CHAPTER 2:

Here I am lying in a bed that's not mine and with a woman who's not my wife. She's running her hands through my hair and talking to me about something but I can't focus on what's she saying because I still can't believe what we just did. What I just did. I cheated on my wife with my assistant. The crazy part is I thought I would be disgusted and angry with myself afterwards but I'm not….It was amazing. As I continue to lay in bed I think back to how we ended up like this….

FLASHBACK:

I'm at Jenna's apartment hanging out with her and Puck. It's 11 o'clock and we just came from the studio. We been drinking since we got here, just having a little fun. Puck told us about how he and Kitty are no longer together because she caught him cheating. I'm sure I'll be hearing this story again from a very angry Quinn because Kitty is her little sister. Puck has never been the type to be faithful but I thought he was changing for Kitty.

Puck: ''I'm not changing who I am. I love women and I love sex.''

Jenna laughs and says ''I'm with you on that.''

Me: ''Puck don't you think maybe it's time to settle down with one woman?''

Puck looks at me like I'm crazy and says ''Hell no, just because you settled down doesn't mean i wanna settle down.''

Me: ''Marriage isn't the worst thing in the world Puck.''

Puck: ''Right….So you never once thought about hooking up with another woman?''

Jenna looks at me with a raised brow.

Me: ''Thinking about it and actually doing it are 2 different things.''

Puck: ''So if you could hook up with any woman knowing that Quinn would never find out, You wouldn't do it ?''

I think about this and I don't know. We all have fantasies and of course I wonder what it would be like if I was single but would I really do that to Quinn?

I shake my head and say: ''I don't know, maybe.''

Puck smiles and says ''Come on Rach, I know you and I've known you since middle school. We use to hookup with chicks all time, especially in College. I know you miss those days.''

I smile as I think back and Puck is right I do miss those days.

Me: ''Of course I do, we were pretty crazy in college.''

Jenna smiles and says ''How crazy?''

Puck: ''Different chick every night crazy.'' He laughs and I do to.

Jenna: ''Wow Rach, I wish I could've been there to see this.'' She winks at me.

Her phone rings and she goes to answer it . Puck is looking at me with a smirk on his face.

Me: ''What?''

Puck: ''She's hot''

Me: ''Shut up Puck''

Puck: ''I see why you hired her.''

Me: ''I hired her to work Puck.''

He looks at me like 'Yeah Right'

Puck: ''Rach, she's hot. I know you like her looks more than you like her work.'' He gives me a look that says Be Honest.

I sigh and say ''Okay your right I do think she's hot.''

He smirks and says ''So why haven't you hit that yet?''

I shake my head and say ''Really Puck? I'm not hitting anything because I'm married.''

Puck: ''Rach come on, have yourself a little bit of fun. What's going to happen when we make it big and you have women throwing themselves at you? You gonna turn all them down too? Look I know you love Q and your kids but I know deep down inside you wanna enjoy this whole experience. When we go on tour do you know how many women are going to want roll with us just because of who we are? Let's enjoy this shit Rach.''

I'm thinking about what he's saying and he's right. I should enjoy this. It was always our dream to become the biggest rockstars and take over the music world. Women just happen to come with the territory. It's nothing wrong with living 2 lives is it ? On the road I enjoy myself and when I'm home I'll be with my family. Jenna walks back in and apologizes for taking too long.

Puck: ''I need to take a smoke so I'll be outside.'' He leaves out

Jenna: ''You okay?'' I look at her confused

Me: ''Yeah why?''

Jenna: ''You just look like you have a lot on your mind.''

Me: ''Yeah you could say that, just a little stressed.'' Thinking about what Puck said really got to me

Jenna gets out of her chair and walks behind me. She puts her hands on my shoulders and I freeze.

Me: ''What are you doing?''

Jenna laughs and says ''Calm down, I'm just giving you a massage to relax. I can't let my boss be stressed out.''

Hearing that makes me feel some type of way but I don't really want to tell her to stop. I let her massage me and her hands are perfect.

Me: ''That feels amazing.'' I feel her hands stop and she leans down to whisper ''I think your amazing''

My heart flutters and I have this weird feeling in my stomach. I turn my head to look at her and I look in her eyes and that was a mistake. I leaned up to kiss her and she instantly responds. She's running her hand up and down my body and It feels good but I need more. I break the kiss to stand up and I pull her towards me and kiss her harder than before. I move run my hands down her back and over her ass and I squeeze it. She gasps and I stick my tongue in her mouth. She moans and I feel myself getting more turned on. I pull at hair a little and she moans.

''That's hot'' We hear Puck say and we jump apart. Jenna looks scared that he caught us

''Really Puck? You're an asshole.'' I glare at him

He puts his hands up and say ''Woah Rach I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt but damn that was hot.''

Jenna looks a little embarrassed and says ''I'll let you two talk'' she walks out and goes into her bedroom.

Puck is smirking ''I knew it! So you finally listened to me and decided to have a little fun.''

Me: ''I don't know what happened, I guess I got caught up in the moment.''

Puck: ''Wait til I tell Santana'' He starts laughing

Me: ''Whatever, I need to go check on her.''

Puck: ''Yeah u should.'' He's smiling

I roll my eyes and walk towards Jenna's room. I knock on the door and she opens it. I go inside and we sit on the bed

''I'm Sorry'' We both say at the same time and we laugh.

Me: ''I'm sorry Puck is such an idiot.''

She laughs and says ''It's okay, I kind of shocked though. I thought he would be upset because he's also friends with your wife.''

I hear the word ''Wife'' and I realized that I actually just cheated. What am I doing? How could I do this to my family?

''I have to be honest Jenna, I am attracted to you and you are an amazing woman but I love my family and I never want to do anything to hurt them.''

