Kailey: Yeah, Jace was jealous.(: And I haven't decided if her mom's death affected the way she acts, I was thinking about it, hm should I?
Should I do a chapter in Jace's POV? Hmm... Tell me if you want me to in the reviews. ^^
Chapter 2
When Luke told me I had to move, Jace walked away and I swear I saw I him shed a tear. I ran into Jace's apartment to ask his mom if I could stay with them, when I was greeted by Jace's girlfriend, Sophie. "Hi Sophie..." I said as sweetly as I could.
She greeted me coldly, "Listen, you stay away from Jace or I promise your world will go down." I looked at her and spat, "My world is already going down, I'm moving, and Jace will move on in about 2 days since your 2 weeks are almost up."
Next thing I knew, I felt a sharp pain on my cheek, "You bitch!" I screamed. She started tackling me and screaming at me saying how I should just leave. She started scratching me and kicking me and when Jace and Sebastian came in they only saw me on top of her, punching her.
"Clary!" I heard Jace yell and he pulled me off her. Sophie was fake crying to get some sympathy from everyone. No one even noticed the cuts and bruises on me, they were more concerned on the person who was fake crying. Jace noticed me and pulled me outside and started yelling at me, "CLARY WHAT THE HELL? YOU ATTACKED MY GIRLFRIEND!"
"Oh please, Jace she's only going to be your girlfriend for 2 more days because its almost 2 weeks." He looked enraged, "Clary, if you're going to be like this to all my girlfriends, you can forget about being my friend!" He shouted."You're gonna throw away our 9 year friendship for one of your whores!? Wow, Jace I thought I knew you better than this." I shouted.
"For your information, Sophie and I have been going out for 3 months!" After he said that, he knew exactly what he did, "AND YOU DIDN'T BOTHER TO TELL ME THIS? I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND!? I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING! I TOLD YOU WHEN I GOT A BOYFRIEND, BUT YOU DIDN'T FEEL THE NEED TO TELL ME? I KNOW WE AREN'T AS CLOSE AS WE USED TO BE, BUT I STILL TOLD YOU!" After that, I felt a lot better.
"I didn't know that it meant that to you... Our friendship. I thought that you were moving on so I needed to. But it still doesn't give you the right to tackle my girlfriend! He said. "I didn't tackle her, she slapped me when I said I wouldn't stay away from you!" I admitted.
"She would never lie, she's an honest to god person, I think you're the one lying, I think we should take a break from our friendship and you should leave." Once he said that, he looked pained, like it was hard for him to say.I felt the tears well up in my eyes, "ITS A GOOD THING I'M MOVING TO CALIFORNIA!" I shouted and walked away.
6 years later
Dear Diary,
And that was the last thing I ever said to him, my best friend, sorry my ex-best friend. It's been 2 years since I last talked to him, I had only had one boyfriend in California, his name was Oscar, we broke up because he wasn't ready for a serious relationship, whatever. I'm now in college for drawing and other stuff. I haven't wrote in my diary for awhile my last entry said that I was in love with Jace. I was.. I'm not anymore. He doesn't even find me pretty, i don't even find myself pretty, I mean look at me, curly red hair and green eyes, how boring is that? Of course, i was considering dying it just to change things up for a bit. Luke helped me move into my dorm, I live right across from guys, they always play their music way to loud, and it's not even good music! My roommate, Kaelie, is pretty nice. We've become good friends. Some days, I wonder what he's doing, if he' s thinking about me and how much he misses me... Anyways, i should get to work on those assignments, they don't do them themselves!
Love, Clary
"Hey Kaelie!" I shouted. "Clary! I met the most amazing guy, he is nice and cute! Perfect combination!" She sounded really excited. "Did you get his name? Do you think I should go brown?" I asked. I know, I ask a lot of questions, "His name is Jace! And no, I like your hair." I went pale at the name of Jace. It can't be the same guy, no way! "Do you think you could get some pizza?" She nodded and left.
When she left I couldn't help but freak out. Jace can't be here, I don't want to talk to him. Kaelie came back with pizza and talked about him, next thing I know, she tells me we're going to a club. I shrug and say give a half hour to get ready.
A half hour later, I was ready to go to the club, "so Kaelie.. what club?" "Pandemonium, there's supposed to be cute guys there! You look good as a red." I thank her and we get into a cab then we're at the club, we get in easy because well.. we're girls. Once we get in there, "OH there's Jace!" she exclaims. I froze. Then I shrugged, it can't be the same guy there's a lot of Jace's out in the world. I decide to go dance when I feel an arm snake around my waist, I turn and look at the guy and see the gold eyes, shocked. (I was going to leave it there, but I decided to be nice.)
Jace. What the hell is he doing here? He shouldn't be here. He's just looking at me with wide eyes, he starts to talk and I walk away, with tears in my eyes. I run out of the club and feel someone tug on my arm, i turn around and see Jace looking at me. "Save it Jace. I'm not interested." I say rudely. He looks at me puzzled, "Clary? Why are you here?" He asks sounding shocked.
