"Oh my god Ivy wait" Josh said in almost yelling voice.

She turned around with this fierce look in her eyes. "Why should I? Of course you would be in here with your precious Reed why did I even bother to think something different. You lied to me you said it wasn't about her but I should have known. Once a liar always a liar." Then she stormed out.

"Josh I am so sorry. But what is she talking about? And why are you a liar." I asked in a confused voice.

At first he just looked at me with a sad look on his face. Then he said "Ivy and I broke up the day after I got your present. A realized I couldn't be with her if I still had feelings for you that strongly. I told her that we just couldn't be together anymore and said it was not about you when in actuality it was. But I didn't feel bad about it at all because when I saw her she was making out with Gage but I still didn't want to hurt her feelings."

"She was making out with Gage" Was all I can say.

"Yup. Then when Sabine was confessing to everything I couldn't help it I was so happy because it meant you didn't cheat on me with one of my best friends. And since you forgave me for what happen with Cheyenne even though that was her fault also I know I can forgive you."

"Oh Josh thank you so much! You don't know how much I missed you." I said hugging him even though I was in a lot of pain I didn't care because I got the person I loved most in the world back.

Then Noelle walked in with a concerned look on here face even though her voice didn't sound it. "I just saw Ivy what happened."

"It was nothing." Josh said.

"Oh well I'll finish leaving you to alone." She said with a smile and heading back out the door.

"Wait!" Josh said.

Noelle turned back around and looked at him expectantly. "Yea Hollis."

"I know this a little weird and off the subject but I want you to know for Reed that I forgive you for what happened with Thomas. I know I need to make peace with you over that because I know you mean a lot to Reed being her best friend and all. And we can't be at odds or keep this gap between us for something that was neither of or fault really."

Noelle looked at him for a minute confused then a smile appeared on her face and she said "Thanks Josh and I'm sorry too for everything that happened." Then she walked out the door.

I looked at Josh and said "That was very big of you but you didn't have to do that."

"Yes I did I want to be with you and I don't want you to have to worry about me and Noelle being at odds with each other anymore. You don't deserve that and I don't want anything to distract us anymore.

Josh kissed me again. Then the doctor walked in and gave us a strange look then said "Oh Miss. Brennen your awake you gave us quite a scare. How are you feeling?"

"A little better."

"Good that's really good you are lucky to be alive today the bullet was very close to your heart but you're recovering nicely. You should be out of here next week."

I nodded but I was scared out of my mind I had to be here for a whole week I couldn't do that. Josh left saying he was going to give me some rest and then I was alone.

Later that night I had two horrible dreams one of the day my nana died and another one that Sabine and Arianna was coming to kill me. I woke up in a cold sweat I realized I couldn't do this; I had to get out of here. I sat up and looked around my room was empty I looked at the iv in my arm and tried to get it out to my success. Then I tried to get up which was very hard considering I was shot in my chest but after ten minutes I finally got up. I walked very slowly over to the closet opened it and saw my clothes. It took me twenty minutes to put them and my shoes on but I finally got them on too.

Then I went to the door and looked out to make sure nobody was coming and then went out in to the hall where I saw Noelle, Josh, Trey, Constance, Astrid, Tiffany, and the rest of the billings girls the one that shocked me the most was Gage was even there concerned for me. That almost made me turn back but I knew I couldn't stay in this hospital not with all the memories that I have. I turned away from the waiting room area and started walking very slowly down the hall which was very painful since I was having trouble breathing. And then out of nowhere I felt I hand on my shoulder and a voice I knew very well say.

"Reed where in the hell do you think you're going!"