Chapter 3-Tearing Down Her Life

She never fell. She never cried. She never feared. She never regretted. She never got angry. She never, ever forgave.

He never failed. He never swore. He never loved. He never forgot. He never looked back. He never, ever forgave.

So yes, Lesley Lu Spencer made herself care for people she shouldn't. She cared for people she should hate. But that was the one thing Ethan Lovett loved about her. She was never able to hold a grudge. Sure, she got upset. But she never cried. She teared, but never cried.

He called her his gem. Like a stone that lies in prongs on a ring. Held in place, with other gems to support it. He called her his sapphire. He told her endlessly that she meant the world to him. He told her would love her forever, and the day after. He told, she believed. They created something that will take on generations. They made a new life, that led to a new world in his eyes.

He dazzled her in ways she couldn't understand. Like the way he casually stood, with his feet parted. It drove her crazy. And the way he slowly, and casually tucked his hair behind his ear. The way his fingers hooked into her skin. The way he loved her.

She sat on the flimsy lounge chair on the balcony. With her iced tea in the cup holder, and her magazine in her hands. Dressed down in a bathing suit cover that showed her black lace set of panties and bra. She wore a pair of sunglasses on the top of her head, and a flower ring on her second finger on her right hand.

He watched her, trying to be subtle.

He watched as she closed the magazine, and set it down, rose, and grabbed the balcony.

He watched as she put her hand lightly to her slightly swollen stomach. He listened as she spoke.

"I never told you, but I don't think I knew what to say before. But now, I do. See, your what made me realize how much I actually love your father. It's amazing how by simply creating a being can bring two people so close together. I know maybe your too tiny to understand, but I want to tell you, that I love you. Already. I love you enough already to give my life to you. You know, I have a feeling, that you're a little girl, you know that? I'm so sorry if your not, but I just have a strange feeling. Like I've known you my whole life. My life has been a roller-coaster, but see, you're the emergency button. You stopped the ride. And now, I can't wait to get off."

She turned around, and gasped as she saw his beautiful form. In his black wife-beater, and a pair of big, baggy gray sweats. He had that smile on his face, from way back when they first met.


LULU POV

"How long have you been standing there?"

"Long enough to know that you love me more than ever right now."I smiled, and walked closer to him, and grabbed his neck, and he took my bottom lip between his.

I brushed my tongue against his teeth, and dove my tongue in, and backed up back into the apartment. He picked me up bridal style, and walked us to the bedroom.

He kicked the door open, and back closed, and lied me down on the bed.

He continued his assault on my lips, and rose my bathing suit cover over my head, and moved his soft lips to my neck.

I wound my fingers in his thick, brown curls.

He moved to the tops of my breasts, and released them free of my bra. He took one into his mouth, and the other into his hand.

"Uhh Ethann…please, I need to feel you inside me."He smiled, and pulled down my panties. I rose up, and pulled up his wife-beater, and pulled down his sweats, and briefs.

I pulled him back down with me, and pleaded with him.

"Ethan…please."He kissed me forcefully, and gently slid into me.

"Uhh Ethan…fasterr."

He picked up his pace. And, before I knew it, my alarm was beeping, signaling me, it was time for work.

I groaned, and lied there. "I need to take a shower.""So do I. We can conserve water by taking one at the same time." He smiled.

"I like how you think" I kissed him, and got up.


I was filing papers, when the elevator opens, and in walks the man I used to love, and walks over to her desk.

"Hey, what time is the appearance tonight?""Seven." She replies.

When Kate walks in, I find this the perfect opportunity.

"Uhm, Kate, I need to step out for a few hours…is that alright?""Lulu, what is it that's so important that you need to risk the magazine?"

I smiled, and squealed acting excited. "I wanted it to be a surprise, but, Ethan and I are having a baby. Today's my first appointment."

I kept smiling while Johnny just hung his head, and Maxie and Kate just stood there, there jaws to the ground. Okay, so I lied, but I wanted to go and see my beautiful baby daddy.

"U-Uh, Alright Lulu. Take as much time as you need." I thanked her, and made my way to the haunted star.

I had on my sheer black stockings, with a tight fitting green and grey striped sweater dress.

I walked into the main room, and landed my eyes upon him. He looked up, and smiled at me. "Well hello love. How was work?""Good, I got out of it today. I wanted to see you." I smiled.

"Of course you did. How's my little man?"

I wrinkled my nose. "Man? What makes you think it's not a girl?""Oh, I just know. I have feelings.""Oh, I bet you do." I crinkled my nose again.

"Make me a drink?"He shook his head. "No, love. Not while your pregnant. I can do a virgin strawberry stripper though."

I smirked. "Okay."

I listened as he poured whatever he poured into a giant glass full of ice, and handed it to me. "Here you go love.""Thank you." He smiled, as I took a sip. I laughed and looked back at him.

"Tropicana Fruit Punch?""Absolutely not. It's a newest creation." He smiled teasingly.

"Yea, yea. This stuff is all sugar, you know."He looked taken aback. "U-Uh…T-Tracy said it was good for the b-baby. It has vitamins?"I laughed, and leaned onto the bar and touched his lips with mine.

"Yea, but its just sugar. But its good." I smiled.

"My shift is over. You wanna get out of here?""Absolutely." I replied, getting off the stool, my drink in one hand, and Ethan's hand in the other.


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