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News: Demi Lovato colored her hair RED! Well more like orange in my opinion! Like um Hailey! From paramore! Like that ! Demi pulls it off though! it looks AMAZING on her!I am normally not a fan of that color, but I freking LOVE it on her! I actually even like it more than the brown!
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Selena Gomez's outfits at the EMA's eh! i liked ONE of the outfits she wore. The others were either ugly, too short, or ugly and too short! and I am not a Selena Hater, but wow...those dresses. It wasn't her, it was her dresses / outfits!
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Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more
I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb, I can't breathe
So I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you, the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
I was sitting with Jason at the computer screen as he played the beat to the song that Caitlyn was producing.
"This is really good, but does it really fit the lyrics? I mean I see the song as a softer, slower song. Not so upbeat." Jason voiced his opinion as he looked over at Caitlyn
"Yeah, like maybe have it only piano?" I looked over at Caitlyn
Caitlyn rolled her eyes at me…oh she is so going to be starting drama! I smiled sarcastically at her.
"Do you plan on playing the piano?" She asked.
I looked over at Athena. "Do you play the piano?"
She shrugged "I don't want to."
"Do you mind if I play it for this?" I asked
She shook her head as she crossed her arms over her chest. Okay…
I nodded and went over to the piano that was in the booth and took a seat, opening the keys. Nate walked in with paper in his hands.
"Athena has the music for the piano. How she visions it. Think you can play it?" He held the paper out
I smiled and took the paper. "Why didn't you show this to Caitlyn?"
"I am not interacting with her! Plus I knew one of you would protest against the fast upbeat, so we waited for that." Nate smiled as he rubbed the back of his neck.
"Oh, twin. You and your drama." I giggled and placed the paper against the piano.
Nate stuck his tongue at me as he backed up to the door. "Rude!"
I laughed and waved as he closed the door on his way out. I pulled the microphone down to the piano. "Ready?"
I looked out the window and saw Caitlyn nod her head. She wasn't going to answer me verbally. Whatever.
I looked at the paper and scanned it over, before placing my hands on the beginning keys. I then started to play what was written on the paper and it sounded beautiful! Oh my gosh she could so write music!
Once I was done I looked up out the window and saw everyone clapping with awe faces. I laughed
"Wow Athena you are really talented!" I smiled and I saw her smile small and look down.
I got up and left the recording booth and sat down next to Jason again. "Play it!" I giggled
Jason chuckled and clicked play. The music played in the room and I was really into it.
"Wow that's good!" I smiled
"You are very talented too Mitchie you know. You can so play the piano! You played it at a perfect speed and everything" Jason smiled at me.
"Awe Jase! You are so sweet!" I smiled and hugged his arm.
Jason laughed and nodded his head "I know" which caused us all to laugh.
"Athena, are you going to sing the song?" Nate asked
Athena shook her head as a blush crept to her cheeks "No" she whispered
"What? Why not?" Caitlyn asked a bit rudely. Which caused Athena to glare at her.
"Caitlyn seriously? Shut up!" I even gave Caitlyn a glare before looking at Athena.
"I don't want to." Athena said quietly.
"Well, Mitchie why don't you sing it then?" Jason asked
"What?" I shrieked causing everyone minus Caitlyn, who rolled her eyes, to laugh.
"You have an amazing voice! Sing it!" Jason suggested
"But I-"
Jason cut me off "It doesn't have to be the final of the song, at least sing it so we know what it sounds like, so we at least can have the demo, the preview version of the song, you know? Please!"
I sighed and ran my hand over my face, I haven't sung in months!
"Come on babe you can so kill it!" Shane grinned
I laughed "Alright" everyone, again minus Caitlyn, laughed and well Athena only smiled small.
I got up and walked back into the booth with the lyrics in my hand. I placed the lyrics on the holder and put the headphones on my head as I stood in front of the microphone.
"Alright, I am ready!" I smiled
Jason pushed down on the button and grabbed the little microphone. "Alright Mitchie, do you want me to play the music or you want to try it with no music?"
"With music." I smiled
"Alright you can begin!" Jason smiled and gave thumbs up as he pushed the music to start.
"I heard that your settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.
You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
We spend the rest of the day working on the song. Fixing parts, redoing parts, etc, etc. it was a long and tiring process but it was really fun. It was my first time really working all out on a song in a studio for a day. I really liked it!
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"So, Athena seems nice." I said to Shane as I placed my purse on the desk in our room.
