Sid and I walk into the apartment and I'm still pissed off. The problem is that I really can't say why. This incredible man wants me to have the freedom to spend time with my incredible daughter and not have to work. It sounds like every woman's dream. So why am I so angry?

I go into the kitchen to make lunch while Sid puts Lizzy on the couch to finish her nap. When he's done, I hear him come in the kitchen and sit on a bar stool.

"Are you going to tell me why your upset?" He asks me.

This hits my nerves so I spin and say "what do you mean?"

"I thought that I was suggesting something that you'd want. I mean, you quit your job without us even talking about it and now you're pissed that I'm suggesting you stay at home. What the fuck Cat?"

I start to yell back at him but then catch myself. Sid looks more frustrated than pissed and that stops me from snapping back. I lean against the counter and pause before I answer him.

"I don't know what's wrong Sid. I'm sorry. I really don't know what's bothering me about this, really."

Sid sighs loudly, stands and walks over to me. I look up at him and then walk into his arms.

"Just tell me what you're thinking or feeling Cat."

Now it's my turn to sigh because I don't know how to answer him. What am I feeling?

"Sid, it's weird. I want to stay home with Lizzy and focus solely on her. It's a relief not to have to leave her all the time."

"But?"

"You know, I think it's when you say that I can stay home and do nothing that I get upset."

"Babe, is it because you aren't independent anymore? That you'll be financially depending on me?"

That's when it hits me. He's right. He's absolutely right. Maybe not so much about the money but I learned never to depend on anyone to take care of me and never to take care of Lizzy.

"Sid, it's not as much about the money as it is everything else. I've never been able to depend on anyone before so I never did. I guess no matter how much I think my past is behind me, it can sneak up on me."

"Oh babe, I get it, really. You need to do whatever you need to do. If it's a job, fine, or school, great. Whatever you do, I really want to go to Nova Scotia in the summer for at least a little while."

I know how important going home is to Sid. That he's offering to cut down the time we spend there touches me deeply.

"Sid, I want that as much as you do. I also love the idea of spending more time with Lizzy and being able to do things with her including play dates with her best friend Lola."

Sid smiles down at me and asks "you're sure?"

"Positive. I was freaking over nothing. I guess I'm still struggling with my past every so often."

He kisses my lips softly and it quickly heats up. It was really a fight but I'm all for make-up sex anyway.

Sid picks me up onto the counter and steps between my legs. His lips open on mine and he slides his tongue over mine as he pushes closer to me. I can feel the zipper of his jeans, and what's beneath it, straining against the thin layer of my yoga pants. I shiver when his hands slide under my shirt and find the bare skin of my lower back. I grab at his ass and pull him even closer. Sid groans into my mouth in response which has me clutching him even tighter. His lips abandon mine and take nips of my jaw then neck before his tongue follows to sooth. Again and again, I feel his teeth sink into my flesh and then his tongue and soft lips play over it. I move my hands up his back, over his shoulders and then stop to knead at the hard muscles there. Again his lips find mind for a mind blowing, searing kiss. Sid's hands have dipped lower now and into my pants. His fingers pull and push at the flesh he finds thanks to my g-string. I feel Sid getting harder and straining further against the zipper of his jeans. The only thought that continues to run over and over in my head is 'more.'

I slide one hand between us and cup him through his jeans. I squeeze and Sid groans loudly into my mouth and then bites my lip. I grip harder and feel him grow larger. God, this man is so hot. I love the way his body responds to my touch even through his jeans and shorts. His hand slides over my hip, waist and then dips inside the front of my pants. My hips shift to give him better access and beg for his touch. He doesn't make me wait long as I feel one finger slide between my folds, linger slightly over my clit and then quickly push inside of me. I cry out at the sudden pleasure I feel. I didn't expect him to be so fast and penetrating. It might possible make me drip over his hand.

"Mommy? Are you ok?"

The sound of Lizzy's question from the other room has us pulling apart like caught teenagers. I have to pause to keep from laughing out loud. That kid has the worst timing. Or maybe it's the best timing given how far we just went in the kitchen.

"Yeah sweetie" I reply. I'm fine and I'll have lunch ready in a few minutes."

Sid looks pained and, looking down, I can see why. He is fully hard and about ready to blow. He rolls his eyes, quickly kisses my brow and goes down the hall toward the bedrooms. I hear our door close and then the bathroom door too. I guess he's not taking any chances of Lizzy knocking while he's taking care of business.

