"He just constantly does that; he just conveniently leaves out details that matter. He did not tell me he was married, and then he did not tell me he kissed the nurse. I stepped aside when he was with you, I mean you were clearly the better choice, sophisticated, top-notch world-renowned surgeon, but to go for the nurse. Come on! This was too much."

"And you are pregnant."

Meredith suddenly stopped her rambling, blushed and looked at the smiling Addison, very, very shocked.

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Chapter 4

Meredith was stunned, Addison knows she was pregnant; it was too late to deny it.

"Don't look so surprised Meredith; I guessed you were pregnant I saw you here, all the way from Seattle looking for a OB/GYN. From the sound of your story, my suspicions were confirmed." Addison explained seeing the stunned look on Meredith's face.

"So why don't you lie down and we'll have a look okay?"

Meredith did what she was told and listened to Addison as she went through the check up to make sure everything was fine.

"Well, it looks like everything is great." Addison told her smiling, "Now, you can tell me does the chief know?"

Meredith sighed, "Everyone who matters in Seattle know, except Derek. I got a transfer over at a Cedars, I'm going to start tomorrow."

"I see. Where do you plan on staying?"

"I am going to find a house around here, figured good to invest here, build a home for the baby." Meredith explained.

Addison nodded, "You will be staying here indefinitely, does that also mean, Derek will never know?"

She was determined to stay on track of her plans, even when it is tough, "Yes, I plan of keeping it that way."

Addison understood where Meredith was coming from, before she accepted that Meredith was really the one meant for Derek, she knew it was still a long road for the two, with all of Meredith's issues and hurts from family and Derek. It was inevitable.

"I know a place that Is perfect for you, it's in front of the beach, great place to raise a child."

Meredith felt that the day was full of surprises; she had her baby daddy's ex-wife helping her, "Why are you doing this Addison?"

Addison looked softly at Meredith, "I know what its like to pick up your life and move across the country for a purpose, I've done it a couple of times, I figured it would go better if there was a familiar friendly face to help you."

"Thank you, Addison."

Derek Shepherd walked into Seattle Grace Hospital with a determined outlook on life; he was going to get over Meredith and her issues, he was moving on with Rose. He had dinner with her the night before, they had great conversation, which does not happen too often with Meredith; he had dropped her off her place and left to go back to his trailer, which was another thing that does not occur during his relationship with Meredith. He had missed out a lot on that relationship that he was realizing now on the beginning stages of dating Rose.

Stop it

He was moving on, he should stop comparing. He should just go with the flow, be the one who is open to anything.

"Good morning, Shep."

He was moved out of his reverie when he heard the chief stand beside him in front of the elevators.

"Chief, I did not see you this morning."

Richard Webber looked at his head of neurosurgery from the corner of his eyes, "I came in early had to rearrange the interns assignment."

Derek frowned, "Was there anything wrong with it?"

"No, no, just a few rearrangements, very minor."Richard fibbed.

"I see."

Then they rode the elevator in silence, until the doors opened to reveal Christina Yang and her interns, clearly going up for rounds.

"Good Morning, Chief, Dr. Shepherd."

"Good Morning, Yang."

As Christina walked in the elevator, she glared at Derek, which was a usual occurrence to him, but now he noticed it was longer that usual and her eyes were sad, as if something was taken from her.

Derek also noticed one of Grey's interns a Dr. Carmichael was with Christina, maybe Meredith was off that day, he was not sure, he was not privy to her off days anymore since they had started their S&M meetings.

Stop. You do not have the right to know where she is anymore. You are with Rose, who is bright and delightful and is ready for everything you want. Everything that Meredith is not ready for.