0.0 Scarred. For. Life.

I cannot blieve I wrote this...Holly **** ****** **** ** ** * **** * ** *!!!!! GRRRRR!!!....oh well,..I wrote it, and if your not happy, I swear I will take my baseball bat to wherever you live and...well, you know the rest. My prudish eyes, mind are scarred for life! No one can repair that! :'( grrr... I have a few rules for this chapter if your about to read it.

1. bitch at me for the lenght, you get your ass kicked.

2. bitch at me if it isnt good, same as number 1.

3. bitch at me period...you know!

Well, read on.

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no love this time, Myra.

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"Bella, I love you, and I promise to spend every day proving how much you mean to me. I promise to love you forever, and every single minute of forever.

You mean the world to me.

Will you marry me?"

BPOV

Oh. My. God!

I couldn't believe what was happening. I couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that this god had actually proposed to me. Me!

I was still frozen in place from the shock, but I was literally doing a big happy dance in my mind, as well as crying on the inside of pure happiness, because now I could spend the rest of my life with him. As his wife!

My mind went over all that had happened between us, and what was happening now, and I swear I would have been crying by now if I would have been able to…

Holly shit. You have got to be kidding me…

I felt something wet slide down my cheek, and I instantly smiled. On the other hand, I was screaming at myself mentally, what kind of freaking vampire are you?! Whether I was a normal vampire or not, I couldn't care less. All I cared about was the man of my dreams that was kneeling in front of me, asking me to be his wife. His face slowly began to fall, and I soon realized I hadn't given him an answer.

Well, I was about to give one hell of an answer…

Without thinking about it, I flung myself at him, knocking him and me to the ground, smiling brightly, and attacked his lips with as much passion I could muster. I broke our kiss for a moment and stared into his eyes that were staring right back at me with pure love and happiness.

I stroked his cheek and cupped it with my hand and gave him what he had been waiting for.

"Yes! I love you so much; of course I'll marry you!" I let out, practically squealing, and once again, attacked his lips, but not before I saw the most exuberant smile splay across his face. He wrapped his strong arms around my waste, sending that jolt of electricity I so longed for every second of the day.

His hands remained on my back, rubbing it soothingly up and down, while caressing my face lovingly with adoring kisses, which I gave back with as much enthusiasm. Suddenly, his tongue ran across my bottom lip, asking a silent permission to enter. Like I could deny him anything? I instantly opened, and I could almost feel his smile on his face.

When I had been younger, even now, I had always thought touching a guy's tongue with your own would be absolutely revolting, but with Edward…

It was the best thing I had ever tasted…

We explored each others mouths enthusiastically, while he kept running his hands adoringly up and down my sides. One of my hands went instinctively around his neck while my other fisted at the bottom of his silky hair, earning a moan from him…God, I wanted to hear it again…I tugged lightly on his hair, earning groans from him, which made me smile against his mouth.

I was completely loss in the bliss that I hadn't noticed that he had picked me up and brought me somewhere, because the next thing I knew, I was laying down on the blood red mattress with rose petals with Edward hovering over me. I looked up at him, slightly dazed and confused, and met his worried but lust filled eyes…

Oh my god…

"Bella…there's something I…want to…try. But, if you're…not alright…with this, please tell me…" He looked away, completely avoiding my gaze, and I could clearly see what he wanted to do, but I wanted to hear him say it…and I was also I little shocked by how much trouble he was having to get it out. Usually, he didn't have problems saying what he wanted too…unless it was something that meant a lot to him…

"What…do you want to try?" I asked, embarrassed by how much lust was lacing my voice, but the embarrassment went away quickly when his eyes connected with mine again. He gulped heavily before he responded, but not before he caressed my cheek in a way that would have melted any girl's heart, and leaned in closer…

"You mean so much to me…and I want to be yours in every way possible…Bella…I want to make love to you…" He confessed, and looked deeply into my eyes, but I could see that it was hard for him to just not look away…and the way he had said those words, I swear there was a puddle in my underpants…

I didn't give him time to do anything. I brought his lips to my own in a searing kiss; loving the way he moaned at the moment I traced his bottom lip with my tongue, and brought my hands down to his perfectly chiseled chest and rubbed his chest lovingly, marveling at his perfect body.

