Chapter 5

Snow always melted

It never holding out for a long time

Neither for happiness

You can take it

And the next minute,it will taken

Just like that

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"Danny,can we not going to school today? I'm so tired," I said it to Danny in Monday morning. I wasn't take the shower yet,Danny's too. He ate his breakfast,and my bread was still in the toaster.

"I don't think so,Jane. I told you last night to don't watch the football game until 02.00 am,am I?"

"Yeah,but.." my sentence was cutt off by the door bell. "Who came in the morning like this? I'll get it," I walked to the door and opened it.

It's Tom,Harry,and Dougie. "Hey,guys," I opened the door so they can came in. "Why did you came here this early? Me and Danny doesn't take the shower yet. You can sit down in the living room,or anywhere that you like."

"It's ok,we're just want to talked to Danny about our plan to send the music company the demo cd," said Dougie,he sat on my chair,opposite of Danny. Harry hit his back head. Tom looked a little blushed.

"For to meet you too,Jane," Tom said it,but his eyes were not looked at me. He looked at the floor.

"Oh,yeah sure. I'm living here. If you meet Danny here,you can see me too," I started to thought maybe I should took a shower. I felt a little embarrassed,cause the lads looked at me when I just wore my pajamas. "Ok,then..Danny,can I take the shower first?"

"Sure,I'll talk with these guys."

Then I walked away from them to the bathroom. I washing my hair too and felt hungry. So,I got dressed in a hurry. And when I walked back to the living room,I heard Danny's voice,"So,we're just send our music titled '5 Colours in Her Hair'?"

"Yeah,I think it's better than 'She Left Me'," it's Dougie's voice.

I walked in and saw Dougie ate my bread. So,I asked him ,"Is that my bread that you're eating?"

"It was," Dougie was giggled,"You want some bite?"

"No,I want not,just..eat that."

"Sorry,Jane. He said he hadn't his breakfast," Danny laughed and he walked to the bathroom.

"Yeah,my pop tart was taken by Harry and Tom," Dougie looked at Tom and Harry with suspicious looking. Harry said, "Well,it's a pay back to you for said to Izzy that my feet's smell." I laughed a lot when I heard it.

"Hey,tell Danny if he's finish,I'm going to buy a hotdog in the street. It's not far,really. You guys want some?" I asked them while I walked to the door.

"Yeah,buy one to me," Dougie waved his hand. Harry rolled his eyes and said,"No thanks,Jane. I'll tell to Danny later." And he looked at Tom. A weird looked I could say that. And Tom said to me, "Can..Can I go with you? I..I guess I'm feeling sick looking Doug like that."

I looked at Dougie. He pulled out his tounge to saw his cud. "Gross! Disgusting! Just..Let's go,Tom," I walked to the door, "Bye,all." Tom followed me.

We walked in silence. The rang's voice broke it. It's Tom's cell phone. He raised it.

"Hello?"

"Tom! It's me,Hannah. Long time no see. Where are you? We don't met at school this lately," there was a girl's voice in the other line. Tom looked blushed. So,I pretend to looked at my watch and looked to the other way. I didn't want that Tom thought I was hear his conversation.

We walked into the lift.

"Well,yeah..We did. I uh..I'm busy. Like,right now.. So..I guess see you later. Bye," Tom ended the call and looked at me, "Sorry Jane,didn't meant I want to ignore you. It's my friend,Hannah."

"Sure,it's ok."

We walked out and again,in silence. But,don't know why. I liked the way this feel. We didn't talk. Just heard to each other breath.

In the street in front of apartment there was a hotdog seller. I told the seller I want to buy 2 hotdogs. "You want it?" I asked Tom.

"No,thanks."

We waited the seller made my orders.

I heard Tom sighed, "Jane?"

"Yeah?" I looked at him.

"I want to tell you something," He looked confused.

"What?"

"Forget it. It's doesn't really important," he waved his hand.

"Common, Tom. We're friends! You can talk to me about anything."

"It's just..I have a problem."

"What is it?"

