Okay I think I made Kai a little too OOC... But yeah well, on with the second (and last) chapter!

Same disclaimer as in the first chap... CFV would have so much awesome ships if I owned it.

Miwa stubled into Kai's apartment and practically collapsed on the couch. He was exhausted. Panic attacks made him feel like shit. Tired, groggy, body aching all over, but the worst thing was his headache. It wasn't bad yet, but he could feel it worsening. He kicked his shoes off, grabbed a pillow and buried his head in it.

He lifted his gaze as he noticed Kai standing next to him.

"How are you feeling?"

"Like shit… You wouldn't happen to have any painkillers?" Miwa asked hopefully, a ghost of his usual smile rippling on his face.

"Headache?"

"Mh…"

"Yeah, I think I have." And with that, the brunette disappeared from Miwa's sight. The blonde slammed his head into the cool pillow and closed his eyes. Hell, he was tired. And anxious.

Kai was soon back with two pills and a glass of apple juice. Miwa got up and fixed his eyes on the two pills. As if reading his mind, Kai answered before Miwa had time to ask.

"Antidepressant. You're probably feeling anxious enough to harm yourself somehow so just take it. The other is a regular painkiller", Kai said before practically shoving the pills into his friend's mouth and giving the slightly surprised boy the glass. Miwa drank it without questions. Then he lifted his blue, tired gaze and smiled apologetically.

"Thanks. And… sorry…" His smile wavered and suddenly he looked like he wanted to cry. Kai sighed and sat down on the couch next to Miwa.

"Why are you sorry? You did nothing wrong."

"I… I put you through so much trouble… a-and stained your shirt and made everything difficult and y-you didn't even stay with the others to talk with Takuto even though we went there for that p-purpose…" Miwa's voice faded and a single tear made it's way down his cheek as he squeezed his eyes shut. The next thing he knew, he was pulled into a warm embrace by Kai's delicate yet strong arms.

"You're undervaluing yourself again… You would've done the same for me. You are way more important than a conversation I can have practically anytime I want when Takuto has time." He lifted Miwa's chin so that the blue eyes were forced to stare right at his own turquoise ones. He gently wiped the lonely tear from the blonde's cheek. Then he tenderly pressed his lips against Miwa's slightly trembling ones and closed his eyes. He felt how Miwa almost immediately relaxed and soon answered the kiss. Soon, too soon, they broke the kiss and just stared at each other.

"I thought we're 'friends', Kai", Miwa said almost playfully.

"No one needs to know", Kai announced in his stoic voice and pulled Miwa into a kiss again. The blonde didn't resist. When they broke again, Kai looked at Miwa for a while.

"Taishi, go to sleep. You're tired." He stood up from the couch, but Miwa grabbed his sleeve. Kai turned his head to look at the blue, almost begging orbs.

"Don't leave me alone…" Miwa whispered, almost pleading.

Kai turned completely around and picked Miwa up bridal style.

"I won't", he whispered into Miwa's ear as he carried the blonde into his bedroom and lay Miwa on his bed before settling himself next to the blonde as the other snuggled closer. Kai brushed his blonde hair as he fell asleep and whispered: "It's alright. I will never leave you alone if you don't want me to."

The (happy) end

So that's it. My first (completed) fanfic.

To my first (hopefully not last) reviewer Maiden Warrior: Hell, you read my mind. I have so awesome image of how Kai's parents were killed (I'm slightly insane) and I'll start writing it soon :)

So guys, tell me what you think :) Flaming is okay as long as you don't start it about how Kai x Aichi is better.