Alright chapter four, I'm enjoying this so far hopefully you are as well.

Disclaimer: Don't own anything but Zhane and the plot, the rest belongs to Capcom.

Warnings: yaoi, cursing, and slight spoilers for RE5

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The Enemy of my Enemy is thy friend.

It's been roughly a week since I first arrived here and it hasn't gotten better. My inner sarcasm seems to have a mind of its own, mostly due to that stupid serum. I'm a monster, more animalistic then human, especially when I'm ticked like right now. I'm stuck in my room which also happens to be a containment cell. It isn't much different then my little apartment room but still that felt cozier then this place.

My hearing is ten times better then a dogs I've found as well as my sense of smell, at least though I'm able to turn that off and on when ever I want, not to mention my eye sight It is pretty cool, but this is wrong. I joined S.T.A.R.S and now the BSAA to stop this from happening. But I end up turning into the very thing I've tried to destroy.

I'm not completely a monster though. Not like Wesker, can't doge a bullet or move super fast which seems to piss off Dr. Zhane. Screw him.

"I'm starting to wonder if you really want to"

Oh yeah and now I talk to myself, WHOO! - Not. That's bad; except he-I cringe giving it an actually form- knows what he's doing, when to hold back, or when to charge, what to smell what to stay the hell away from. He's also what's preventing me from attacking Dr. Zhane, he puts me in a frozen state, and the good doctor has noticed it as well. He doesn't come down as often any more.

"Hah"

"I need a blood sample"

Darn it I hadn't even heard him coming to deep in my thoughts scared the crap out of me.

"Why?"

I wasn't on friendly terms with him at all; even so I went to walk only to stop myself thinking he was going to hold me back only he wasn't. Right I almost forgot he listens to the doctor.

"Because I need to do some tests see what's happening inside."

I cross my arms "Come and get it."

This was stupid to say because the minute he came in I felt myself being locked into place before I could do any damage to him.

'Why must you be so violent, can't you just behave like a good puppy and play nice? It's rather childish of you to keep fighting him like this. I'm telling you you'll like the reason why he's done what he's done, or at least like what this allows us to do now.'

At least he replies in my head and not out loud, that would be slightly embarrassing.

"There, that wasn't so hard now was it?"

With that he turns around and locks the door behind him. When the heck had he started? Must've been when motor mouth started yapping away about some stupid reason.

"Regardless it was still wrong what he helped to do to those people, and what he's done to me, it's against the law."

I rolled my eyes, or rather he did. I turned away from the mirror I'd forgotten to mention, I've already tried to smash it he stops me, knows what I plan to do with it.

A few minutes later my curiosity gets the better of me.

"What did you mean?"

Talking to myself- and having it reply- isn't really a habit I had wanted to pick up. And after a few growls and slams at the door people stopped laughing and started lowering their heads when they had the misfortune of walking past my cell.

I turn back to the mirror and search my eyes for any sign of him, I start smirking. Found him!

"What?"

And now he's talking out loud, when he speaks my voice sounds deeper, scarier almost like I'm crazy and should not have been allowed out of the mad house. It gives me the chills the way he makes me sound.

'Earlier, when he was taking my blood what did you mean?'

I figured even though the point is mute, that I still don't want to sound like I'm having a chat with myself like its tea time, so I answer inside my head.

"Oh, I can't tell you it would ruin the surprise."

With that I raise my eyebrows and give a smile that belongs to a cat that caught a very unlucky canary. He even makes me look crazy and evil; the fact that I know it isn't me does nothing to squash the thoughts that say I can still do that, the fact that I even can do that is bad enough.

I roll my eyes for myself this time.

'How can you mange to keep secrets from me? Where in the same body, we share a brain how can lock what ever you know away from me?'

"Because you have no idea that you know this secret, look I can't say any more or he'll hear us, look it's for our own good he doesn't know. But if I let you in on it then I risk having him find out as well."

'Oh, look if this is something bad I'm going to plead insanity in court. '

He rolls my eyes once more and gives me a sly smile in the mirror before he leaves. By that I mean it's like a connections been lost, or when you're sleeping in bed next to someone and you're huddled together staying warm but then they leave and in your sleep you know something's missing. Well that's the way it feels when he disappears or what ever it is he does.

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"So what are the results?"

Zhane's body gets a little tighter as he struggles to control his anger.

"Look like I told the last ten times you've asked, the results aren't. Ready. Yet."

Excella rolls her eyes and saunters towards Zhane who is leaning over a microscope and writing on a clip board simultaneous.

"Sweetie, need I remind you that I have limited time, Wesker's getting anxious and he already has his suspicions."

