Author's Note: This one is short. Please read. Thanks.
I still can't believe that his embracing me. Is he really here beside me? I touch his cheek; he looks peaceful as he sleeps. The warm of his skin against mine tells me his real. I'm not dreaming that for the first time his embracing me while he sleeps. Earlier, when he did not arrive at the time he usually do I have a feeling that he left me. My heart aches and I don't know what to do. I said to myself that maybe his a bit late but four hours pass he still did not arrive and then I can no longer stop the tears that threaten to fall from my eyes. I keep crying that I did not hear the door opens and before I knew it Sesshomaru had lock me in his arms. The feeling of his warmth sooths me, his voice whispers to my ear gives me back my strength. And now his hugging me in our bed that never happens before.
As time passes by, I keep still in my position but I can't help but think about tomorrow. What if he wakes up tomorrow and act that this never happens? What will I do? My heart aches again at the thought as I unconsciously clench his shirt. I need to break free from him right now to prevent us from any awkward situation tomorrow. I slowly break free from his embrace to move back at my side of the bed. Remembering how cold it would be again without his warmth around me makes me want to cry. But no, it's only a fantasy, a dream only limited for tonight and nothing more, that tomorrow morning it will nothing but a dream. I'm almost free from him and was about to move on the side of the bed when suddenly a strong arm pulls me back where I once occupy. My ears lean on his chest and I can hear his steady heart beat. I can feel his nose against my hair as he take deep, inhaling the scent of my hair. Then I hear his soft whisper, almost pleading my name to me; to stay, just to stay where I lay. My heart race; I snuggle closer as he tightens his arms around me. It feels so right and perfect. I close my eyes as I feel his lips touch my forehead. He never gives me a goodnight kiss before. Maybe, just maybe he is willing to love me now.
Author's Note: I guess I can end this way. What do you think? Is it crappy or just right?