Chapter 6

You can ask to everyone is water flows?

You can ask to everyone is fire licked?

But you can't ask to them what's your heart feels

After school,I waited for Danny at the first gate. And suddenly,I saw Tom and Hannah walked together. Hannah put her hand around Tom's neck. I tried to ignore them when they walked approached me. Tom yelled at me "Hey,Jane!" I just smiled,cause Hannah looked at me with dislikes looking. I don't want that she thought maybe I stole his Tom.

"Hannah,I'll waiting for my friends. You can go home now,bye," Tom said in a hurry and Hannah looked very annoying.

"What are you gonna do?" Hannah tried to hang up Tom. It's not you business,isn't it? I said to myself.

And Tom looked can read my mind cause he said ,"It's not you business,isn't it?" Was he a mind reader?

Hannah didn't say anything except ,"Well,I'm just giving my attention," Hannah smiled and waved his hand to Tom before walked to her friends that waited in front of Spanish's class. She really really didn't look at me. So weird. Maybe she was jealous. But,I should jealous to her,right? Not just the opposite.

I said to Tom,"I think maybe you just too rude to her. She likes you Tom. You shouldn't be that rude."

Tom looked annoyed, "But I don't." I didn't believe that. If he didn't,he should tell her at the first place,so Hannah didn't get hurt. I thought Tom was a person that never hurt anyone's feel. I mean,he's so polite and always says sorry for a little mistake that he did.

"By the way,what are you doing here?" Tom asked me.

"Waiting for Danny."

"I thought Danny already told you that he has a practice today," he looked around.

I hit my forehead, "Oh my gosh,I completely forgot about that. Yes,Danny already told me. How long that practice?"

Tom looked confussed, "Eh,we're not sure. Sometimes until 7.00 pm or 8.00 pm."

"Oh,okay. Please tell Danny that I'll go home first," I waved my hand to him.

And he said, "Wait! Danny entrusted your apartment key to me," he gave me the key and smiled, "See you tomorrow."

"Thanks,see ya!" I took that key and walked out of the school and I just realized I have to walked to my apartment. Ugh..Danny was so stupid! Why he didn't call taxi or something to me?

I'm not on the mood to did my homework,so I ate my lunch at apartment and got a nap. I woke up when my cell phone rang and with my eyes still closed I answered it, "Yeah?" It's not my habit to answer the phone with 'hello' word. I heard Danny's voice in the other line.

"Open the door to me," he laughed, "You must be sleeping now,right?"

"Uhuh," I walked to the door and opened it. "What time is it?"

"8.25 pm. You've got any dinner?" he walked in.

"No,but I'm not hungry. I want to do my homework," with tired felt I sat down at sofa.

"You have to eat,Jane," he bought me chicken steak.

"Okay,okay," I ate that dinner. And walked back to my room to started did my homework. It's already 11.00 pm when I finished. So,I took a shower and when I walked out from the bathroom,I saw Danny sat down on my bed.

"Hey,what's up?" I tried to dry my hair.

"Nothing. I just want to do a little talk with you."

"A little talk? About what? It's not your habit to said 'a little talk'," I sat next to him.

"Are you okay?" he looked at me.

"I should ask that to you. Okay, now you lost me," I really really didn't understand what he was talked about.

"Tom was tell me that after school,Hannah and he were walk together and he felt uncomfortable when he saw you saw it," Danny sighed.

"Why?"

"Actually,how was your feeling?" Danny looked at me. Should I tell Danny what I was feeling? He's Tom's best bandmate and friend. What if Danny told him? But,I'm not sure either if I liked Tom.

I felt nervous, "Er..I don't know,Dan. I mean,he's a nice person. But I'm not sure that I'm really falling in love with him."

Danny smiled, "What's you're feeling when he talked to you?"

"I don't know. Sometimes happy,but sometimes I felt I talked to him just like he's my friend,not to person that I like. I mean,one my friends in California said if she was get crushed on someone,she felt just like she had a butterflies in her stomach. But,I didn't felt like that, " I hugged my pillow.

"Everybody has different feelings. And what's your felling when you saw Tom and Hannah walked together?"

"A little bit jealous,maybe. I'm not sure too. How can I now my feeling to him?"

"You should ask it to yourself," Danny smiled and left my room, "Good night".

I sighed. How's my feeling actually? I started to thought it when I layed on my bed.

