Author's Note:
Hey everyone it's me…. Bre…
Well I first should start by apologizing for taking so long to update…
I have had a whole ditsy of things going on in my life, that it would take forever to list even shortly list (as some of you well know and have seen in emails… sorry for them being super long once again by the way… a old habit of mine I need to kick)
First off I'd like to kick off by asking if you like the story... It's just a quick picture I found, but it's not mine... I'm hoping to have a title picture of my own creation or something I've drawn up soon... It may not be anything fancy as I don't currently have the money to get those fancy painter 2012's that are super cool... But will maybe ask for it for Christmas as I like the trial I tried nad find it's a good way to touch up on drawings nad paintings for online usage... (with a new computer :) (beaming brightly) I can totally do that now:) even brighter)
Well just curious I want to see what you guys think of this picture... I thought it closely looked like her, and if you knew what's comign up well it could be described as a possible hint to the next chapter... even after I thought it fit the dark parts of this story or the dark scenarios perfectly,... But who am I to talk? LOL joking...
Just let me know what you think, please I'm very critical when it comes to matching cover pictures to a story if I'm not already working on a cover picture for it whcih this one I've yet to start on... (Half because I don't know what to do for the cover picture... Few ideas come to mind, but any of your ideas may help... She will be just an fyi around 25 or whatever I said she was aged in the first chapter, so I may perfer her to be that age in whatever I will create for it...) Just let me know..
Oh and thanks EVERYONE... For everything :) :D ;) ;D
Soanyways….
I saw many authors of stories I like in the past due Author notes when they haven't updated in a while or let readers know things…
SO here's my first time trying one…
Well I've got a job, recently I have not been updating at all, and returned home due to money issues at school, I'm not attending communitee college instead, working since February at the cities local Regal Cinema's with 10 theaters, busy place, especially this summer with all the premiers and trainies new coming in, then leaving and we get a lot more… So things have been more then busy… It's humid here for some reason more then it is sunny. I'm more exhausted then usual coming back from long shifts (which I've been getting a lot of lately) back at work so I come home and literally crash. Especially since our big tv's broke, waiting for a friend to fix it… Well I sit in my room to watch it, normally falling asleep on my bed…
Also I've been having computer problems… My computers a 2 year old hp with one to many problems since the start I've had issues around final's week at school, it crashes, or something out of my control happens…. So it's not been the most reliable as of late… I've held back on a lot of stories… And just bought a brand NEW TOSHIBA that is super fast and has all this great stuff from best buy, which I did a match a price thing, and got a great deal… Well anyways I will soon have that good to go all my stuff transferred over… SO here's to hoping and praying nothing goes wrong and everything works wonderfully "CROSS FINGERS EVERYONE" Please do.. I'm sick of computer problems deleting stuff on my newer stories or from my notes (where I often write the rough drafts of upcoming chapters I'm not yet at or something like that)
To answer all your questions I know many of you have been dying to know… Yes I will update soon.. I'll aim for September at the latests… But I don't know how far back my trip from August 8-18 in Santa Rosa will push me… Good news.. Is so far that I know my aunt and uncle don't have wireless, so I have to rely on land line (this time I'll take a cord.. Or I hope I will)
But good news is even if I don't, I can just sit back relax and work on this story at night…. Since last year I was stressed out not having internet to search up stuff, with all the stories up my sleave now I'm positive I'll be busy just typing…. Plus I can just use my AT&T Android for looking up on the web…
I have to admit, the next chapter will include rape. As for what I wrote before it's hard looking back and trying my best to correct it sometimes.. I've used some fanfictions writers advise when it comes to those kind of stories and scenes, people who inspired me that I could make the sceen in a story that was going to include it and already wrote incredible stories with such scenes that yet made you feel for the character while well thought out on how it's written… I'm not a fan of writing anything related to sex since I was born and raised conservative yet I find some of my stories based on others life experiences of those who inspired all around me and who helped me grow into the girl I am today able to see the world and it's wrong while helping those who have faced or scene the worst this world has to offer… It all has led me to write of such… So I'm trying my best to give you the best chapter I can… Talking about this I should note that it no longer is as iffy or hard to write or speak about since my classes do surround crimes of the such (criminology) and I have adapted my writing skills so I know what I'm limited to write about have made more constructs for myself of what ideas when relating to such could go to far or be out of character…. looking at the chapter I can face it better then a year ago as I used to be hesitant on such… So hopefully it will be a good chapter that you all will all like…
Even with the darker tones it will have…
The story is going lighten up for a bit before returning to the dark details… Just thought I'd let you know… And for the most part I have some kinks I need to work out before I post the next chapter whether for chapters already posted, the following or chapters after that… Just certain things in the story line before I get the ball rolling again…
Well hope you have an awesome day…
Questions? (I have answers)
Requests?
Ideas?
Feel the need to talk?
I'm all ears and will message you most often right after you message me…. SO go ahead if you feel you want, need or have something you'd like to talk to me about… I'm here all the time (well my emails always up so I always get the messages right away)
Thanks for everything, you've all been such wonderfull reviewers and readers… I hope you continue to enjoy the story as it comes.
TILL SEPTEMBER….
I'll see you around! ;)
CIAO!
~Breanna~
(AKA )
P.S. Have one incredibly amazing summer ;) Thanks Bye!