I have lunch ready when he comes back, flushed but much less pained, and carrying Lizzy. We play Wii after lunch. Sid bought Lizzy a few games and her favourite is the dancing one to his utter dismay. Sid hates dancing and Lizzy wants to play it all the time with him. I'm just happy that the games he bought are active ones so that we can do them as a family and it's not simply sitting on the couch with a controller. After an hour, we're all pretty tired and cuddle on the couch to watch a movie. Since Lizzy and I are both so small, we're all able to lay on the couch together and snuggle. Lizzy is out quickly. I don't know that she makes it through the first scene of the movie. Of course that means that Sid and I can watch something else but we do choose a PG film in case Lizzy wakes up. There is nothing PG about the way Sid's free hand is exploring my body. He might have taken care of his 'problem' earlier but my body has been wound tight since our kitchen fun. It has been begging me for a release since that moment and Sid isn't helping me much right now.

"Sid, you have to stop" I tell him and hear him chuckle. I grab his hand and repeat "you have to stop. Lizzy is right here and I'm going to scream in frustration if you keep this up."

He presses his hand to cup me between my legs and simply holds there. His hand doesn't move or even apply pressure, he simply possesses what, I guess, is his. I feel a thrill go through me at that thought. I guess I should be more of a modern woman but I like the way it feels to be his in every way possible. I feel Lizzy begin to stir and Sid moves his hand, kisses my temple and says "later." Another shiver goes through me at that one word promise.

Unfortunately, later takes forever to come. When Lizzy wakes up, we walk to the local park. It's busy since it's a beautiful day and spring is letting us know that it's here. We only need light jackets and everyone is running around and enjoying the sun. Lizzy spends a lot of time on the swing begging Sid to push her higher and higher as I say silent prayers that she doesn't fall. It's not possible with the swing's bar in front of her but a mom's worry isn't always logical. When Lizzy begins to wane, we walk back to the apartment and she rides on his shoulders. I notice a few people taking pictures of us as we walk home. Every time, Sid looks at me and apologizes.

"I'm sorry babe" he says.

"It's ok, really. I have to get used to it at some point I guess so it might as well be now."

We decide to order in for dinner from our favourite Italian restaurant. Lizzy loves her pasgetti with balls. Sid takes a few pictures of her with sauce all over her face, in her hair and covering her clothes. Her bath follows directly after dinner to hose her off. Lizzy wants Sid to tuck her in tonight so I go into our bedroom and start folding the clothes that were just washed. When Lizzy is asleep, Sid comes into the bedroom and sits with me on the bed to fold clothes. This is the first time that I've ever seen him fold clothes and I can see why.

"What?" he says.

"Nothing" I reply.

"You're smirking" he says.

I guess I am. "I've never seen you fold clothes before and I can tell why" I tell him while pointing to the shirt he just folded.

"Yeah, my mom did it, or my billet family. Then I took it to the dry cleaner. You know you really don't have to do this Cat. We can take it to the laundry."

"Seriously? I'm not going to pay to have our clothes washed. I don't care how much money you have; it's silly."

He shrugs and goes back to his folding.

"That doesn't mean that you need to help me Sid."

"You're going to refold it aren't you?"

"Well" I say and shrug.

Sid simply shakes his head, gets off the bed and goes to the bedroom door. I'm surprised when he shuts it and turns a lock.

"When did we get a lock on the door?" I ask.

"When our daughter decided to join us in the shower" he says and makes me laugh. "I talked to Duper and he told me which one to buy so that kids can't lock themselves in."

Again I laugh and go back to the laundry. Sid walks back to the bed and puts all of the laundry, including the stuff I already folded, back in the basket.

"Sid! Now I need to refold everything!"

He climbs onto the bed and pushes me back until I'm lying flat with Sid beside me. He kisses my lips once, then his hand slides from my check, over my neck, breast where he flicks my nipple and then down over my stomach. His hand doesn't stop now. It runs inside of my pants and g-string then directly between my legs where two fingers enter me. The suddenness of this move takes me by surprise. Sid never directly touches me there. We always kiss and touch and build to this point. His actions are aggressive and he looks fierce which takes my breath away. I may only be slightly damp, I've been like that since our kitchen fun, but I'm quickly getting wet and wetter. Sid isn't often aggressive but I love it when he is because it's so hot knowing how much he wants me.