He's a nice person. I'd like to talk with him. I felt jealous when I saw he was with Hannah. I felt my stomach just like hit by someone when Hannah said 'Tom was her boyfriend'. I felt embarrassed when he saw me just wore my pajamas. I started to like him more than friend after he accompanied me to bought a hotdogs. And I couldn't stop to thought about him in class today. So,yes. I'm falling in love with him. Wait! It's too simple mind,right?

"Oh my gosh!! I can't believe this! This's so amazing!", Danny threw his bag on the table and look at us. He looked very very happy.

"Relax,Danny! This school isn't yours. What's up?" Harry looked around.

"You're all know about the selection,right?" Danny asked.

"What selection?" I asked him back.

"You meant the football selection? For the boys who including in football team?" Dougie looked conscious.

"Yes,and guess what? I followed that selection yesterday and I accepted! I'll.. I mean all the boys who accepted too will do the match! In California!!" Danny was almost yelled now. I almost got choke.

"Wha..California?!"

"Congratulations,Danny!" Izzy smiled and Doug and Harry slapped Danny's shoulder.

"So,when this match will go on?" Izzy asked.

"Next week. But the team will go to Calfornia the day after tomorrow," Danny looked amazed, "Because we need practice,warm up,and all those things in there," he added.

"What?" I asked him again. "Danny,I can't believe this! Can I go with you? I missed my Mom!!"

"Sorry,Jane. But I can't. It's only for the team. I'll be right back in about nine days. You'll be ok,right?" He looked worried about me. I sighed, "You know I'll be ok. By the way,I haven't told congratulations for you. Congratulations!" I hugged him and he hugged back.

"Hey,you guys will take care of my cousin,right?" Danny smiled to Harry,Doud,and Izzy. They're all nodded and laughed, "We will,Danny," said Harry.

"Where's Tom?" Danny asked.

"Er..He's in Hannah's table. With her friends," Doug said carefully. Can we not talk about them? I already saw them in another table. I hope this day would end up as fast as it can.

"Ok,we can talk about it now. Jane,you already thought about this?" Danny looked at me.

"About what?" Harry asked,but then he nodded, "Ah..I know! Yes Jane,I'll asked you the same question." Doug and Izzy looked understood what was going on.

"I told you,Danny. I don't know," I sighed. I lied again? Danny wanted to tell something, "I..," but it was cut off by Doug, "Let me handle this. Jane,how's your feeling when I told that Tom's in Hannah's table? Forget abput her friends." It was very to the point.

"Er..I.." What should I tell?

"Tell us the truth," Doug looked unpatient.

"Well..oh c'mmon guys. Do we really really have to speak about this?"

"Yes," they're all nodded. Danny was an asshole! Stood up for me,man! Ugh..!

"You promise won't tell him whatever my answer?" I asked them first,even I didn't believe to Doug about this problem. They nodded again.

"Well..eh. Mmmh..jealous?" I felt embarrassed now.

"YEAH!!!" Doug,Harry,and Danny yelled together untill all the people in this room looked at us. My,God!! Including Tom!! I felt just like I wanted to disappeard!!

"Calm down you stupid!" I whispered to them, Izzy just laughed a lot. This's the first time I saw her just like this.

"Sorry! Just..too conscious," Harry laughed again.

"Ok,now you're happy? Huh..I shouldn't tell this to all of you!" I just hope that they're all can be trusted.

When the bell rang,we walked to each class. I saw Danny,Doug,and Harry run to Tom. They wanted to go to English class. I thought Danny's already told the good news about the selection,cause after that Tom was slapped Danny's shoulder and put his hand around Danny's neck and laughed. They're all looked very happy.

Finally. This is the day. Saturday. Danny would left today. It's still 10.00 am. Me,Izzy,Tom,Doug,and Harry would go with him untill the airport.

Before Danny walked to departure's door,he hugged me and I hugged back. He whispered, "Take care of your self." He smiled to all of us and said, "Bye guys! Take care and don't forget to take care my cousin too! Tell to Jane to eat if she forgot to do it,call her at night to remembering her that the door's already lock and.."

"Danny stop! We know what we have to do! You can miss the plane!" Tom laughed.

"Ok,bye!" and then he walked away. I sighed. He's gone. I'll be alone. For the nine days next.

"Are you okay?" I heard Izzy's voice whispered to me. I smiled, "Sure,I'm fine."