As he kept exploring my mouth and making our tongues dance together, I felt his hand rub its way up my stomach until I felt his fingers graze my breast, which made me gasp lightly…and I also felt something hard against my thigh…Oh dear lord…

He looked up alarmed that he had done something wrong, but I guess the look on my face convinced him it was okay. He brought his lips back to mine, but this time his hands went down to the hem of my shirt, and completely ripped it off. I growled playfully, which made him smirk up at me.

"I kind of liked that shirt." I stated playfully, even letting my lip jut out in a pout. He put his lips around my pout and sucked on my bottom lip, earning a moan that had escaped my lips. He broke our kiss and lifted his head to look down at me. It wasn't until a moment later that I noticed he wasn't exactly staring at my face…and I didn't have a bra on anymore…

I looked away, awaiting the rejection I thought I was going to get, but instead he placed his hand on the side of my face, forcing me to look up at him. His eyes were completely clouded with lust, which gave me an ego boost, knowing I had that kind of affect on him.

"You're beautiful…" He whispered, sincerity completely covering his voice. If I had been human, I would have been redder than a tomato by now. Once he assessed I was convinced, he kissed me adoringly once more before his hands made there way down to my chest while he brought his lips to my neck, and sucked on my (now dead) pulse point, but still made pleasure rush through my body. I moaned involuntary when his hand reached down and cupped my breast, and rubbed circled patterns around my now more than rock hard nipple.

He lifted his hand from my neck and looked down at me questiongly while his hands slid down to the waist band of my jeans. I shook my head and smirked when I saw confusion cover his face.

"You're wearing too many cloths…" I managed to get out while panting. He sighed in relief while smiling, and my hands lifted to his shirt and decided to torture him a little. I unbuttoned his shirt a slower than slow human pace while trying not to laugh at his impatient face.

I was at the third button when he couldn't take it anymore and ripped it off in a swift movement that no human would have been able to detect. I let out a low giggle mixed with a moan when he brought his hands to my pants and ripped them off completely, along with his right after. My panties were probably flooded by now, and I was a tad relieved he had kept them on. I sucked in my breath when I saw his face, now an expression of lust, love and hunger…and not hunger for blood…

I gasped loudly when he brought his mouth to my nipple and sucked on it hardly while his other hand went over to my other one and massaged it adoringly. I threw my head back in ecstasy while my hands fisted in his hair, earning another moan from him. I still couldn't believe I had this god all too myself…I was probably the luckiest, as well as the happiest girl in the entire world at the moment…

When he was satisfied with his work, he gave my other breast the same attention but looking up at me every so often to make sure I was alright with what he was doing.

When he was done, he traced his hand soothingly, but sending electric currents through my body at the same time, and made his way to my panties while kissing his way down to them. My breathing was extremely hard by the time he made his lips to the top of the thongs, which were quite low on my hips, and looked up at me, asking me silently for permission which I eagerly granted.

He took them off slowly, and when he had them completely off, he broke our gaze and looked down at my womanhood. I closed my eyes in fear, knowing I didn't really have much too look at, but I gasped and moaned loudly when I felt a finger enter me.

My eyes shot open when I felt another one enter me and pump in and out, making me do noises I thought I would never do, but they only seemed to spur him on. He crushed his lips to mine and rubbed my nipple between his other free and hand he continued to drive me insane.

When he entered a third finger, I started to feel something constrict in my stomach, like a snake about to spring for it's pray. I reached down and grabbed his hand, stopping it before I came. I didn't really want my first orgasm to be to his fingers…although they were pretty amazing.

