Sorry I haven't updated in a while I've been really busy with moving in to my new house and my computer broke down and I just got it fixed.

Disclaimer: I don't own private, Kate Brian does.

After five hours of shopping at what felt like every store in St. Barts we finally got back to Noelle's parents villa. I didn't complain though because I got a lot of stuff out of it and I had a really good time. The highlight was when Noelle and Josh were fighting over who was going to buy me what. And me and Dash just sat there and laughed because it kind of got really heated but not in a bad way.

"That was fun wasn't it? Reed do you like the things I bought you?" Noelle asked with a smirk on her face. Because you know she won the argument with Josh and they agreed that the next time we went shopping that he would get to buy me everything.

"Yeah if you call shopping for five hours fun." Dash said looking tired.

"Well I do." Me and Noelle said together with a laugh.

"Yeah well that is five hours of my life I well never get back." Josh said with a look of fake annoyance on his face.

"You're just mad because you didn't get to buy Reed anything." Dash said with a laugh.

"What are we doing next?" I asked because Josh was about to say something mean to Dash. He still hasn't quite forgiven Dash for what happened at the Legacy. Mainly because he was e-mailing me before the Legacy.

"Well I was thinking we could go to dinner tonight around 8." Noelle said a little too quickly because see saw it too. You got to love her.

"Yeah that sounds great. What time is it now?" I asked.

"It's around five o'clock." Dash said.

"Ok that gives us two hours to get ready and that gives nobody any excuse Noelle to be late." I said with a smirk.

"Hey I will be ready will you guys." She said giving Josh and I a knowing look. This made me laugh because for once Noelle Lange was wrong because me and Josh haven't did what she obviously thought we did yet.

"Ok well we should start getting ready." I said grapping Josh's arm and pulling him towards the elevator. Trying to direct everybody from the sad look and Dash's face because he thought me and Josh has done something too.

"Well that sounds like a plan." Noelle said looking in her purse and thankfully not at Dash's face. But sadly Josh had seen the look because it was written all over his face as we were getting off the elevator and heading to our room.

"Reed what the hell was Dash giving you that look for?" Josh asked in a confused voice.

"What look?" I said trying to give off a confused expression.

"Don't play with me you know the damn look I'm talking about. Like he was actually sad at the thought of me and you having sex." Josh said with a heated look on his face. I could tell he was mad because Josh never cussed when he could help it.

"I don't know." I said honestly because I was kind of shocked as well.

"Does he have feelings for you Reed?" Josh asked all of a sudden.

"I don't know." Lie because I did know. And Josh seem to think so too because he gave me a cold look.

"Don't lie to me just tell me the truth I won't get mad." Josh asked with a calm look on his face.

"Well Josh I don't want to lie to you so yes he told me he has feelings for me." I told Josh while looking down at my feet.

"And when did he tell you this." He asked with the same look on his face.

"That night at the hospital when you and Noelle walked in on us." I said with a small voice.

"So you did lie to me because I asked you what were you two doing and you said nothing." Josh said with anger in his voice.

"No I didn't Dash said nothing I kind of just went along with it." I said looking him in the eye.

"You still lied." He said with a sad voice.

"I'm sorry I just didn't want to get in a fight with you when we just got back together over nothing."

"Over nothing another guy who is one of my best friends wants to be with you that's something to me."

"But I don't want to be with him. I want to be with you the person that I love." I said with sincerity in my voice.

"I love you and want to be with you too." Josh said with a small smile on his face.

"And there is nothing nobody can so about that either."

"I know I just don't like that Dash has feelings for you. But I'm about to take a shower you want to take one with me." He asked with a seductive tone in his voice.

"No I'll take one after you." Then Josh gave me this sad look. "But I will take one with you tonight I promise." And just like that Josh's face lit up.

"Really are you serious." He asked with a huge smile on his face.

"Yes I'm serious." I said giving him a kiss and laughing at the fact that he could actually look that happy with me taking a shower with him.

"Ok I'm holding you to that promise." He said going in the bathroom to take his shower.

"And I wouldn't have it any other way." I said with a smile.

After Josh got in the shower I went downstairs to get something to drink. Where I was met by Dash in the kitchen doing the same thing. When he saw me his whole face lit up and he had this huge smile on his face. And as mad I was to admit it, it made me smile to know that I could make somebody other then Josh face light up like that. And as quickly as that thought and smile appeared on my face it was wiped off just as quickly. Because I thought of Josh and the hurt look he had on his face when I told him Dash had feelings for me.

"Hey what are you doing down here?" Dash asked me with a smile on his face.

"Nothing just getting a glass of water." I said with a small smile.

"So where is Josh?" "So where is Noelle?" We said at the same time with a laugh.

"Well Josh is upstairs taking a shower."

"Funny so is Noelle." He said with a small smile. About five minutes go by in silence and I'm the first one to break the silence.

"Oh you're not going to take one with her." I asked instantly regretting it.

"No you're not going to take on with Josh?" He asked with a relived look on his face.

"Look Reed I want to talk to you about something.

"Sure what is it?"

"Did you thank about what we talked about at the hospital." He asked with a little hope in his voice.

"What did we talk about that I had to think about?" I asked with a confused look on my face.

Dash looked hurt but continued on what he was trying to say. "About me wanting to be with you."

"Dash I'm with Josh and your with Noelle. We can't be together."

"Why can't we be together?" He asked with a sad but loud voice.

"Because I love Josh and you love Noelle." I said starting to get upset.

"You may love Josh but I love you more then I love Noelle and I'm willing to fight for you." He said getting louder in the end.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU JUST SAY?" Said a voice that came out of know were but we both knew who it belonged to.