"Really?" He asked with a weird tone.
I laughed "Well yeah, she seems very shy though."
"Eh, she seems rude." Shane shrugged and changed into basketball shorts before climbing into bed with a yawn.
"You're rude!" I laughed as I walked into the closet and changed into PJ's.
"I'm the nicest person you know" Shane grinned as I climbed into bed next to him.
"Oh, please." I laughed and hid my face against his chest.
"Hey, you hurt my feelings!" Shane whined
I giggled and looked up at him "I love you booboo"
"I love you too babe" Shane had a grin on his face as he leaned down and kissed me.
I smiled against his lips. "Goodnight babe"
"Goodnight love" He kissed my head as I laid it back on his chest and pulled the blankets up to my chin.
….
We were all at the studio once again, the next day, fixing things up. Everyone was quiet and focused and no one felt tension in the air…but if everyone wasn't so focused…they probably would become claustrophobic from how much tension was actually filling the room.
"Alright, I think we have it all finished" Jason sighed as he leaned back in his chair, once he saw Caitlyn save the file.
"Wow…" I breathed "That's pretty epic"
"Yeah, now you and Athena need to decide what the song will be used for. A demo/preview or a single for you, in the future?"
I was just about to respond when Caitlyn decided to speak "Why would you use it as a single? With how confused Mitchie is with this career, this song will be sitting here forever. The only way it would get released is someone will get access and leak the song." Caitlyn rolled her eyes.
"No one was speaking to you Caitlyn!" I was annoyed
"Well this song would go to waste with you Mitchie! This song is amazing! You aren't big, let someone big sing the song, they would for sure, 100% make it a hit!" She raised an eyebrow
"Are you trying to say I can't sing?" I stood up.
Caitlyn stood up to. "There are better singers than you, that's for sure!"
"Wow Caitlyn! What the hell happened to you, huh? We used to be best friends, now you have this huge attitude and I can't stand you!"
"I can't stand you either Mitchie! You think you're so great, and you act like you have everything! Well wake up and smell the coffee, if it wasn't for us, you wouldn't be known!"
"I didn't want to be known Caitlyn! I fell in love, sue me why don't you!" I yelled
"He deserves better than you Mitchie!" She yelled
I gasped along with everyone else, but tears came to my eyes. "I hate you Caitlyn." I ran out the room right when Shane started to yell at Caitlyn.
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I got home, and the minute I shut the door, I broke down in sobs. I try so hard to have confidence, to be strong, to be the best that I can be. To make something of my life, and then she has to go and say stuff to break me down. I don't know how much longer I can try to be strong. Maybe I am not ready for this business. I can't handle her words, imagine all the haters. I slid down the door and brought my knees to my chest and sobbed into my hands. Doesn't she understand that I have been through so much, and yet here I am trying to get past all of it? I can't heal in one day, I can't heal in a week, a month, it takes time. It's an everyday battle. I ran my hand through my hair and let out a shaky sigh and calmed my crying down.
I stood up and walked upstairs to the bedroom. I placed my purse down and walked into the bathroom. I threw my hair in a messy bun, and washed the makeup off my face. I then walked into the closet and changed into sweats and a tank top. I walked over to the wall and turned the AC on before walking over to the bed and crawling under the blankets, ready to take a much needed nap.
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Nate POV
After Shane yelled at Caitlyn and ran to get home to Mitchie, there was a very awkward, tension filled silence.
"Um…" Athena cleared her throat. "I am um…going to go. Um…Nate just uh contact me when we need to talk about the song."
I smiled small "I will" I nodded
She smiled awkwardly and waved before leaving the studio. I then turned to Caitlyn and glared at her. "What is your problem Caitlyn? How could you say such things? Mitchie is an amazing singer! And I have never seen my brother with someone who makes him as happy as Mitchie does! So really think before you say things. Right now, no one likes your attitude. I don't want you around, but I allow it because you're our producer. But after all of this, I don't know if you still will be. I can't deal with you, especially not right now. So stop with the drama Caitlyn, or things won't be so great for you. Let's go Jason." I motioned to the door and he nodded and we left a teary eyed Caitlyn there.
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Caitlyn POV
I grabbed my coffee and rushed out the studio. Once I was out the building I headed for my car and was suddenly bumped into, causing my coffee to splash all on my shirt.
"Damn it" I mumbled as the cup also fell from my hands.