She continues off handedly while leaning over the table on one arm and slightly curling Zhane's hair with her other fingers.

"He wants to start a new world, make everyone perfect. He'll succeed at it too, if you don't beat him to it."

Zhane slowly lifts his head from the microscope and glances up at Excella.

"What do you mean?" he struggles to control himself, sometimes- well most times she can get on his nerves quite easily.

"Oh nothing, just that I'd try to get quicker results if I wanted to beat him."

"He's super human, how do I beat that"

He says dryly and returns to his work.

"Hmm, I wonder"

With that she gets up only to sit in a chair next to him, hikes up her dress a tad, revealing nothing but at the same time exposing everything.

"Oh shit."

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"How could you?"

"Poor, poor Chris, all alone. Always wanting to be the hero, well guess what armored knight chivalry is dead."

"How could you Wesker I trusted you, your own squad. You formed S.T.A.R.S for the purpose of experimenting didn't you?"

Raising the gun so it's level with his face pulls the safety.

"Christopher, if you aren't going to shoot you keep your gun holstered."

"How do you know I won't pull the trigger?"

"Because."

With in a matter of seconds the gun is knocked out of his hands and he's pressed up against the wall by his throat and glaring down at Wesker who shows no emotion.

"I know you Chris, and that in the end is how I will kill you. I know how you act what you'll do to help others what you'd sacrifice for them."

Chris is slowly loosening his grip on his hand, slowly suffocating to death.

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"What, what's wrong? What did you find?"

"It's going to kill him."

"What?"

"The virus, it's slowly killing off all his red blood cells then his white, till it destroys his whole body."

"Fix it"

"How am I supposed to do that, there is nothing that I can do. This was all just a waste of time."

"No, sweetie it wasn't we can still win, just let him lose now let him figure it out on his own. Speed things up"

"Just let him go now, we don't even know if he can fight him and win of all things"

"Zhane there is nothing else we can do; besides you said after he was done you would terminate him anyway now you don't have two. Four words, two bird's one stone."

He sighs but knows he'll give in; the idea isn't that bad really.

"Alright, I'll let him go, but first he needs to know what he's supposed to do"

" Just remember to tip them off about Africa alright?"

She says with her sly smile and Zhane simply nods his head and walks off.

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A few minutes prior

I wake up gasping for breath, that felt so real and now I'm stressed wanting to punch something run around anything to get rid of this feeling of complete hate and anger, I never felt this deeply about him, never wanted him dead this strongly.

'That's because your programmed to now, or at least that's what the serum was for, listen I don't have time to explain just get close to the door and listen closely to the women's voice, memorize it.'

I don't have any time to protest because he's controlling my feet and yanking me towards the door I press myself as close as I can and concentrate on finding a female voice.

"She's talking to Zhane"

I nod, and try to find his voice and then I hear hers, it's accented and light. I concentrate solely on her voice playing it over and over until I'd never be able to forget it.

And that's when it hits me, what there saying they're going to release me, only to destroy what?

"What are they talking about?"

"Don't worry about it alright just memorize her voice don't forget it."

He snaps at me.

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Present time

"You know Wesker right?"

At the mention of his name my body heats up and this uncontrollable urge to attack comes over me, and strangely he lets me, probably because it's not directed towards Zhane.

"Yeah, I know him, I wish I didn't but I do"

"You want him gone right? So do I and you know the whole enemies of enemies sticking together thing?"

"I guess, yeah"

"I've given you the ability to beat him."

"What I'm going to sniff him out and listen him to death."

He laughs silently "No I'm not sure what you're going to do, that's for you to figure out."

With that he ends the conversation by knocking me unconscious again.

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A few hours later I wake up in a room that looks quite familiar in fact I live here,

"I'm home"

A startled gasp from my right alerts me to another presence with in the room.

"Chris, are you up?"

'You remember her right dolt? Claire your sister; what about that voice you still know that lady's voice'

I nod as an answer to the both of them.

"Hey Claire"

She smiles at me brightly before punching me in the arm.

"Ow" accompanied by that frozen feeling.

"You had me worried sick, what happened?"

'Why are you holding me back I'm not going to attack my baby sister.'

'Just a precaution, jeeze just looking out for you. I know you'd never intentionally harm but your different now your body is going to respond differently as well.'

"Chris are you even listening to me?"

I sit up gingerly the room is slightly spinning.

"Sorry Claire it's been a rough couple of days."

"What happened, I called a couple days and you never answered, I call your work they haven't heard from you I got worried, so I came over here and nothing seemed to be amiss except for you?"