"I don't know how to start it."

"Ok..but if you're ready to talk,just do it. I'll listen to you," I smiled. He nodded. And our orders's ready. I bite my hotdog on the way to apartment, "Hey,this's petty good. You want this?" I gave my hotdog to Tom,but he shooked his head and smiled, "No,just eat it."

"Common,I know maybe this's hungry's people talked,but this's really good!" And he finally bite it, "You were right. This's good," he laughed. And we shared the hotdog. In front of the door to my room, Tom said, "Hold on,there's a mustard on edge of your lips."

I tried to completely removed it,but I did on the wrong place. Tom laughed ,"You just make it worse!"

And he used his thumb to removed that mustard. "Thanks". I felt embarassed and maybe..I started to liked him. More than just friend.

And suddenly,the door was open. Harry,Doug,and Danny just wanted to came out. They looked guilty.

"Wow,are we disturbing both of you?" Danny said to us. He closed his lips. I knew he pretended to hide his smile.

"No,actually we just wanted to walked in," I said and my cheeks started burning.

"Well..I think we should go to school now," Tom said.

And once again,Dougie blew it up, "Don't you think maybe me,Harry,and Danny didn't go to school to watching you and Jane in front of this door?" Danny giggled.

"Nope," Harry answered it. He hit Doug's head again before came out.

In the car,me and Tom didn't talk to each other. Sometimes,our eyes just met.

At lunchtime,I walked to the cafeteria by myself. I didn't meet Izzy this morning. Maybe,she's already came with Harry to cafeteria. When I walked to the table,there's Danny,Harry,Doug,Tom,and Izzy. But,before I sat,Tom's stood and said ,"Jane,can I talk to you now? I mean,in another table."

"Sure,I guess," I thought he was ready to talk about his problem. We sat in another table, "What's up?"

"I.." Before he can finished it,a tall and beautiful girl walked to us and said ,"Hey,Tom!" She's blonde, and somehow I didn't like the way she talk.

I can heard Harry sighed ,"Oh no! Not again! What the hell is she doing?"

Tom looked a little blushed and I can say that he can't say anything except for, "Jane,this's Hannah. My friend." His face looked really really annoying. Hannah looked at me with dislikes expression.

"Hey,I'm Jane," I tried to be friendly.

And she said, "I'm Hannah. Tom's girlfriend." What? I felt just like I hit by someone in my stomach.

"Ex-girlfriend," Tom said it out loud.

"But we're going to be together again,won't we?" Hannah smiled.

"Umm..You know what? I guess I'm disturbing both of you. So,I guess see you later Tom," I walked away from them and walked to Danny's table. "But.." Tom can't say anything. I felt so dumb and stupid. Of course Tom wouldn't pay attention to a girl like me. I mean,maybe he likes a girl who's feminine and pretty.

"Sorry,Jane," Harry said to me.

"Why?"

"That girl was disturbing your conversation with Tom. She's Tom's ex-girlfriend. But she always try to get closer with Tom. Again. In fact,Tom never likes her. Since..ever!" Dougie was pointed to her.

"Then,why Tom was dating with her? I looked at Hannah.

"He was bored Hannah always around him at school. So,he thought maybe he should pretend to likes her,and dating with her,and broke up with her. He thought it'll make Hannah stay away from him. But,he's wrong," said Harry, "Sorry,Jane."

"Sorry for what?"

"That would be an important conversation for you and Tom," Danny smiled.

"So,you know what's he want to talked about?" I asked.

"Yes,but it'll be surprise if Tom tell you by himself," Doug drank his coke.

"Doug,maybe it'll better if you shut your freakin' mouth," Harry suggested.

The bell rang and I saw Tom and Hannah walked together to the class. Izzy whispered to me, "It will be fine,Jane. I swear."

"What? I'm not Tom's girlfriend. I don't like him. I mean I like him just for friend."

You know you lied to yourself,Jane.

Izzy just smiled.

In the class,I can't concentrated. I always thought how stupid I am to thought Tom likes me,more than friend too.