He he. Ok, I know it's been ages. But with school starting back up, and VERY few reviewers, there wasn't a heck of a lot of motivation... But anyway, excuses aside, here is chapter 4.

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Hikaru's Journal

Stupid, stupid raging hormones!

I was having the best, so therefore the worst, dream ever. Kaoru had pinned me against a door. One hand held me against the door while the other one locked it. He then pushed my bangs back from my face and whispered into my ear. "Hikaru, I love you." I whispered back to him "I know." And suddenly we were kissing. It started softly, gently, and that lasted all of about 5 seconds before we were really making-out. My hands were knotting into his hair, his hands were undoing buttons in various places. Then somehow we were transported into an enormous room, with an itty-bitty bed. Oh, and we were stark naked. This didn't phase us one bit, it was a dream after all, and the make-out session continued, without the nuisance of clothes. I was exploring his mouth with my tongue, he was doing wonderful, though physically impossible, things with his hands and other parts of his anatomy. Suddenly he was kissing down my neck, my chest, my stomach and just as he had reached my trail- I woke up.

The sound of a door opening pulled me out of my dream and I sat up in time to see Kaoru shutting behind him. Oops. He probably thinks I was dreaming about some random girl anyway. Oh, fuck. What if I called out his name? Shit, shit, shit! What if he left in disgust? Holy fucking crap! This is bad. This is really, cosmically, bad. I'll think of something to cover it up. I always do. But first thing is first, I need an ice-cold shower.

Ok, physical symptoms have been taken care of and Kaura's still not back. Maybe I did moan his name of something and he's run away. What if he's really freaked out? Oh shit, please come back Kaura! For fucks sake, if he's gone, oh my god, I'm crying. Kaura! I need you! God, I need you so much. Holy shi-

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Cliff hanger, guess you will have to review to find out what happens...