"Am I not allowed to go out?" I couldn't help but stare at him, he looked different, so much different. His hair looked as if got darker. I tug my arm away and walk away. It was around 1 in the morning when I got back to my dorm, and I just cried myself to sleep.
I woke around 3, because I heard my dorm room door unlocking, it was Lacey. But she wasn't alone. She brought someone home, Jace, and they were making out and it looked as if it was going to farther, I cleared my throat and arched an eyebrow, "If you do not mind, people are trying to sleep, go somewhere else please." They both stared at me in shock, I rolled my eyes and grabbed my sketchbook and started sketching., I dropped it and it landed on a picture of Jace and I when we were younger, I quickly grabbed my sketchbook and closed it. I knew he saw the picture. Kaelie looked around and apologized and Jace left. I felt a tear roll down my face. I knew I shouldn't cry because of him, but seeing him brought up feelings I hated. I silently weeped to myself.
I woke up the next morning at 6, I groaned and go up and put my hair in my usual hairstyle that let a couple pieces of hair fall around my face. I grabbed my sketchbook and went down to the lounge to draw, I liked to draw there at 6, because no one was there, once people started to come, I went to starbucks to get my coffee.
And then i would go to my art class. I curled up on the lounge couch, I couldn't think of anything to draw that would describe my feelings, drawing helped me get my feelings out, but I couldn't find any. I closed my sketchbook and went to my dorm and I saw Jace there, getting ready to knock. "If you're looking for Kaelie, she's asleep." I said as coldly as I could.
"I wasn't looking for her, I was looking for you. We need to talk." He sounded desperate. I shrugged and went into my dorm to get ready for my classes, when I got in there, I saw Kaelie looking at my stuff, my pictures and drawings to be exact. "What are these?" She asked rudely. "My pictures. I would rather you not look through my stuff." I noticed which picture she was on, the one of Jace and I, Jace was standing at the door with wide eyes. I grabbed the pictures away from Kaelie and threw them in the trash.
"They're nothing. The guy in the photos means nothing to be, he was a dick who threw away our friendship because of one stupid fight. I wish to never see him again." I yelled. Hoping he would hear and go away. But he didn't, he just stood there with his mouth open. I went over to him, " better close that mouth, don't wanna get bugs in it, pretty boy." I said sarcastically.
I walked out of the dorms and left, I knew he was following me. "Clary wait. I'm sorry for what I said, can't you let it go? I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I didn't want you to be jealous. I knew how you felt about me." He sounded sorry.
I stopped in my tracks. "Excuse me? You don't know how I felt about you. I admit I did like you. But when you weren't even there to comfort me when my mom died and you took your girlfriend of three months side over mine. I'm pretty sure you don't know how I felt. You broke my heart when you said we should take a break. IT BROKE MY HEART. YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON I COULD COUNT ON AND YOU BAILED ON ME AGAIN." I shouted.
"I go to school here, so you might as well get used to me being around Kaelie and the classes." He sounded cocky and not like Jace. "You better never be there when i'm there or I swear I will kill you." It hurt to say that, but I did it, and I walked back to my dorm and I saw Kaelie looking at my sketchbook.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? THAT'S MINE!" I shouted. i was pissed, how did she find that? I hid it behind my headboard. "You draw him a lot." She sounded sad, "Yes I do, his bone structure is nice. If you do not mind, i prefer people not looking at my stuff." I sounded cold, and I didn't care. I left my dorm to go to my classes, when a guy stepped out and walked into me, I fell backwards, as did he.
He looked at me and his eyes went wide, I don't know why though. He was cute though, he had curly short hair and glasses, he was cute, a geek cute. He scrambled for words, "Oh, I'm such a klutz." I laughed and said, "it's alright! You're gonna have to pay me back for knocking me backwards" I joked. "Let me buy you dinner tomorrow." He asked nervously.
I held out my hand and said, "Clary, and I'd love dinner with you." I smiled sweetly, I knew I was blushing. He took my hand and said, "Simon," I smiled, "I have classes now, but hopefully I will get to see more, Simon?" He nodded at me eagerly.
I left smiling like an idiot. My class went by fast, it was just basics on drawing, my teacher stopped me, "Clary, I really love your drawings, I would love for you to draw more, I don't understand why you're in the basics class."
I shrugged, "I wanted to start easy for my first year." My teacher nodded.
I went back to my dorm and Jace was there with Kaelie, they were giggling. I rolled my eyes and went to my bed, I laid down on my bed and started drawing Simon. Except I didn't get to finish my picture, I dozed off and woke up with my sketchbook on the floor, thankfully it was closed. My hair was a total mess. I hid my sketchbook and started taking my hair out of it's pins, and deciding what to wear for bed.
I went over to Kaelie's bed to check if she was asleep, I saw that she was, but I saw Jace with her, I mumbled to myself that I wished I had a permanent marker to draw on his face. I quickly went to the bathroom and changed and climbed into bed, and fell asleep. I then remembered I had a permanent marker in my art supplies, I grabbed it and started writing, 'I love Clary, I like dick's, I suck ass' I laughed and silently applauded myself. I threw the marker out the window to destroy evidence and I went to bed.