He looked up at me worried, but I shook my head slightly and brought his lips to mine before I spoke.

"Please…I need you…make love to me." I stated, looking into his eyes lovingly.

"Are you sure?" He asked worriedly, but I could tell he was just as eager as I was for this. I simply nodded and sealed it with a heated kiss. I reached down and hooked my finger around the band of his silky black boxers, and ripped it down in one movement. I kept staring into his eyes, but I couldn't help a peak at the skin I had exposed, and my eyes widened extremely. One word. Enormous.

I hadn't exactly seen one before, but from I had learned over the years, he was definitely more than the average size. How was that going to fit? Although I barely noticed, I licked my lips in anticipation, knowing that was all mine.

He positioned himself at my entrance, and looked into my eyes the whole time, probably making sure this is what I wanted. I guess he found none, because next thing I knew, he had pushed himself into me slowly, letting me adjust to his size. I flinched a tad from the pain when he broke through my barrier, but the way he was kissing and sucking on my neck made a good distraction from the pain.

When he was fully in, he stared into my eyes until I nodded that I was ready. He kissed me passionately once more before he pulled his length all the way out, only to push it back in, making us both moan and gasp at the contact. He kept repeating the same process over and over until we found a rhythm, where I met his thrusts and ground my hips against his, creating a pleasurable friction.

After a few moments, I decided I needed more. "Please Edward, Faster…harder…" I panted out in labored breaths while my hands fisted themselves in the silk blankets on the mattress. He groaned lustfully and practically slammed into me faster than before, practically making me see stars. After a few more intense thrusts, I began to feel the coiling spring in my abdomen again, and knew I wasn't far…

"Edward…I'm going to…gnnn!" I breathed out, while I felt the spring get ready to spring any second…

"Cum for me…Cum for me Bella." He grunted out and reached down to rub my bundle of nerves. Than was my undoing, because next thing I knew, I had released and barely noticed myself screaming out his name, because I was so lost in the ecstasy. I swear I was seeing stars behind my eyes, and barely heard Edward scream out my name and felt his own release.

When I came back to, he collapsed on top of me, still inside me, and placed his head in the crook of my neck while panting. I wrapped my hands around his neck and shoulders and kissed his face and neck adoringly while he tried to catch his breath.

"That was…"

"Amazing." I finished for him.

Once he caught his breath, he looked up into my eyes and rested his forehead against mine. I kissed him lightly on his lips while he rolled us to our sides and spread the now scratched and ruined silk blanket over us and wrapped his arms around me lovingly. He stared into my eyes with so much love and intensity I wanted to cry.

"I love you Bella…" He breathed out while he placed the hair that had fallen in my face behind my ear. I placed my hand on his cheek and kissed him with my entire being.

"I love you too Edward…" I whispered and laid my head on his chest, just relishing the feeling of being in his arms. He rubbed his hands up and down my back while humming me my lullaby, which resulted in a smile spreading across my face in content.

Suddenly, he reached behind him and grabbed something. I looked up in time to see him take my hand and place my ring on my fourth finger. He kissed my finger with the ring, and then stared at me perfectly happy, and wrapped his arms around me once again while whispering loving things into my ear.

As the full moon began to fall beyond the horizon, I crawled on top of his chest and laid my head in the crook of his neck as we watched the sun begin to rise. As the rays touched our skin, I looked down at Edward and smiled when I saw his face, happiness and love mixed with the sparkles, and kissed him on his lips. This was perfect.

EPOV

This was absolutely perfect.

One word. REVIEW. Or else! GR! XD I swear, if I lose my prudeness because of this, I WILL kick someones ass...or alot of someones. Grrrrr. Anywho, if you give me a hard time, (Er bear and Chicky especially), it will not be pretty. so, if you value your butts, REVIEW! XP

P.S. This isn't over. For the story I mean...as for the lemon bitching, I'm not so sure....Gr.

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