Author's Note:

Hey guys this is chapter 2. I'm sorry its short but I hope you like it.

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT SM DOES!

Chapter 2

Bella POV

I did not know how long I was in here. Long enough to almost be asleep when someone's hand reached to touch my back. I flinched but didn't wake.

"Bells" a voice cooed.

No one called me Bells except for "Edward" I mumbled into the pillow.

"Isabella, love, will you look at me?"

"No. You are not real. This is a dream. The second I wake up I will not have seen the Cullen's in my house. My parents will not be dead. I will be at my house in California, away from the retched town." I said not wanting to believe that this was real life.

"Bells, this is not a dream." His voice came softly. "Please, baby, look at me."

Unwillingly I rolled onto my back and leaning over me was the most beautiful, godlike creature. His dark eyes, that told me he hadn't been hunting in a while, stared at mine. His beautiful sculpted body shone in the faint moonlight, which softly pushed through the rain clouds that hung in the sky. His hair was wild and dripping wet. He was hot. Probably the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen.

"I've missed you"

"I don't believe you. I mean I did before you left. Short luck on trying to get me to believe you again. You are nothing to me. Except a horrible per- Vampire. Edward I don't know if I will ever love you again. I can't trust that you'll actually stay around long enough this time, of decide your life was better off when you left. Oh and just so you know, " I said in a pissed off tone "I wasn't going to tell a sould about your family. I am not that horrible a a person and I loved you too much to let your friends know about the vampires."

"You love me?" he questioned.

"Well, Edward" I hissed "I did. Until you left me that is. I don't think that you understand what you did to me. I almost killed myself because of you and the hole you put through my heart. Honestly right now I can barely handle you being here. You broke my heart."

"I know" he said softly. I couldn't help but notice how exasperated he was. Had he had a worse time then I, when he left? "Bells, Do you know why I left?" he asked standing straight up and moving away from me.

"It's because you were afraid" I sat up and continued "You were afraid that once you swore your life to me , I would turn my back on you and all of the Cullen's and tell the whole dammed town of Forks, what you really were. News flash. I didn't. You should have trusted me." I accused. Angrily I got up from the bed and started pacing. I had to get the anger out of me some how. Usually I would run. I wanted to run, just take off, but right now even if I did he would stop me with his ridiculous vampire speed. So pacing would have to suffice.

"Bella, I did trust you. I do trust you. It's my-"

"THEN WHY DID YOU Believe I would say something in the first place? If you really did trust me, you wouldn't had have that thought for a second." I said pacing a little faster then necessary.

"Bells, I trust you, with my life. It was myself I didn't trust. I didn't trust myself that I trusted you. you were completely correct when you said I was afraid. I am a coward. I have always been a coward Bella" he said with sadness in his voice. "WILL YOU PLEASE STOP Pacing!" He said irritated as I stopped abruptly in mid-step and stood there staring at him. "You're making me nervous. Bella please," he begged

"Fine" I growled softly.

"Bella, what can I do to make you believe me?

"What can you do? What can you… NOTHING. Not a single damn thing. You broke my heart. I can't trust you. At least not now. Edward, now that you are back I cannot tell you that everything will go back to how it was. You are going to have to earn my trust back. Once you do that, then maybe I'll believe you. But for now… Now I can't. Edward I've changed. I'm not the same Bella you knew, the same Bella you once loved-"

"Still love" he interrupted

"Still love, whatever. Either way we are going to have to start over. From the beginning. Starting tomorrow. Now if you don't mind its been a long, emotional day and I am exhausted. Goodnight Edward." I said hiding the sadness from my voice "maybe I'll see you" I shrugged and the climbed back into bed.

"Goodnight Bells" He said barely audible and suddenly the room was filled with a severe loneliness. Story of my life. I quickly went to sleep from pure sleep deprivation.

Authors Note:

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