Chapter 9 - Vile
Sometimes we love because we're lonely. Sometimes we love because we miss someone, and sometimes we love because we actually love.
Ethan carried Lulu to the bedroom, and laid her down on the bed. He continued kissing her forcefully, needing to be with her.
She frantically raked her nails up his back, desperate for connection.
He slipped her tee shirt off without problem, and started a trail of kissed from her jaw line to her breasts. He gently removed the material, exposing her tight, erect nipples to him. He took one into his mouth, and the other into his hand.
She moaned out, and grasped his shoulders tightly.
"Oh, Ethan." She moaned out.
He continued his assault on her chest as she quickly removed his belt buckle.
He trailed his mouth down to her stomach, and slowly undid her zipper. His pace was too slow.
"Ethannn." She pleaded.
He smirked up at her. "Patience, love."
"Mmm." She moaned in disappointment.
He pulled her jeans down with one swift move, and trailed his lips up her long legs to the insides of her thighs. The heat pooling between her legs was becoming unbearable.
He hooked his fingers into the hem of her lace thong, and slowly peeled it down.
He looked into her eyes before lowering his head to the one place she needed him.
He spread her with his tongue, and swirled his tongue around her core.
"Uhnn, Ethan…" She trailed off.
He stuck his tongue into her, and licked at her walls. He pulled out, and then went back in, causing the heat in her stomach to rise.
After he swirled at her clit, she came. He lapped at her, and when he was done, went back to her lips.
"I--Love--You." He said between kisses. She moaned in response.
She pulled down his pants, and boxers, and pulled up his shirt, and he positioned himself at her entrance.
'Ethan…please.' She begged.
He plunged into her, grabbing at her hips.
"Uhhh." She moaned.
"Uh, Lulu." He grunted.
He thrust in and out, until they both came.
"Lulu?" He whispered, holding the receiver to the phone.
She turned and faced him with a confused look.
"What?" She whispered back.
"Holly wants to see Sapphire."
Lulu rose her eyebrows. "Are you okay with that?"
"It isn't up to me love. If you don't--"
"No, I think she should see her. It's fine." She smiled at her husband.
"Yea…okay, see you then."
Ethan hung up the phone.
"Well, this will be quite an experience." He joked.
She giggled.
LULU
I walked into Sapphire's room, it was 2 o' clock in the morning. The lovely duties of parenting. Ethan had gotten up so many times, that I figured that this time I would do it. As I slowly opened the door, I could now here her lamb noises more clearly.
"Shh baby, mommy's here." I said as I picked her up, and sat down in the rocking chair.
She continued to whimper and cry. I got up, and brought her over to the changing table, thinking that maybe she needed a diaper changing. After doing so, she calmed a little, but was still in hysterics.
"Ethan." I whined as I rocked her.
"What's wrong, sweetie, hu/ Are you hungry?"
I walked out of her nursery, and into the kitchen, and got a bottle from the cabinet, and filled it with milk, while I heated up some water. I suddenly realized she wasn't crying anymore. I looked behind me to see what she was doing. It turns out, her daddy showed up.
"Ethan." I breathed.
He looked up at me, half awake.
"Mmm. Hello love." He mumbled.
"I should have known.' I giggled.
He smiled faintly, and sat down at a chair at the table. He held her cradled in his arms. She was asleep in seconds.
"Let's go back to bed. I whispered."
"Good idea." He said.
We slowly walked back to her nursery, not wanting her to wake up again. Ethan gently placed her in her crib, tucking her into the blanket in the process. He turned on her Fisher-Price Ocean Wonders Aquarium Crib Toy. As we walked out, Ethan took my hand, and led me back to the bedroom.
He looked more tired than I think I have ever been. For the past few nights, every single time she would whine, he would get up for her, he said that I've done enough for her, and he should take some responsibility. But this was too much.
"Ethan…I think that for the next few days, I should be the one to get her." I quietly said.
All I heard was a mumble. Today, we were visiting Holly. I couldn't honestly say that I was excited, even though I didn't really have anything against the woman, except how much she hurt Ethan, and my father. Through all of her lies, she didn't turn out to be that bad. I knew Ethan didn't really look at her as his mother, I don't think he ever would. The only 'parents' that he came to love were killed, and no one and nothing, not even blood could replace that.
I wasn't so sure that I wanted Sapphire growing up with a relative like that. To twist her mind, and turn her into a scheming, child. Maybe she could leave soon. Maybe she just wanted to say goodbye to her granddaughter before she left?
Flashback
I walked into the Haunted Star, my dress was ripped at the bottom, my makeup smudged with makeup, my Hair was disheveled, and I had somehow managed to brake one of my heels off of my shoes.
I looked up to see the god of a man that worked there as a bartender.
I watched as his eyes went from hopeful, to horrid in seconds.
"Lulu! Oh my god, are you alright!? What happened to you!?" He shouted.
I sat down at one of the table chairs, and waited for him to come over to me. He kneeled down in front of me, and pushed my hair behind may face with his hands. He held my face in his palms. "Lulu?" He asked, seeing if I was out of it yet.
"That bitch Maxie made out with my lying, cheating, mobster boyfriend." I said angrily.
"How could he do this!? After EVERYTHING!?" I shouted.
Ethan stood up, and pulled me into him. I wrapped my arms around him, and started crying uncontrollably.
I looked over to the man that I could proudly call my husband, and thought back on what a ride my life has been in the pat year.
Between killing Logan, running with Johnny, to meeting Ethan, to getting pregnant with the sweetest baby in the universe, to becoming a Lovett, to finally knowing where I belonged.
Sure, there were times where I didn't want to do it anymore, and just throw in the towel, but every single time I looked at my daughter, it made me realize that life has obstacles. That you sometimes regret, that everybody makes mistakes, but at the end of the day, you get to go home to the people that you love the most.
I walked onto the property of Kelly's diner, and walked toward the doors. I heard a shriek come from behind me, so I turned around.
There she sat. At one of the outdoor tables, with Sapphire in her lap, bouncing her up and down. I turned back around, ready to leave, when she called out my name.
"Lulu!" I turned around to her.
"What?""Ugh, you know, she's getting so big. I just can't believe she's already seven. You want to hold her?"
"You bitch." She was flaunting my own baby in front of my face.
"W-what did I say wrong, Lulu?"
"Ethan may be with you, but mark my words, he does NOT love you." I looked at Sapphire, and she smiled at me, with that big, sweet baby smile.
"Maxie, do you really think she's yours!? Hu? Do you have a sick twisted mind that my little girl is yours?" I questioned.
"You gave her up, I adopted her, she's mine." She spat.
I walked over to her, and slapped her. Sapphire started crying. I took her out of her arms, and started walking away, ignoring Maxie's words.
"She took my baby! She took my baby!"
I shot up in bed, and started hyperventilating.
"ETHAN!?" I screamed.
I got quickly out of bed, and ran into him in the hallway.
He was holding our baby.
I took her out of his arms, and held her close, crying into her back.
"Mommy's never gonna leave you."
I looked up at Ethan. He looked baffled.
He rubbed my arms, and pulled me and our daughter into him.
"Tell me about it?" He asked.
"I had a bad dream." I shook my head.
"It was just a dream, love." He reassured.
"I know. I know." I nodded my head.
He kissed me lightly, and then kissed Sapphire on her forehead.
I held her close, trying to forget about the horrifying dream I had just had.
REVEIW!REVEIW!REVEIW!
