~Wait for You
*A/N Have an early Christmas presents guys. I'm cranking out at least two updates tonight. Here's the first. And depending on how long it takes me to edit the other ones it will be up at some point. And tomorrow and Monday will be animal I have become. That's gonna probably take two days as I have nothing written for that. I had to scrap what I had. I've been writing update lately and getting rid of them because I didn't like how they came out. By the way a little heads up I'm probably going to be writing some fanfictions for other fandoms I'm in. So keep a look out for some Castle fics, Rizzoli & Isles fics, Bones and Law & Order SVU ones too.*
Summary: Minerva witnesses something that makes her have second thoughts about the relationship with Hermione and she decides to leave her to figure some things out. Now Hermione doesn't know what to do months later. The only thing she can think of is waiting for her to possibly change her mind. In the mean time she writes a letter to Minerva in hopes to speed up the thinking process.
*Disclaimer: I don't own these characters or the song I have used in this Fanfiction, but I will admit I did think they would work well together for fun. Also I have changed up the original song to use perfectly in the fiction*
The poem in this story was written by a good friend of mine. You should go check out her stories on here her names Karen's Song.
My Dear Hermione,
I reread your letter so many times. Each word etched into my memory. All that you have said in your letter has truly made me think about what is important in my life. Oh the countless hours that I sat at my desk blankly staring out into space when I should have been doing my work. That is where your letter had found me the previous day. The endless nights of wishing, longing to be in your arms, wrapped up so tightly. In your arm is the only other place that I could feel safe and secure in besides inside the walls of Hogwarts. You'd be correct my dear. I do ask about you as much as I can. Hermione, how I miss you so. Trust me you aren't the only one who has spent long nights sitting up in bed with tears streaming down your face. Those nights seem endless as if morning would never come.
I find my dreams haunted by what I saw. What your face might have looked like once you found out I was not coming back. I spent that night hysterical in my office. Not even my deputy headmaster dared to fetch me. Though I must say Madam Pomfrey was ever so kind as she went in search for me when I stopped showing up for meals. Concerned as of what I had been doing instead. There really was no need for it to be honest, but now for every meal she personally brings me my food and watches making sure I truly eat it. I am very fortunate to have such a good friend looking out for me.
As now that I have had a great deal of time to think about what to do next I have come to a conclusion. I shouldn't have jumped the gun. I believe that is what the muggles say. I shouldn't have acted too quickly and decided what I saw was indeed happened as it seemed. I should have trusted you more. Should have known you never would have done anything like that. I was just so shocked and instantly hurt by what I saw it clouded my better judgment and my first instant was to run and hide, to leave. I guess you are right, it was my pride. Even as I ran away with tears falling from my face I was still holding pride in my hand.
I love you Hermione. Yes you are right. How could you not be? How I could not love you. The day you confessed your feelings for me and made me see the depths of my own on the last day you would be a student at Hogwarts. Was the day I decided right then and there I would forever and always love you with all my heart. And even if you still decided to stay with me even after you graduated my heart would be then and forever yours. I must explain to you how I felt when I saw your lips touching another's. I can't assume how it actually occurred, but if you'd be will to tell me I'll be willing to listen. I now know it wasn't as it would seem at the time, but I'm just curious how it played out like that. You should know how I felt when I saw it transpire. So to explain I wrote a little poem describing it for you.
Broken Inside~
Weightless, I'm namelessly falling
Help me; I'm drowning in this sight
When I saw you in this moment
Everything just stops
Bleed me and cut me
I'll scream but I'll never go
I love you too much to walk away
Couldn't, can't, and never will
Love me, tell me you do
Told me you did
Yet what can this be
The image that I can't get over
This love isn't perfect I know
It isn't a fairy tale but it's us
I love you, truly dearly and sincerely
Even in this moment of cold betrayal
Yet this sight, I can't stand
This promise we spoke and said and swore
This kiss, this moment, this circumstance
Kills me as the seconds go by
Lead me by the hand out of this mess
I can't escape this dark
Not until you take my hand
I'll wait an eternity just to see you.
My dear I know you never meant to hurt me. I don't even know how that thought could have even crossed my mind. I should have stayed. I should have given you the change as you deserved it more then ever. I really hope we can work this out and put it all behind us now that the truth has come to light. I know it will take some time to mend both our hearts, but I hope lunch next will be enough to start with. To wherever life takes us next I hope the journey is with you my dear because you don't have to wait for me. I am here always. As I will love you till my last breath.
Love Then and Forever,
Minerva
*A/N okie now I'm quite certain I may have made some people impatient , it's really up to you guys on that one. It all depends on whether or not you want this to continue. Either way I don't mind. As always favorite, follow, and review. Don't forget to tell me what you think :D Love you guys*