"Oh my gosh! I am so sorry! Oh my gosh! I didn't mean to do that!" I heard some girl apologizing and I looked up and saw a girl in some blue skinny jeans, with a blue T-Shirt on that had mickie mouse on it. She also had on a white cardigan on, and white basketball nike's that had paint splattered on them. Hm. Unique! She also had a charm bracelet, a choker and two rings on. I smiled tightly.
"You got coffee on me." I groaned
"I am so sorry! I swear, oh my gosh!" She smiled apologetically.
I sighed "it's fine."
"Want me to help you clean up? I have an extra shirt in my bag. Weird I know, but I decided to just throw it in there today. Good thing I did. I mean I just spilled coffee on you. Which again I am so sorry! I can so give you the shirt. I was in such a rush, for no reason, maybe I shouldn't do that. Ugh, this is horrible!" She rambled
"It's fine." I cut off her rambling. "I would love the shirt though. I don't like wearing a wet shirt."
She smiled "Come on, lets go into starbucks!"
We rushed into starbucks and we stopped at the bathroom door and she handed me a shirt with cookie monster on it. Aw. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I then took off my shirt, and wiped my skin dry. Gross, it was sticky. Once I was done with that, I put the shirt on and held onto my shirt as I walked out the bathroom.
"Thanks for the shirt" I said. "Would you want it back?"
"It was the least I could do. And um yeah, if you um don't mind?" She shrugged
"Your shirt" I laughed "Here, lets exchange numbers. Oh and by the way, I'm Caitlyn."
" I go by Cat" she grabbed her phone and handed it to me.
I put my number in and then texted my phone so I had her number. "Alright" I handed her back her phone.
"Thanks." She put her phone away.
"I'll text you tomorrow." I said as we headed out of starbucks.
"Okay. Oh and again I am so sorry!" She apologized again.
"Its okay" I smiled and we said goodbye before going to our cars.
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Mitchie POV
I was sitting in the living room with paper everywhere and my guitar on my lap. Shane was out back talking to his brothers and I was trying to write a song.
I groaned and crumpled up another paper and threw it. "UGH! Why is this so hard?" I put my guitar down and laid on the couch. I hid my face in a pillow and screamed in frustration.
"You know twin, you should relax." I heard Nate chuckle
I jumped because I didn't expect him to come in. "Shut up!" I whined
Nate laughed "What's wrong?"
I sat up "I can't write a song."
"You're stressed twin." Nate sat down next to me.
"But I thought it'd help me get my aggravation out." I pouted
"Well when you over think things it doesn't work." He said softly
I sighed and laid my head on his shoulder. "Nate, do you think I can really sing?"
"Seriously Mitch? You know my answer to that."
I sighed again. "Sorry"
"Don't let what Caitlyn said to you; get to your head Mitch."
"I know" I whispered and sat up. "It just…was hurtful."
"I know." Nate rubbed my back. "But um…is it okay if she comes over? We need to talk with her and Athena, and well all of us together."
"Sure" I shrugged
Nate kissed my head before standing up and heading outside.
I sighed and picked my guitar back up. I will prove Caitlyn wrong, I am going to make the decisions in my life, and I am not letting her ruin anything.
…
It was later in the week and everyone was meeting at my house today to discuss Athena's song, and what to do with it.
Shane, Nate and Jason were already here along with Athena. Now we are just waiting for Caitlyn to get here. I was coming downstairs right when the doorbell rang. Damn…now I have to answer it. I walked over to the door and opened it, revealing Caitlyn, with her arms crossed and a glare on her face, and some girl standing next to her.
I gave them a confused look. "Um…come in." I opened the door and stepped aside. Caitlyn brushed past me sending me that glare, and the girl followed behind her, shyly.
"Uh who are you?" I stopped her by sticking my arm out in front of her.
Before the girl could answer, Caitlyn turned and spoke. "A friend of mine, you know I do have friends, yall weren't my only friends!"
"Did I freaking ask you Caitlyn?" I turned and faced her.
"But I have freedom of speech." She glared
"This is my house, not yours, I want to know who comes in here, and did I say she could?" I wasn't trying to be rude to the girl at all, it was Caitlyn I couldn't stand.
"This isn't your house Mitchie, you just live here. Do you have a job? no. Do you make the money? No. Who does? Shane. Shane makes it all, Shane pays the bills, what do you do? Sit along for the ride. You get all of this for free. You lazy a**."
"Shut the hell up Caitlyn! I can simply tell you to leave!" I yelled
"And you wont get anything accomplished by that!" She yelled right back.
