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tears of a goddess

3

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Dinner was rather awkward. She sat in between Yukina and Botan while Shizuru served the food.

"So..." Keiko started

Kurama cleared his throat.

Yusuke coughed.

Kuwabara rubbed his forehead from his injury.

"Where are you from?" Keiko asked.

Kimiko shifted and looked down. "Makai," she said softly.

"Where in the Makai?" Keiko asked.

"I don't - "

"I found her in the Forest of Sorrow. I'm sure she lived near there," Hiei interrupted.

"Yes, I did," Kimiko replied. The Forest of Sorrow? 'How fitting,' she thought.

Shizuru served the clams and sat down. "Let's eat."

Everyone dug in like wild animals while Kimiko just watched. She had never seen so much food before. She wasn't sure if she should be eating with them.

Botan nudged her. "Dig in."

"Here." Shizuru put all kinds of food on her plate and sat back down. "Eat."

Hiei was sitting across from her and just couldn't seem to pat attention to his food.

Her hair was pulled back and was shiny and soft. Her cheeks had a rose blush on them and her eyes were like diamonds sparkling in deep sea water. The kimono she was wearing complimented her perfectly, bringing out all of her colors that much more. He couldn't help but stare.

She looked at him and he turned away, trying to hide the blush coming on his cheeks.

"Girl, are you going to eat, or not?" Shizuru asked.

Kimiko shrugged and pulled up her sleeves. Why not?

Everyone stared at the pretty young maiden shoveling food in her mouth like she had never eaten before. They all looked at each other and started shoveling their food in as well.

Even with food flying all around her and smearing all over her face, Hiei couldn't help but think she was the most beautiful creature on Earth.

After dinner Kimiko helped with the dishes. "You're so polite." Yukina smiled at her and Kimiko smiled back.

"Thank you." She found herself saying that a lot.

They did dishes together and everyone talked and hung out. After a while everyone started for bed. Kimiko watched as everyone left for their own home or went to bed. She went outside for some fresh air. It had only been a day. One wonderful day. She had never been happier in her life. Everyone here was so kind and nice to her and they seemed to accept her immediately. She smiled and sighed. A presence behind her made her turn around. It was Hiei again. She blushed furiously remembering the morning. He looked away from her and cleared his throat. Why was he so nervous around her?

"Um...I never got a chance to thank you. So...Thank you for rescuing me," she said fidgeting.

"Rescuing you from what?" he asked.

She sighed. "My life." She took in a big breath and started. "The first thing I can remember is being drug through the forest naked. The branches were cutting me and all I knew was that I didn't like it. I looked up and it was a male demon. He was big and brash and threw me up on his shoulder. He ran for hours until we came to a big fortress. I don't remember how but I ended up in a basement of some sort. I was chained to the wall and dressed in a tattered rag. I was there for days wondering where I was. Who I was. You see, I didn't even remember my own name. He's the one who named me."

She shifted and Hiei came closer to her. "He would beat me everyday and feed me scraps from his meals. He would never bathe me, only throw cold water on me. Sometimes he would torture me. For some reason he loved to hurt my feet. He would tell me that the world was a horrible cruel place and no one would love me or care about me."

Hiei felt rage build up in him. "Did you ever know why?"

Kimiko flinched and looked at him. "No. I never knew why he did this to me." That was a lie and she knew it, but she couldn't tell him why. He wouldn't understand.

The flinch did not go unnoticed for Hiei, but he let it slide. "My past isn't exactly roses either. I was born to a race of creatures that don't allow men in their society. My birth was a mistake. My very creation was a sin. I was cursed from the beginning and they knew it. They called me a monster and an incarnation of evil. I'm forbidden; Forbidden Child. They tossed me off a cliff and left me for dead. My whole life people have feared me and despised me. But it's not like I care." He blinked. Why did he just tell her that?

"I don't fear you. And I don't believe you are evil," she stated matter of factually.

"You should. And you don't know me," he said turning to her.

"I would like to."

He walked her to her room and she had let him inside. Her new room was an extra room just for her. Botan and Yukina were now sharing a room. She sighed happily and looked back at Hiei.

"Thank you again."

"Hn."

She walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. His eyes widened at the prickly sensation that rose in his stomach. She broke away from him and was a few inches from his face. He didn't know what came over him. He leaned in and grazed her lips with his. She gasped but didn't pull away. What was that feeling when he did that? It felt like lightening in her belly.

He pushed his lips on hers and the kiss deepened. He licked her lips for entrance to her mouth and in instinct, she opened it. He searched the caverns of her mouth drinking in her essence. She moaned and ran her hands up his neck meeting his coal black hair. His hair was surprisingly soft and she found she couldn't get enough of it. He shut the door with his foot and they moved slowly backwards.

He removed her kimono with ease and she shivered as the cold hit her hard nipples. She felt as if she was moist down between her legs and was confused. How did she get wet? Hiei guided her to the bed and laid her down, her clothing disgraced on the floor. "No underwear," he remarked. "Good. That will make it easier."

"Make what easier? What are we going to do - ah!" He had started to rub between her legs, that place where she felt wetness and she felt her toes curl in at the sensation. He kept going faster and faster until the feeling got stronger. She gasped and threw her head back in pure abandon as the feeling swept through her body.

Before she could process what had happened, he was removing his clothing. She gasped as her eyes traveled down to his dick standing hard and tall like a proud soldier. "Oh, you're so big," she remarked.

He grinned at her compliment. "Yes, I have been told that before." And he lay on top of her. In one swift movement, he shoved inside her.

"Oh, goodness!" she cried out in pleasure as he filled her walls.

"Oh, fuck yeah, you feel so good," he growled as his hard throbbing cock pushed inside her tight virgin pussy. She didn't seem to be in pain and that was just fine as he started thrusting back and forth.

All sorts of liquid was pouring out of her including her virgin blood, but he didn't mind. In fact, it turned him on more. She moaned and groaned, rocking into him as they kept going. The squishing sounds of wet, slapping flesh filled the room with their panting and moaning. Hiei felt his release nearing but he wasn't ready for the consequences of cumming inside her.

She screamed in ecstasy, throwing her head back as more thick juice splashed out of her pulsating pussy. He let go with a ferocious growl and pulled out, spraying all over her bouncing breasts.

At that point, she urinated a little on the bed. He collapsed beside her.

They laid together panting. No words could describe it. How she felt in that moment. So happy and fulfilled. She turned and looked at the gorgeous man beside her.

"H-Hiei?" she whispered.

"Hn?"

"What just happened?"

~TBC