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Chapter 5 THX 4 MY REVIEW RS WHO KEPT ME GOING! MY FIRST 3 REVIEWERS! THX for THE SUPPORT
We broke apart for some air. I gasped just smiled, then he rested his lips on my neck.
I shuddered.
"Am I a good kisser?", he asked, his tongue on my neck, just tracing.
"Yeah", I breathed out. He laughed and pulled back.
"Embry, I barely know you, this was a mistake", I said sadly, I don't want to seem like a a swift movement, He got up and kissed me full in the mouth. My heart beat uncontrollably, my hands seized his shirt, and pulled him forward, while his hands were traveling down my sides, cupping my butt as I stood up. I moaned. I almost pulled his shirt off , but my will power got the best of me. He pulled my shirt off, revealing a white tank top. His hands went up and down my arms. Frustrated, I pulled his t-shirt off too. I gasped at his russet abs, smooth and gleaming. I set my hands over them and kept it there. Embry put his hand on my neck and stroking it. And then he pulled away.
Too soon
"I know you better than you think Jordan", he said kissing my neck. My heart rate got up. He picked up the remote we knocked down and headed towards the door.
"I'll see you later "
"Bye", I murmured, a bit too late, for he had already closed the door. I sighed. My lips were still burning from when his soft lips met her's. I still can't believe I did it, we did it.
That we gotten too far.
He was making me lose my damn -no men- style. I felt angry,how could he kiss me and just waltz out?That really pisses me off you know, just really pisses me off.I felt good though, how his lips were on mine, his hands roaming,I sighed, I should really avoid him. I have to really stop this fucking madness- he'll just break my heart and I'll be Embry isn't that type of guy. No! What the fuck- shut the hell up heart, I never asked you anything! My stomach curled as my brain proved a point, maybe he only wants sex. Or he is a stalker. He said he knows alot about me. I shuddered. Maybe Embry just wanted to make me feel better, just to warm my lips up like a gentlemen.
I need a mute button for my heart.
I sighed, I should avoid him, to make sure I don't look like I remembered this shit-good ass shit-and I won't seem clingy.I felt weird, I was sweating , due to the over heated Embry. I got up from my cluttered hotel livingroom and went to the bathroom.
I reached the bath tub- there was like no shower!, and ran the water. My head was cluttered with these confusing and cryptic things with Embry. I sighed and got out of the room to grab fresh clothes and a towel. My feet seemed to drag on it's own, cuz I wasn't telling it anything. I was shivering by the time I got in the tub.
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2 days later.
I came from work to my newest house, which was only a block from Quil's and Jake's. I felt exhausted . My brain felt clear as soon as I wasn't sick, I got to go to work. On a usual day, I felt a bit bored there, but I needed and excuse not to think of Embry. I hadn't seen him for two days , for that I was glad. I don't want to have to be feeling awkward around him, we made out!I got out of my navy blue uniform, and switched to short- shorts and a tube top. My arms were tired from holding a gun. There was a damn drunk guy I had to stop. Never mess with a drunk dude without a gun. I ran to my kitchen and grabbed a MountainDew,my type of alcohol , and gulped it down. I choked on it as I heard my cell ring. I picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hello? That's all your gonna say to me? Hello?", a male voice said to me.
I laughed,"Hey Cole, Wat's up?"
"The damn air, that's whats up"
"I kinda already knew that"
"Oh yeah, I forgot that your not my little kiwi brained sis anymore"
"Kiwi brained?"
"Yup, that's the most retarded fruit name, so I used it to describe your name"
"That's mean", I giggled, my brother had diffrent ways of looking at things.
"Those were always retarded fruit you know"
"Just like you, right?"
"God, are you deaf? I used it to describe you, not me!"
Did I also tell you I love to piss him off?
"You used it to describe you, not me?", I said, playing dumb.
"Hey! Hey! I got this job over at this damn plae in Seattle"
"Where?"
"I'm working with this fucking genius, well I'm just an assistant"
"Who is it?'
"Uh, Billy Gates- no, Bill Gates"
"Bill Gates?"
"Remember when I went to that tech college thing?"
"Yeah"
"Well when I graduated, I sent a resume and got the damn job"
I wanted to laugh- my bro dressing up? Seriously!
"Congrats big brodda!"
"Yup- your officially retarded", he mumbled on the phone, I laughed.
"When are you coming?"
"A month"
"Then I'll see you in a month"
"OK, bye kiwi"
"Bye retard", I giggled as I hanged up. Then I sighed, who ever was gonna marry him in the future is gonna be really lucky. he's athletic, good looking, kind, hard working, sensitive, funny, and really kind and empathetic.
I was bored, bored to the damn core. I really don't watch t.v,I just really want to see Embry.I threw on a fitted hoodie and boy shorts and grabbed my sneakers and ran outside.I got inside my cruiser and turned the heat on.I was planning to go to Quil's and Jake's house. I felt a bit queasy. I thought of what to say to them when I get there. Will Embry be there? Really, I need to get a hold of myself! I just spent two days of trying to avoid him and then like magic I want to see him?
I'm pathetic.
It wasn't long ride over there, just a block or two. I sighed and looked in my small hand held mirror I kept in the car, and made sure I looked good. I got out and walked up there driveway and climbed their stairs. I took a deep breath and knocked three times. Someone opened the door.
"Hey Ja-, Embry", I stuttered, a blush blooming on my cheeks.
"Hi Jordan, come in", he said, smiling. Grudgingly, I walked inside, I was still in a battle with my heart.
"So what's up?", he asked.
"Nothing- wheres Jake and Quil?", I said bluntly.
"They went somewhere, I'm just watching T.V here, care to join me?", he said.
"No thank you.I just really need to talk to them", I replied, I felt kinda scared to be with him alone.
"Naw come on , stay"
"I gotta leave", I said . He was quiet for a moment.
"Is this because we kissed?"
"What kiss?", I said, playing dumb.
"This kiss", he said roughly. He grabbed the top of my arm and put me against his chest. I wanted this so bad, but my brain told me not to. I jerked away from him, but his grip was to firm.
"Let go of me!"
"No, not until you remember our kiss"
"I do, I do!", I cried, my eyes were full of tears that were threating to spill. He looked me straight in the eyes and remorse filled his. He hugged me for a moment and murmured,"Sorry , please don't cry, it's just that , that memory was really good-I don't want you to forget it."
"Well I do remember it", I mumbled. He smiled and leaned down.I put my hands on his neck to stop him.
"I really want to sit down, I feel kinda weird", I said. He looked a bit disappointed, but nonetheless he hoisted me and brought me to the couch. He placed me so that my face was only inches away from his. Smiling , I moved and now my head was on his chest. He laughed. We were now watching X-Men. I felt my eyes drooping, but he lightly shook me awake. I jerked up and looked at the t.v screen. It was at a kissing part. I blushed as I saw the couple incline their heads. I looked up at Embry. He was just staring at me. Stupidly I grabbed his face and brought it down to mine. Happily, he cupped my face and pushed it to his. Our lips met.
My heart so won the war.