"Okay, Caitlyn really, you should stop. Just don't argue. This isn't necessary." The girl said suddenly building some confidence. "You told me you wanted to avoid Mitchie as much as possible, and by arguing with her, you are only making things worse!"
Caitlyn groaned and turned walking away. I gave the girl a confused look. "How the heck did you get her to just walk away?"
The girl shrugged "I think she really needed a friend, and she opened up to me about everything that's going on. She said she needed someone who can help her through this."
I raised an eyebrow. "Lets go"
….
We all sat in the dining room, snacks spread out on the table, and we all had a something to drink, whether it was soda, water, juice etc.
"Alright, so what should we do?" Nate asked as he ate some Doritos.
"Well I think it's up to Athena." I looked over at her.
"Well honestly I think you made the song amazing, you have a great voice, you played the piano amazingly, and I think you are the only one who can make the song…that great." She said quietly "I really think that you should make the song a single…if you ever choose to. I don't want to give the song to anyone else. If it wasn't for Nate, I wouldn't even be letting anyone see my music. I think you could make it big. You have the talent, you have the gift. But I think that if you can work on your confidence, if you can take hate, then you could handle it."
Everyone stared shocked. She'd never spoken so much. I cleared my throat snapping everyone back to reality, and grinned "thank you so much Athena, that means so much."
"See Mitch, you can do this." Nate grinned
"You could make it big, and I don't doubt that." Jason added
"Mitch, babe, you got it. Now you just have to decide." Shane rubbed my back.
"Oh my god you guys!" Caitlyn ran a hand over her face. "No freaking record company is interested in her! No one has heard her voice! Why is everyone talking about this? You guys act like she's signed, as if she got a record deal, if she got people to work with to get her music out. In reality Mitchie doesn't. What does she have? Connect 3? Yeah, but y'all aren't a record deal. Mitchie needs to get signed. You can't act like she can make it big, when no company has her. This is ridiculous! Give the song to a singer who is doing good, who can help the song. Instead y'all want Mitchie to have it when she cant do anything with it!"
She had a point, and I think we all knew that. BUT she didn't have to go acting like I can't get signed. She doesn't have to talk so lowly of me.
"Oh my god Caitlyn, I don't know why you are here! I really don't! What ssay do you have in this? You helped produce the song, yeah, but you aren't going to help me in anways when it comes to actually fulfilling my dream. You always talk so lowly of me now, what happened to believing I could do something huh? You helped me, you became my best friend, I trusted you, then now you are acting like an enemy of mine. You are giving me all the hate in the world! You're the one trying to bring me down! What happened to you huh?" I stood up yelling.
"You have no idea what I have been through! Take a look at reality Mitchie! Your famous friends can't do everything for you! You think you have the great life, and that everything is fine, you let all this get to your head! Next thing you know something's going to come crashing down on you!" Caitlyn yelled
"What are you talking about?" I asked so confused
"Trust me Mitchie when I say I know!" She ran into the kitchen.
I went after her and saw her leaning against the island crying. "Caitlyn whats wrong?"
"Leave me alone Mitchie! I don't want to deal with you!" She yelled
"Why are you crying! Why are you acting like this! What happened Caitlyn?" I asked, desperate to know.
"It is none of your business!" She screamed
"Its obviously bothering you though! its eating at you!" I tried to stay calm
"I don't care!" She screamed. Like she was legit screaming. "I hate my life right now! Okay? I hate everything! Everything!" She sobbed and knocked a basket of apples on the floor.
"Caitlyn calm down please" I said softly and kind of scared…
"You don't understand Mitchie! You don't!" She sobbed and brought her hands to her face.
"Caitlyn, tell me. You know you can trust me, you know I will be here for you." I said softly. "and don't even say it has to do with me and Nate's friendship."
"how would you know if it does or not? Huh?" She yelled
"Cause it doesn't" I jumped and turned around and saw Shane standing there with his arms crossed. I looked back at Caitlyn who actually glared at Shane.
"Shut up Shane." She yelled
"No! You told me it had nothing to do with Mitchie and Nate! So don't try lying!" He raised his voice
"Wait what? How or when did she tell you?" I asked
"It doesn't matter Mitchie" Shane sighed
"Yes it does!" I yelled "when did she tell you this?"
"Me and Shane, met up, behind your back and we talked." She yelled
"What?" I look at Shane confused. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Cause, it had nothing to do with you! This was something between me and Shane! who cares what you think about it? I asked him to meet me somewhere and he did!"
