Love among the war
Chapter six
March 27th
The books of the auror are good, thank you! Finally something to read…
I want to support the Order but each member says that I help the most if I'll just stay here. That's the same you told me.
I'm rather alone here but I often think of you. What are you doing, if you're scared, if you win the war…
Do you think of me, too, Harry?
I guess, the war is making me mawkish…
March 31st
Dearest Draco,
Once more a day like everyone else. Dead bodies were found in forests and rivers. I had to see some of them at the last Order meeting; it was horrifically. You couldn't look away. You had to look. I think that's the reason why I grant myself this bottle of firewhiskey.
I miss you so much, Draco, I sense that I've never missed anyone so much like. I think of you every night and day.
I had kissed a boy some months ago. I want to know so bad what a feeling it is. It wasn't so unlike kissing Ginny or Cho. But I would gladly kiss you, Draco. My belly's prickling when I just think about pushing my lips at yours…
I assume that's love. I'm in love with you, Draco.
And I swear, I will finish this war and if you want me, we'll drink as much butterbeer as we can!
Your Harry
April 4th
Dearest Harry,
You really don't know how happy you've made me with your last letter.
It's quite crumpled, so often I hold it in my hands and caressed the words.
I'm in love with you too, Harry, more than that, I love you.
How did that happened, Harry? And, above all, when? When turned the hate into love? I don't believe that's good…You need all your concentration for the war.
You'll make that, Harry, you'll finish that, I know it. If someone can do it, it would be you. I believe in you.
Your Draco
April 12th
Dearest Draco,
I've the sense that I'm running out of time. I'm scared that I'm gonna die. But I know, that if I die, you're safe and alive. Nothing else matters.
There are just a few pupils from each year over here. The most are those whose parents have fallen in the war and they haven't got another place to go.
I don't know how it happened but I'm glad that it happened. You have made the last months so much happier for me. I could relax and I could push the war away. I thank you for that. And for your faith.
Your Harry
April 18th
Harry,
Don't you dare and write another letter which sounds so much like a goodbye! You're going to survive that shit, do you hear me?
You are going to survive this war and Voldemort and then we're going to drink butterbeer, because you've promised it! And a promise, given to a Malfoy, you should break in no way!
I love you, Harry.
Your Draco
April 27th
Dearest Draco,
Soon the time has come. The dark Lord will soon be here and I am going to stand towards him. Slowly but surely I've accepted my destiny. I know that I have to and I will.
I think I look better than I really be. Inside of me, I'm restless and I rather can't sleep. Preferably I would do it now. The waiting is demoralizing me, but I think that is what he wants.
I'm so proud of you, Draco, that you have decided to bring yourself in safety. That was very courageous of you. You've defeated the fear of being coward and brought yourself into the protection of the Order.
I love you so much, my Draco.
Your Harry
May 2nd
Dearest Harry,
Earlier Lupin and the other members of the order were vanishing excited. I think the time has come.
I believe in you, Harry. I'm so sure that you'll save our world. You'll do it!
Come back to me soon!
I love you!
Your Draco