Chapter 4: Myself
After hunting for a couple of hours and satisfying my thirst Edward took my hand and said that we needed to go.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"To our house, we need to figure out what are we going to do now that you are one of us. We can't stay here, it's too dangerous, even if human blood is not appealing to you, someone will notice the small difference in your body" he said
"What difference?" I was shocked. Did I look different? Does he like it? Does he hate me? I asked myself. I started to get nervous and hyperventilate, even though I didn't need to breath. He notice my anxiety and smiled.
"Bella, love, you look amazing, I loved the way you look when you were human, but now…" his eyes got bigger and he looked at me from head to toe and I saw something in him that I have never seen before.
"But now what?" I asked; Oh my God he hates me, I thought.
"Now Bella, you are beyond gorgeous, you are magnificent and the sexiest woman I have ever seen" he said with a grin on his face.
He got closer to me, put his arms around my waist and kissed me softly, but passionately. As always I couldn't hold myself and put my arms around his neck, and returned the kiss with all my being, wanting more, wanting all of him. He chuckled and ended the kiss. I looked at him in surprise and he said, " Bella we will have time for that, but now we have to go and find out what we are going to do".
I smile shyly at him and reluctantly started running next to him toward the Cullen home. Once we arrived, he took me to his bedroom and asked me if I wanted to take a shower. Considering that the last time I did it was last Thursday, I gladly accepted his offer. He took me to the bathroom and closed the door behind me stating that he was going to give me some privacy. I looked around and onn the counter where a new set of bluejeans, some underwear and a T-shirt, I smiled and said "Alice!"… I look at my reflection in the mirror, my looks where almost the same except I looked more toned, my hair was smooth and shinier and my eyes were…. blood red. I gasped at the reflexion of my eyes and looked closer; I could see some spots of topaz in them but not much; I took a deep breath and told myself that it would be temporary and I would soon have topaz eyes like my Edward.