I looked at Shane shocked. "Shane really!"
"Mitch, its no big deal! We had a short conversation!" Shane ran his hand over his face.
"It does matter! Why didn't you tell me!" I yelled
"Mitchie, just stop" Shane groaned
"Aw poor Mitchie, you have problems with everything!" Caitlyn was still sobbing as she yelled
"SHUT UP CAITLYN!" I yelled "I am so tired of you! I am trying to be your friend!"
"I don't want you as my friend!" She screamed.
She is giving me a headache, what is wrong with her. "Caitlyn, just stop" I said in a calm voice as I held my hands to the sides of my head.
"No one understands!" Caitlyn slid down the wall and cried into her knees.
Shane sighed and walked over, and sat beside her. "Caitlyn…we want to help you. You have to stop being so stubborn and realize that we care about you. You've been our best friends for god knows how long, and we know you. I know something bad is eating at you. You cant hold this in. Caitlyn you have to tell us."
Caitlyn sighed and looked up at Shane. "But I cant."
"You can" Shane nodded
Caitlyn shook her head. "I can't. I can't tell anyone."
"What do you mean?" Shane asked
"I can't tell anyone Shane." Caitlyn repeated
Shane stared at her for a moment. "Caitlyn, did someone tell you you couldn't tell?"
Caitlyn nodded as she held back a sob.
"Caitlyn…did someone do something to you?" he asked
She nodded again as tears streamed down her face.
"If I guess, will you tell me?" He asked
She shook her head. "I cant."
"Did someone do something to you, that you did not give consent to?" He asked anyways.
Caitlyn didn't answer. She stared at him for a minute, before she suddenly let out a sob and turned her face into her hands, which gave us the answer.
Shane looked over at me in shock as my eyes were wide themselves.
"Caitlyn…" Shane whispered
"And to top it all off my parents got a divorce!" She sobbed "They divorced each other! Why would they do that! And since I am 18 they aren't fighting over my custody…they don't even care! Everything's changed! Okay! I broke up with Nate, because of all this! That day he walked in on me…that's what happened! My MOM was downstairs! But I don't hate her because she didn't do anything. She didn't do anything because I was threatened to keep quiet. I had a knife to my neck! That's what Nate walked in on! But he didn't know that's what was going on! I freaking WISH he said something! Did something! Made some type of noise! I wish he made his presence known! He would have stopped the guy! But Nate didn't do anything! He walked away!" She yelled "I knew he was there! I saw him! He didn't and still doesn't know I saw him! But I couldn't do anything! My dad wasn't there because they separated. But just recently got divorced! It took them 3 freaking years! 3 YEARS to divorce each other! I could tell things had changed the first year, but they stayed together, but they argued non step. The next year, by dad moved out. Everything changed! Then they officially got a divorce now. I wish it was done asap, but they dragged it out 3 years, thinking it'd be best. But to see it all happen over 3 years, hurt so much. I couldn't be with Nate because I was disgusted in myself, and I felt like with my world falling apart he deserved better, he still does. I am officially gross! My innocence was taken from me by some random guy that my mom thought I was friends with! I wasn't!" She sobbed and held her knees to her chest.
I was leaning against the door frame with tears in my eyes and down my cheeks. Shane had his arm around Caitlyn's shoulder comforting her as her head was leaning against him, with her legs to her chest.
Just then is when everyone else decided to walk in. Nate first.
"What's going on?" Nate looked around at the 3 of us confused.
I quickly wiped at my cheeks and took a shaky breathe. But Caitlyn and Shane didn't move. Caitlyn hid her face against Shane, so Nate couldn't look at her, but she continued to sob.
"Mitch?" Nate turned to me.
I shook my head and ran out the room, I was in complete shock.
I feel like this chapter was all over the place. BUT AYE you found out what was wrong with Caitlyn! GASP! Hope it didnt disappoint, I know y'all have been dying to know what has been going on with her. So yeah, this is what I came up with.
So much arguing in this chapter. New character introduced. I know she had a small role this chapter, but she will be in it more. I am introducing a lot of new characters, with writers block, i think new characters can he;p a lot. So yeah.
Writers block sucks ! Like legit ! So yeah I am so sorry I missed updating last week! But blame writers block! You can throw pillows at me its okay! *prepares self* hahaha! After this chapter, I have things planned out, so things should get better. So sorry about this chapters. It's all whatever :(
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