"Sorry I just wanted to get away from it all, relax you know. Sorry I just took off without explaining or anything."

"Oh, You had me so worried" She looks about ready to cry but then pulls herself together and smiles' that one smile that says she's angry but forgives you none the less.

"I didn't mean for you to get scared or worried about me. Hey I can handle anything."

'That's truer now then ever'

It can be very hard trying to hold a conversation while another voice in your head inputs random things.

"Are you hungry, we could go grab a bite to eat and stuff?"

"Sure that sounds like a great idea."

I give her a genuine smile as I get off the bed and stretch.

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We had made our way to a local diner, family friendly.

"Hello, how many?"

The lady behind the cash register had bright pink hair that was placed in a ponytail, and she was popping gum loudly, her smile and attitude was really happy.

"Uh just two"

"Okay right this way" she walks off to a side booth and we both follow after her.

"Here you are and your waitress will be with you shortly." With hat she walks back up to the front and we both sit down.

"So what are you going to have?'

"The bacon and cheese omelet oh with mushrooms " She replied (A/N: My favorite dish right next to the French toast at Ihop)

"Ok, I'll get French toast."

With that settled we waited for our waitress to come and we ordered our food. It was at this time though that a family had just been seated to the right of us. Had a newborn baby and a two year old and three year old as well.

All of a sudden I got this over whelming feeling that I wanted one that I'd love to be a dad.

'That would be impossible, the only reason you want one now is because of me, ignore that feeling.'

'What do you mean?'

We had started a conversation my head and every once in awhile I looked back over at that family. They looked so happy, so carefree like the end of the world wasn't near. For some reason I was jealous only because I'd never get that I'd never be able to relax and just forget about all this.

'This feeling is somewhat of a side effect.'

Before I could ask about other side effects our food was delivered and we eat in companionable silence.

After we were done I paid for the meal and we left , Claire had wanted to walk around the park for a little bit show me how much they spruced it up since I've been gone.(A/N: remember from the first chapter that he had been away before he was kidnapped.)

I followed after her.

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The park was teaming with little kids and families, now normally this wouldn't bother me but with this new, what ever inside of me it was starting to make feel depressed. All these kids, some were swinging, flying kites, eating ice cream under tress some were climbing them; the one thing they all had in common was that they were smiling and having a great time.

Eventually Claire caught on to my mood.

"Chris what's wrong, the food not agree with you or something?"

"Naw, I'm just- I don't know seeing all this it makes me wonder you know if I hadn't become a S.T.A.R.S would I have a family right now? Don't get me wrong I liked it up until, you know Wesker.

"Chris it's not too late, you could still find the perfect girl or guy." She said the latter as more of after thought.

I stopped in my tracks.

"What are you talking about? Even if I was into guys-'who are you kidding'- how would we have a kid, I want one of my own, blood related you know?"

Chris, I'm your sister you'd think I'd know if you were gay, and I don't care if you are its okay. Well there is always a surrogate mother, they inject them with your sperm and-'

"Alright you know never mind how you know this, I'd actually have to be here to get into a relationship and then raise the kid as well."

"I watch TLC(1), and besides you could always quit, they wouldn't think less of you. Chris you've already done so much."

"Claire, I couldn't just stop, not after I know what's going on out there, I couldn't just give it up. I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. Look I know that you are just trying to help and I'm the one that was getting all weird about it let's just forget this conversation and head home alright?"

She just gives me a sad smile and then nods her head. "Alright yeah."

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After I made sure she got back safely I headed back to my crappy place and as I was walking back I kept replaying our conversation in my head.

'You know, she doesn't have a bad idea, but would you really want to risk bringing in a new born into this world, it isn't safe yet. These thoughts can wait till after you have successfully gotten rid of him.'

"Yeah and how exactly am I supposed to do that?"

I nearly shout out, few other passerby's looked back at me in alarm and I just brushed passed them and into the apartment.

'Don't you worry about that, I know what I'm doing.'

'Yeah but you have my body, what are going to do with it. Can't you tell me that secret now or what?'

I don't receive a reply, but I know he's still there. It's at this moment that my cell rings. I had left it on the dresser next to the bed and lunged for it.

"Hello, this is Chris"

"Redfield, we have received in anonymous tip about Africa, sending you in to check it out, you'll meet with a partner there."

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Alright if I do make this an Mpreg I'm not going to have Chris show signs, I saw an actual thing on TLC I believe about how these women didn't know they were pregnant and one of the things was that they didn't have morning sickness or gain weight. I might make Chris have morning sickness sometimes.