He stares directly into my eyes as his fingers begin to move. I expect him to pump or slide to my clit but instead he adds a third finger and I feel him circle and stretch. It's just enough pressure that it's slightly uncomfortable but not painful. Sid's eyes never leave mine and the look in them has me shivering and almost shaking. His fingers leave me and I whine, actually whine, when he takes them out of his pants. I watch with fascination when he lifts them to his lips and tastes. Oh fuck. He strips my yoga pants off and then pushes my legs apart. He parts my folds so that he can slide his fingers back inside of me. They slip in easily now and push as far in as they will go before he pushes up at the wall. It takes me right off the bed and crying loudly out. I don't even know what I'm saying but I shout over and over as he increases the pressure on that one spot. I've never been so grateful for his long fingers in my entire life. He moves to my clit and rubs until my orgasm over takes me. I'm unconscious for a few moments and unable to focus on anything.

When I'm conscious again, I realize that it's not enough. I've been achy all day, at least since lunch, and in need of a release but this wasn't enough. I feel heaviness between my legs and know that I need more. It's almost painful how much I need my next release; one wasn't nearly enough. Quickly, I push Sid back and straddle him before stripping of my shirt and bra. That's when I realize that I'm naked and Sid is wearing all of his clothes. I make quick work of his jeans and then he sits up so that I can strip off his shirt. Inspired, I slip off of the bed, pulling Sid to the sit on the edge and kneel between his legs. I can't wait to take care of him before he takes care of me, again.

She kneels in front of me and runs her hands up each of my thighs then back down again. She continues that way, up and down and up and down. She changes so that her nails are scraping at my skin and my dick twitches. She smiles again knowing exactly what she's doing to me. Cat's hands move so that they touch my dick. Her fingers outline it growing harder. As she strokes me, she leans in and kisses my neck; first on one side and then on the other. Her lips travel lower and she kisses and licks at my chest, nipples and then lower. With a last smile up at me, she travels lower. Her nimble fingers are still stroking me. She takes me in hand and gives me little licks on the tip. Her tongue feels so good. Her hand lightly strokes me as she licks at the tip. I groan out loud when she takes the whole tip in her mouth and sucks at it. I'm overwhelmed by the different sensations. Her hand is stroking, her lips are sucking and her tongue is running around the tip. Fuck, she knows exactly what I like and exactly how to drive me crazy. I use my hand and slightly shift her so that I can watch as she sucks me off. Those lips, plump from my kissing, look incredible wrapped around me. I am watching her and it turns me on even more. Fuck, she knows exactly what she's doing.

Just when I don't think that I can take anymore, she reaches up with her free hand and begins to stroke my balls. I don't know how she is able to touch me everywhere at once but she's doing it and I'm coming apart. I want to cum deep inside her and feel her orgasm surround me so I pull her up. She looks at me quizzically and I pull her so that my mouth is in her ear. She shivers when she feels my breath; I know exactly what she likes too. "I want to cum deep inside you babe. I want to be balls deep inside of you." I pull back and her eyes are wide open on mine and a smile grows on her lips. I take those lips and crush mine to them. I tilt her head so that I get better access to her mouth. My tongue sweeps her mouth and then I take her bottom lip between my teeth. I nip just hard enough for her to cry softly and then I sooth it with my tongue. I can't help crushing my lips to hers again.

I push her up until she's standing in front of me now beside the bed and I take one breast in my mouth. I suck at her nipple and then nip at that with my teeth too. She cries out my name and my dick twitches again. I feel pre cum on the tip and just pray that I'll last. I move to the other nipple and repeat the suck and nip. Her hands are in my hair now holding me to her. I continue with one breast and then the other; back and forth between each until her hands fist in my hair and pull my head back. Before I can object, she's crushing her lips to mine again. My hands travel to her ass and massage the soft skin and muscles there. I separate her cheeks and her legs widen for me. We continue to devour each other's lips and I slide one of my hands down her leg then up the inside of thigh. I slip my hand up between her legs and feel her from front to back and then front again. Fuck, she's dripping again. I push my thumb on her clit and she moans right into my mouth. I can't believe how huge her clit is and so sensitive too from her last orgasm. I push again and she leans heavily on my shoulders as she cries out again.

