What is sadness? Is it just an emotion? Is it just a feeling? What makes a human sad? Why do the feelings fade? Is it just a lie we humans fabricated to explain our thoughts? Sadness is like a thick veil over an impending storm, a sinking ship in the middle of the ocean, a chain tied to your feet or a bird soaring over the horizon. Such emotions such as happiness, anger, sadness, jealousy are unreal, unfeasible, non existent in this material world. We humans cling to these words to explain what cannot be explained. These thoughts change rapidly grow expand change violently or suddenly as if they weren't there. Can these thoughts be contained in a soul? The only physical representation of any of these emotions is pain. Pain lingers onto the soul and body tightly clenching its fists wildly. Pain is the prickle on your skin, the fire so socarching your skin, daggers piercing your heart or the simple throbbing of your heart when you reminisce of an unfortunate memory . Pain is real it is feasible emotions are not. May I ask you something Sebastian?" Turning to my side to peer at him he seemed to have crossed his arms and staring at the ceiling. "Yes my lady? "He replied smirking as he turned his attention to me. Crimson orbs seemed to sparkle and glow with the cracks in the window as the moonlight shined through."What does my soul look like or taste like?"
"Humans call certain dishes delicacies souls are characterized by emotions each emotion anger,bitterness, excitement, joy, lust, greed increase or decrease a souls taste. When the certain ingredients are blended just right that is a delicacy. Of course few humans possess enough ingredients it takes a professional palette and expertise to bring the soul's taste alive." Listening to Sebastian's speech sickened me slightly. Why am I surprised? He's a beast, rambling on and on about eating people quite repulsing but assuring that my soul will be exchange for servitude and revenge.
It's cause you care for him. A distant voice taunted. You like him.
"Shut up" my voice growled as my thoughts transferred to my mouth. "Did I upset you my lady?" Sebastian smirked turning his attention back to the ceiling the white empty patterns carved into the concrete enticed me as well with its hollowed emptiness. "No, I'm just thinking about something"
"Sleep" His voice sounded commanding decisive and rather blunt the words seeped into my voice box coiling around it tightly. Slowly receding my eyelids shut tightly darkness once again engulfed my being. Cannot argue tomorrow is a going to be a long grueling day.