James' Sister Part 2

Fast forward a few years, Amber is now 12 and James is 13. (The guys all know each other and will appear from hear on out.) Amber is still bullied but keeps it from the guys and things are getting bad.

With Amber:

Amber was leaving the library to meet up with guys at the football field, which on the other side of the school. As she left she felt a tug on her arm. She was pulled into one of the emptier hallways. Amber turned to see a girl with ice cold blue eyes, which sent shivers down her spine, and long flowing blonde hair that was normally straight but was in wavy like curls. She was very fit from cheerleading, which was told by the uniform she was wearing. Middle school was hell because of this very girl in front her. Amber tried to hide the fear in her eyes but wasn't fast enough. The smirk danced on the blonde's face.

"Well hello fatty. How are you?" She asked

"I'm not in the mood Tiffany." Amber mumbled trying to get past the girl.

Tiffany grabbed her shoulder and slammed her into the nearby wall.

"Really is that anyway to talk to someone who is so much better than someone who is weak and stupid as you!" Tiffany snarled and pressed her against the wall.

Amber looked down afraid what would happen. She noticed Tiffany's foot move and the next thing she knew there was a sharp pain coming from her stomach. Amber almost bent over but remembered when she did the last time and was met with a knee. That was hard to hide; she had to do a lot of make to replace from the use of all of it. Tiffany threw her to the floor. She kicked her a few times and squatted down.

"Well fatty I got to go. We should do this again some time." The blonde said as she got up and walked away giggling to herself.

Amber waited before getting up and headed to the nearest girls bathroom. She fixed her hair and made sure there weren't any bruises on her face. She sighed and made her way to the football field. 'I'm not that fat. Am I?' She thought as she came closer to the football field. As the football field came into sight she slowly started to smile and pretend that she was okay.

"Ambs!" She heard her brother called out

She smiled and waved up at him and their friends. She climbed the bleachers and her breath was very ragged. She was winded by the time she reached the guys. She looked up and the guys were laughing.

"What?" She asked confusion written across her face as she looked upon the guys.

"You got winded from that?" James asked

"Yeah, and?" She asked not understanding the joke.

"Dude maybe you should work out more." Carlos said as he laughed

Amber sighed and held her composure hoping they wouldn't see the pain. First Tiffany and now the guys who were so close to her where saying she was fat. She really was fat. The guys were picking up their bags.

"Come on, Ambs. The high schoolers want their field back." James said

"This is why I hate having to share with them I can't wait for high school." Carlos said as he helped Amber up.

"Thanks Carlos." She mumbled and walked next to her brother.

James smiled at his little sister as she moving through her bag looking for something. Sometimes he couldn't believe that he had almost lost her or even hated her at one point. She kept the guys in line for the most part. They made their way to Kendall's house because it was closer than any of the others. The guys ran for the couch and she followed behind them shaking her head with a small smile. They attacked the game controllers and hopped to the couch. Amber sat on the floor and took out her homework.

"When you fail, don't look at me." Amber said trying to guilt trip them.

"Don't say that Amber!" Logan said looking paler than normal

"Oh stop, we know you're smart, but really guys do some work." Amber said staring up at them.

They shrugged and went back to their game. Amber sighed and started to work on her homework knowing the guys are going to want to copy. About an hour later Katie and Mamma Knight got home.

"Kendall, have you done your homework?" She asked when she noticed me with mine

Kendall sighed and hit the start button.

"Of course I have mom." He said

"Yeah, no, now get off and get to work!" She said eyeing the guys

Kendall sighed and got up and turned off the game. James looked at Amber and she sighed as she looked away knowing one of them was going to be mad with her hoping it wasn't James this time. The guys grabbed their bags and Kendall headed to his room. He stopped when he noticed none of them where following him.

"Guys?" He asked

"We are going to head home, see you tomorrow okay?" Logan said knowing that Mamma Knight wouldn't let them stay for dinner again for the third night in a row.

Kendall looked at Carlos who looked at the floor. He then looked at James and Amber who gave him a knowing look. Kendall sighed and nodded. Since his father left he always wanted his friends to be with him. It was like filling a void, the endless hole that James and Amber could relate to, too well for the two.

James and Amber got home and headed to their own rooms. James started his homework and Amber was on her bed thinking if maybe she was too fat. She covered her face with her pillow trying to block out that nagging feeling. The feeling of release and pain mixed with that sweet pleasure. She knew she needed to wait but she need the release. She headed for her bathroom and locked the door behind her. She climbed on the top of the toilet and searched the top of the cabinet in the back for her friend. He had been the newest to her collection and the most effective. She pulled off her sweater and looked at the scared wrist in front of her. She held the blade in her right hand brought it to her left wrist as she watched her face in the mirror. The small frown she had formed into a smirk and let out a soft gasp as the skin broke. She keep going not hearing her brother's voice, when he banged on the bathroom she dropped the blade into the sink.

"Yeah!" She called out.

"Dinner is ready." James said

"Oh ok, be right there." She said and grabbed the blade and began to rinse it off.

When she finished cleaning up the sink, she put it away and wrapped her wrist and put her sweater back on.

Ok this is for now because I have a lot going on but I have a lot of things typed up and just need to be read over and checked. So hopefully I should a lot posted before I move for college. Enjoy! ^-^

~MoMo~