I grab her waist and throw her on the bed slamming inside her at the same time. She screams out. I am having trouble controlling myself but she's right there with me so I keep thrusting. She continues to moan and cry out. I want to feel a different angle so I get up and kneel then push her onto her stomach. Pulling her hips up to me, I thrust into her again and get even deeper at this angle. I'm so close, too close to wait for her much longer so I reach under her and push on her clit again. Her orgasm starts as she screams out my name. I let go and enjoy my own ride. When I can finally think, I collapse beside her with only a last minute thought preventing me from falling on her. I can finally open my eyes and I look at her. I can't see her face so I brush it from her face and there is a brilliant smile there.

I can't help but say "I'm not nearly done with you yet."

I get up from the bed and grab one of my ties before making my way back to the bed. She lifts an eye brow at me and says "really? Have I mentioned how much I love your stamina?"

That makes me smile and I motion for her to kneel on the bed. She does and I put the tie on her eyes again. "Don't move, not a bit" I say after I lay her back against the pillows. Quickly, I run to the kitchen and get what I need.

Back in the bedroom, I see that she's stayed where I told her to and I pause a moment to look over her well used and beautiful body. It's no wonder I get ideas when I can touch and love a body like that.

I set one of the bowls on the bed and straddle over Cat. I slowly start kissing her cheeks and then down her neck. She nuzzles and sighs into me. While I love my Cat soft, that isn't what I want tonight. I slide down her body until I can situate myself between her legs. I'm holding myself up so that I don't crush her which means I can only touch her with my lips and tongue; but, I'm managing just fine. I slide lower on her body so that I can taste her breasts. First, I move my tongue around one to taste the nipple and then kiss every inch of her breast. Her skin is so soft here. I take that nipple into my mouth and suck on it then run my tongue around it the way she loves. I move to the other breast and give it all of the attention it too deserves. I play with her nipple between my thumb and finger as my lips move lower on her body. I kiss across her flat and smooth stomach but leave it soon after for my true goal.

I settle between her legs and push them far apart so that I can see her. I simply can't get enough of tasting her, touching her and making her cum. I reach for the whipped cream, look up and see that she's propped on a pillow with the blindfold on and it makes me hard again know that she has no idea what I'm going to do to her. She's biting her lip. I dip my finger in the whipped cream and spread it over her. She shivers at the cold and her hips rotate up. I just watch the way the cream settles against her hot skin. Some has slid onto her thighs so I lick it up there but that's as far as I go. Cat begins to whimper and her hips move again. I see some cream drip onto her other thigh so I lick at it there while looking up at her. She might bite clean through that lip. She's mewing and whimpering now. God, she's so fucking hot.

Cat moves her hips again but I stay watching her. There is a long drip now down her thigh so I start at the bottom and lick all the way to the top stopping short of where I want to go but I'm not done teasing her yet. She moans and tries to move but I'm holding her thighs open now.

I use my fingers to open her up wide for me and then I lick the cream off of her. First I use little licks that tease her. Then I use a couple of long licks with the flat of my tongue along the length of her. I open her up even further and focus on her clit for a while. First more whip cream and then I use my tongue to flick at first, the light and feathery kind, then I push down with my tongue and suck with my lips, alternating back and forth. I continue until all of the whip cream is gone. She begins to cry and moan loudly now. She's still so sensitive from her last orgasm or maybe the one before. I want to make it up to her that she's been frustrated all day and I haven't been able to give her this release.

God she tastes so good with the whipped cream and that taste that is uniquely her. I know she's getting close. Her clit is huge now even though it was already big from her last orgasm. The whipped cream has been replaced by her juices. I use my fingers to continue playing with her clit while I slide my tongue inside her fast. I lap up inside of her while my fingers play. It doesn't take long before she's thrusting into my face and I feel her inside walls begin to shake. Her orgasm rips through her as I continue to ride it.

It's not enough for me so I quickly slide up her body, pull her hands over her head with one of mine and push deeply into her. She pushes her legs wider so that I can go even deeper. This is exactly what I wanted; this is exactly what I wanted to do with her, to her. She's blindfolded, can't move her hands and she's crying out my name as I continue to thrust inside her. Her entire body is tight getting ready for her next orgasm or maybe still up from her last. I didn't give her much of a chance to come back down before taking her again. I continue to thrust hard in and out and I know I'm going to cum soon. At least I have the presence of mind, who knows how, to make sure she cums first. Then a few more thrusts and I'm gone, absolutely unconscious.