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Dean:

"Goodnight" I said, holding the door for him.
Castiel leaned over and gave me a small peck on the cheek. "Sweet dreams."
I smiled at him and closed the door. Once the door was closed, I was finally able to breathe out a deep sigh of relief. I wasn't sure how I was able to go through all of that without fainting.
"I kissed Castiel," I whispered to myself.
A knock on the door made me jumped. I opened the door thinking that it was Castiel who left something upstairs, but realized it was my brother. I breathed another sigh of relief.
"You're happy to see me for once," Sam said, giving me a suspicious look.
I waved the look on his face with that of anger when I slapped his stomach. "Shut up and help me with dinner Sammy."

Castiel:

"Don't," Meg said, looking at me with hard eyes.
"Don't what?" I asked confused.
"Don't tell him you like him and then string him along like a toy," she said.
I could see the hurt flash in her eyes. My heart sank. "I won't do that. I promise. Not to him."
Meg let a small smile play on her lips. "Good because if you do, I beat you up myself."
I laughed alongside with her. Having to meet Dean in those awkward circumstances was enough to make me want to crawl out of school. Still, I managed to finish English class with no problem. The project we had spent our time together with was due. I couldn't deny that while trying to focus on class, I was thinking about Dean's soft and very kissable lips. If I could, I would bang him against the wall and replay yesterday's make out scene in front of the class. I was sure Dean was trying to catch my eyes too, but even time I caught his, he would turn away quickly. The way his cheeks would stain red was so innocent and adorable. Too bad we wouldn't be able to play out the scene I made up in my head. When class was over, I decided to speak to him in the hope of ending the lost communication between us.
"Hey."
"Hi," he said back, with his same sexy voice that caused shivers up my back.
"So the projects over," I said, hoping I wasn't the only one that was disappointed.
"Yes," he said disappointment also in his face.
"Can I still come over?" I asked.
"For what?" he said, peering at me with curious eyes.
"Never mind." I knew that Dean didn't mean anything by those words, but it still hurt a little bit that he no longer wanted me in his life.
I walked out of the room making sure to let the corner of my short ride up to show Dean what exactly he was missing.
I was soon back in my house in the comfort of my room. The day was long and exhausting. I was more upset by myself for getting mad at Dean who didn't even know what was wrong. The image of Dean flashed in my head. I had a dream the other night that he was fucking my ass. A light moan escaped from my mouth unintentionally. I shrugged and unzipped my pants. With Dean on my mind, I took my dick in my palm. I began to stroke it slowly and then faster. I reached lower down to my balls and tugged it, using my thumb to massage it. I lifted my left leg on the edge of the bed to allow for more room and used my free hand to rub the top of my dick. I fisted it, changing the image of Dean so that he was horny and naked waiting for me on the bed in my mind. I bit my lip so hard to suppress the moans I could feel blood. I released shortly after only regretting that Dean wasn't the one to do it.
The sound of my phone ringing surprised me.
"Yeah?" I said, through the phone. I frowned when no noise came through.
"Hello Castiel," a familiar deep voice said.
"Dean?" I said, sitting up straight, a little embarrassed about what I had done just two minutes ago.

"I'm sorry for getting you mad," he said.

Even through the phone, I could hear him hyperventilating. "No, it's okay. I'm sorry about what happened today. I was in a bad mood." I wasn't comfortable until I heard Dean's breath slow down. "By the way, how did you get my number?"

There was another long silence. "I asked someone for it," he finally said, so blatantly obvious that it was a lie.

"Okay."

"I wanted to say that you could come over," he quickly said, "only if you want of course."

"Yeah, that would be great."

"Okay. Bye."

"Love you, bye." I froze, realizing the words that had just come out of my mouth. "Holy crap Dean I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry."

Another one of his infamous long pauses came along. "It's alright. I make that mistake sometimes too," he said, slurring his words. "Bye."

I saved Dean's number and sat on the edge of the bed realizing now that my cum was still all over my jeans and was inevitably sticky. I changed not bothering to shower and headed over to Dean's house.

I took big breaths before knocking on the door while preparing speech in my head. Dean opened the door and gasped when he saw me. "Can I come in?"

Dean nodded and stepped aside. "Why did you come? You don't have to say sorry about what happened before."

"It's just I keep screwing up our relationship and I don't know how to fix it and sometimes I don't even know what to say to you."

Dean looked at me with his soft eyes. "Nothing needs to be fixed."

"Really?"

"Yeah." He leaned over to get me a kiss on my cheek. He looked down quickly, fidgeting with his fingers. "Sorry," he muttered.

"And I'm sorry too" I said, smiling.

"For what?" he asked.

"For this." I took Dean into my arm and carried him princess style up to his bedroom. I let him go once we were in the room and attacked Dean's mouth while pushing him against the wall. I cupped his face and slid my tongue into his. He responded by throwing his arm around my neck and pushing me back unto the bed. I ran my fingers through the loose fabric of his shirt stopping at chest level and watched as he shuddered. I trailed kisses down to his collarbone. Did he always smell this good?

Dean:

Castiel was on top of me removing both our clothes while kissing my neck. At this point, I was glad my parents weren't home until very late. I wouldn't be able to explain the uncountable loud moans coming out of my room. I felt his dick rub against my side and then so near my ass. I let out a moan, I wanted it so bad. He grinded down on me and took me by the mouth again. "Lube" I managed to mutter. I felt Castiel stop and then a loud string of curses followed. He plopped down next to me and rubbed his dick hoping to relieve some of the tension.
"And I'm still hard."
"I guess it can't be helped," I replied.
Castiel got up on his elbow. "What?" he said in disbelief.
I didn't know where this sudden surge of confidence came from. Maybe it was the fact that I was just about to sleep with the hottest guy in school and I didn't want him to walk out disappointed- and hard. I got down on my knees and took his hard dick in my mouth. I didn't know what the hell I was doing, but I was hoping all those videos I watched helped in this situation.
Castiel looked down with me in shock. He looked as if he wanted me to stop, but the sounds coming out of his mouth gave him away- he wanted me to make him come. I took in as much of Castiel as I could without gagging. My tongue swirled around the head, slowing down at the slit and around until I got to the base. I placed my tongue over my teeth so I wouldn't bite him. I sucked lightly which earned me a loud moan and a tug on my hair. He spread his legs farther apart allowing my mouth to once again to take him all in. I kept my lips tight around his cock and continued sucking until the moans got louder and louder.
"More," Castiel said, between breaths. "Oh Dean, yes." He shuddered and pulled my hair.
I knew he was about to come when his back arched, shoving his dick into the back of my throat. I swallowed all that Castiel gave me immediately. With that, I released him with a quiet pop. I looked up at him for a reaction.
"That was...great," he simply said, running his hand through his hair. "Have you done this before?" he asked, not looking at me anymore.
I shook my head. Was he jealous that I was about to give head so well?
"Don't you dare say the words 'for what' again," he said.
I smiled at him and nodded.
"Today's the second time," he said.
I cocked my head to the side.
"That my I came," he said, giving me a wink that said to me the first time was done by him with me on his mind.