice was rushing over me and I could almost hear him telling me that I was his slut, and that I was his alone. His voice was like dark chocolate, bitter sweet and oh so desirable.
I could hear his breath and wondered what it would be like to have him panting as he fucked me, moaning as my body gave him pleasure, moaning as he raped me like my brother had. I felt the pleasure intensify as I imagined it, and he spoke my name again, and I screamed.
Intense pleasure passed through me, and I was shaking by the time it passed. My breath was labored but I felt so free.
I had had no ones permission to cum. Not my brothers, but I did not feel guilty for disobeying. I felt a sort of freedom.
For while I may never be free of a master, at least I had chosen him.