Hi i know this isn't much at the moment but i promise i will update soon xxx

A couple of hours went by and Donnie thought it would be a good Idea to go and talk to her and bring her in since it was getting a little chilly out but when he went outside there was no sight of her so he went inside to go look for her. He walked up stairs and headed to miki's room and noticed her door was wide open and she was nowhere in sight but everything was either thrown on the floor or ripped up so he called for raph and Leo "hey guys come here we may have a problem" he met them at the stairs "what is it don?" said Leo very confused "its miki she's not outside and her rooms a mess but I think she's in the house somewhere we better look for her" "ok come on then what are we waiting for?" said raph running back down the stairs and headed to the kitchen and shouted "well she's not in here" "nor here" said don in the bathroom "I just checked all the bedrooms and living rooms she's not in any" "well is she in the dojo but how could she have gone passed sensei she knows she's not allowed in there when he's meditating" said Leo crossing his arms "well sensei went out for food 2 hours ago so she might be in there" said raph heading towards there but he stopped when he heard a scream come from there so they all ran in "miki you there" and before Leo could say anything else she butted in saying "yeah im fine guys" but she was clearly not she was hanging upside down from there dojo tree by her foot which obviously meant she fell and caught it on a branch "urrghhh why are you hanging upside down in that tree miki" said raph walking up and took her down but she immediately went back up and began to look at a picture of her mother with sensei and her brothers on a beach the summer before she died. "ummm miki is that my picture of mum?" "urrghhh yeah Leo but I was going to give it back promise" "no its fine that you have it but why?" "idiot she's obviously looking at it because of mum jeez" "yeah Donnie's right I just wish I could have met her but that's actually why im staring at it right now" "oh and whys that" said raph leaning against the tree trunk" "well you see...naaaa its fine I will tell you later" she said then she jumped down and began to walk out but Donnie placed a hand on her shoulder and said "hey you promised if we wouldn't tell father about the knife so go on spill" she looked down and huffed "fine well you see I was thinking about mum and I got the picture from Leos room then went up in the dojo tree to think and sensei let me and said he will leave me be and go do some shopping and well I fell asleep and I had another nightmare...and woke up scared and forgot I was on the tree branch and fell off being caught by a branch and then screamed and well hear I am talking to you don" "oh I see and what was this nightmare about then missy" "well raph I was the same one with shredder but this time there was a little bit more after he killed the women of the child he came back and picked me up giving this burn to me saying "One day I will see you again child and that time I will kill you but you will have a choice to make either you can join me and my foot clan later in life or perish like your parents but by then I hope you know what honour is a vow to give it to me like your father who betrayed me" then he picked up the basket with the child and took it to America but a foot soldier knew the babies father and was great friends so he stole her from him and was chased for many days and left her on a door step saying "now child I am leaving you with this man and children since he was great friends with your mother and I know he will look after you but now child always know that you family will always love you but please later in life do not chose the path of the foot and don't let you parents die with dishonour goodbye sweet child" then he turned away and was assinated by the foot and just before I woke up it began to rain and I saw an blurry vision of a man opening the door and placing me down in his kitchen and that's when I woke up" she felt tears down her face "im confused guys what does this all mean its all a big puzzle to me" but before Raph could tell her the truth Leo butted in "uhhhhh nothing miki it means nothing come on lets go get a hot chocolate and watch a movie all four of us" "ok Leo" then she ran out putting on the kettle "WHAT THE HELL LEO WHY DIDNT YOU TELL HER THE TRUTH!" "no Raph she must not know yet look how its affecting her in her dreams how do you think she will react to it being real" "look Raph Leos right we must not do it now she's in a very vulnerable state of mind right now she must not know for her sake" fine but when she finds out she isn't going to be happy" "I know raph ok" said Donnie staring at her through the door way "she looks so happy we cant put her through this right now it just isn't fair" he began to walk off and he saw miki stare at him then smiled at him shyly "here Donnie I got everyone's favourite type butter for you just the way you like it" she said handing me the bowl "awwww thanks my little orange umpalumpa" she loved being called that because he started calling her that 5 years ago ever since the went to see the Charlie and the chocolate factory in the cinemas and she said they were her favourite characters in the show. After Donnie sat down he watched miki run up to her brothers and hand them there bowl of popcorn Raphs was toffee popcorn and Leos was salted then she ran over to me and sat on her other side of the sofa still very cautious around me but still stuffing her face with chocolate covered popcorn and asked raph and Leo to sit in between them which made me kind of upset so throughout the movie he just thought of many ways to bring back her trust in me. when the film was finished she was fast asleep on Raph and Leo picked her up and we put her in bed together Leo bent over and kissed her head saying "night my little daidaiiru" then Raph went over and stroked her head saying "yeah night ginger bear see you in the morning" he then patted me on the shoulder and they left me with her alone "hey squirt I know you probably cant hear me and that's probably why its easier for me to say this but ummm I just wanted to say im sorry im sorry for everything I know I haven't been the best big brother ever i mean i even tried to hit you but i never will and i just wanted for you to know that i will never want to hurt you miki never in you entire life and i hope that one day you will find trust in me again because i love you little umpalumpa and i just want you to love me back and I promise I will never want to hurt you again and i promise to make it up to you one day" he got up and turned to the door after kissing her on her head and tucked her in more but as he got to the door he felt something grab on to his back and hug his neck "you really mean that Donnie" " ha-ha of cause I do munchkin" he swung her over to him and they hugged and she said so quietly and innocent in his ear "well can i sleep with you tonight I don't want to be alone just incase I have another nightmare" he felt her hug tighter to him and he said "yeah of course" so he put her to the ground and made there way to his room when he was met but their father "what is this Donatello why are you both not in bed" "uhhhhh well sensei you see miki had another nightmare today so asked me to sleep in my bed tonight so i said yes i hope that's alright with you father" "well-" "oh please father im scared" said miki gripping tighter to dons hand and as splinter saw this he nodded and said "ok my daughter as long as you comfortable with it and its only for tonight" "ohhh thank you father" she looked up at him with such happiness in her eyes as she thought that she was going to have to sleep in her bedroom that she hated but when he approved she felt so happy and secure. so they both tucked into his double bed and when he fell asleep she heard him snoring gently and she thought 'as long as I shall live I will look after all my brothers and father no matter the cost and I promise to make them proud one day and I will get to the bottom of this dream puzzle I just know it' she let out a big yawn and fell into a deep sleep.

To be continued...