She looks a little hurt but also understanding ''I get it Rach and I never want to come between you and your family but I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to do it again.''

I'm not really surprised because the way we were kissing not too long ago seemed like we've both been wanting to do that for a while.

Me: ''Believe me I would love to do it again but ….'' I was cut off by her kissing me. I start to kiss back and she starts to pull my shirt off

We stop kissing and stare into eachother's eyes while we take she's taking my clothes off and I'm taking off hers. We both stand in nothing but bra and panties. I throw her on the bed and I climb on top of her. We start kissing again and feeling all over eachother. I move my hands down her body to rub over her panties, she moans…and moans as I continue to rub. She breaks away from the kiss and whispers ''I need you''. I kiss my way down her body until I get to where I'm needed and I kiss her over the panties. She moans and grabs my hair. I look into her eyes as she lifts up so I can pull down her panties. She's very wet and I'm a little proud of myself knowing that I'm the reason. I bend my head down and stick my tongue out on her clit and she gasps and moans. I move my tongue around spelling my name. She's moving around and pulling on my hair whispering ''More please''. I slide 2 fingers in her slowly and pull out. She's moaning louder now. I start moving my finger's fast inside her.

''Feels so good baby'' …. ''Oh god Rach!'' ….''Don't stop'' ''Mmmmm'' …. She's moaning and Yelling

I pump my hands in and out faster and suck on her clit to help her ride out her orgasm.

''Rachellllllllll !'' she's breathing hard and fast. As she relaxes I pull my fingers out. I look at her and see that she still has her eyes closed.

Me: ''You okay?''

She laughs and says " I don't think I've ever felt this way before.''

Me: ''I'm gonna guess by the way you were screaming a little while ago that you have a good feeling.''

She laughs and hits my shoulder. I move up to lay next to her and we look into eachothers eyes.

Jenna: ''It's a great feeling…..But I do believe that it's my turn.'' She smirks and bites her bottom lip as she climbs on top of me.

END OF FLASHBACK

That's how it lead to this. What am I going to do now? I have to go home to Quinn and our kids and act like nothing's wrong. Did I really want to live two lives? Was I letting what Puck said to me mess with my head? Was he right?

''Are you listening to me babe?'' I hear Jenna say and I look at her

''Uhhh yeah, look Jenna I have to meet up with Santana in a hour so Puck and I have to go.'' I say as I get up and start putting my clothes on

''Okay, Do you need me today?'' I really need time and space to think about what I want so I say ''No, not today. I'll call you later though.''

I grab my shoes and walk out of the bedroom. I see Puck sleeping on the couch so I walk over and hit him with a pillow.

Puck turns over and looks up "You're an ass Rach'' I laugh and say ''Get up, It's time to go.''

He gets up and starts grabbing his things. We got everything and Jenna comes out the room in a robe and says ''See you Later''

Puck: ''Later Jenna, By the way you look great in the morning.'' He winks at her and I roll my eyes as she laughs

Me: ''Bye Jenna'' I say as I pull puck out the door. We walk towards the car and Puck stands there by the car on his side smirking.

Puck: ''So did you have fun last night?''

Me: ''Shut up and Get in the car.''

He laughs and gets in the driver's seat. ''I already know you had fun. I heard the whole damn thing'' he laughs ''I knew she was a screamer

I look at him and shake my head ''How can you make jokes right now?''

Puck: ''What?''

Me: ''I have to go home to my wife and pretend nothing ever happen.''

Puck: ''Rach look, Just go home and spend time with your family. Things that happen while away from home are things that stay away from home. Don't think about it. This comes with the lifestyle Rach, Enjoy it.''

I don't know why but I feel like maybe Puck is right. As long as I make time for my family and I keep my real life and my music life separate, everything will be okay. Maybe I can have my cake and eat it too. But is this really who I am? It's who I use to be before Quinn but I promised that when I settled down with Quinn I would be different. Wait ….I didn't call home last night. I always do to let Quinn know where I am and if I'm gonna be at Santana's after the studio. I'm sure she called Santana. Where the hell is my phone? I find my phone and see I have 12 missed calls. 7 from Quinn, 3 from Santana, 1 from Kurt and 1 from my mother.

''SHIT!''

''What's wrong?'' says Puck

Me: ''I missed Quinn's call, all 7…. she's gonna kill me.''

Puck: ''Yeah she's gonna be pissed.''

Me: '' I didn't call home last night and I missed 7 calls. I'm Dead''

Puck: ''Yeah she's gonna kill you''

What the hell? How could I forget to check in at home? Oh yeah, because I was drinking and having so much fun with Jenna. Ughhh what the hell am I supposed to tell Quinn?

Puck: ''Rach, I know your freaking out about Quinn but I kind of need to ask you for a favor''

''What is it?''

Puck: ''Well remember how I was saying last night that Kitty and I broke up?''

Me: ''Mhmm and?''

Puck: ''Well I was staying with her for a while until we got on our feet with the music and ….. I kind of need a place to stay''

I look at him like he's lost his mind. Quinn is already gonna kill me and he thinks it will be okay for him to live with us after what he did to Kitty. Quinn is gonna kill us both.

END OF CHAPTER 2

So I promise the story will get better but I had to do a chapter to show you guys how friends sometimes influence you to do things that aren't always right but eventually Rachel will learn that Santana and Puck are Single, She is NOT. I've NEVER written a Sex scene before so I don't know if it's good enough. There is so much more to go through with Rachel, I promise there will be more Quinn scenes. Next chapter will be a very angry Quinn. Do you think she will let Puck live with them? Lol Do you think she will find out about Jenna or will Rachel feel horrible and decide to come clean? Not anytime soon of course because there's still a lot of dirt to be done Please review. Any Questions or Suggestions please let me know.