Thanks to the people whos reviewed. I might not beable to put up another chapter for a while after this one as im going on holiday for a week with my school. But ill update after im back. Anyway heres another chapter

disclaimer-As i said in the last chapter i dont own twilight or any of the characters

bpov

That night with Jacob was better then any other night with Edward. Not just because he didnt have to be 'careful' around me but because it was the first night of a new life. We had a talk when we got back to my house. Charlie was asleep so we didnt have to worry about him. We talked about what were going to do with our new life together and how its going to work out. We decided that we should find a place to live soon because its not faire on Charlie me living here when Jacob will be in and out all the time. That didnt happen much with Edward because Charlie didnt really let him in much since our little 'incident'. We no he wont mind, he likes Jacob. But hes not going to want him spending every night here. So after Jacob graduates were going to start looking for a small place to live.

When i woke up Jacob was still here. Lying in my bed fast asleep. I figured id better wake him just incase Charlie comes in.

"Jacob, come on you need to wake up!" i said soflty down his ear

"In a minuite" He muffled into the pillow

I tiptoad out of my room and looked into Charlies. Once i was sure he wasnt in the house I went to go and get my bag full of toiletries but i couldnt find it anywere.

"mmhh maybe iv left it in the bathroom" i said to myself

I went into the bath room and seen Jacob standing there aready-whith my bag in his hand.

"what you doing with that..."

"nothing, just trying to help you out" he said with my favorouite smile spread across his face

once i was washed and ready for a new day i went downstaires to cook breakfast. But another suprise. Jacob had already done it.

"you no you dont have to do everything around here you no."

"i no" he said as we both dug into our breakfast.

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"So, what do you want to do today?" he asked.

"uurrm, anything"

"how about we tell Charlie that you've got rid of that blood sucker and chose me".

A tear rolled down my cheek

"oh, im sorry. I didnt mean that i was only joking"

"I no. But its never going to go away is it. Im never going to beable to hide the fact that im a horrible person who ruins peoples lifes"

"you no thats not true Bella"

"do i?"

"come on lets go for a walk"

We walked for about 20 minuites in the woods withour talking. It wasnt uncomftable, just peaceful. I was about to ask Jacob when were going to go back but i seen the big, white building i promised myself i would never see again.

"Jacob what are we doing here!" i screamed so loud it echoed through the tress.

"Calm down Bella. When you came back to me in the woods yesterday i heard Edward talking to Carlisle, and he said that he didnt even get a chance to say goodbye. So thats what im doing, letting him say goodbye. Dont you think he at least deserves that?" He said soothingly.

"Jacob!. You take me right back this second."

"No. I'm takng you to have a proper goodbye from Edward"

I new that theres no point in argueing because he always wins. So i just let him drag me there. He was right, Edward does deserve a proper goodbye but what if it makes things worse.

We got to the front door when someone came running out and slapped me across the face. It wasnt at vampire strength but it was hard enough for me to have a bruise tommorow. I lifted my face back up to see the one person i would never of imagined doing that to me. Alice.

"How could you Bella. You make my brother feel like hell and you have the guts to come running back here with this DOG!"

"i...i" I couldnt breathe proporly. I could see my vision going by the big puddle of water bulding up in my eyes. I blinked and they all came streaming down my face.

"How dare you hit Bella like that!"Jacob shouted louder then i thought was possible.

"She deserves it dog!" she spat back at him.

I knew i deserved it but i didnt think that id be hearing that off Alice.

"Alice can you just tell see Edward. I need to give him a proper apology."I said through the pain in my jaw.

"God damn you do!" She said through clenched teeth.

"You wanna see him, fine go out looking for him Bella. Hes gone. Hes ran of because of you! Do you have any idea how he must be feeling. Hes propbably on his was to Italy right this second!"

I was speechless. I forgot all about the Voltrai and what Edward could make them do to him. I dont want him to take his life away because of a heartless person like me.

"Well thats his problem" Jacob told her. I dont even think she was paying attention to him.

"Get out. I dont ever want to see you again" Alice said blankly.

"If you see Edward, tell him i said im really sorry."

"I dought ill ever see him again"

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Ok so i no its not very long lol. But i have couldnt really think of anything to put in it. I'll make alonger one after this. It drags on a bit were Bella woke up in the morning because ididnt realy no how to end that part quikly.

o well lol.

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I'll put up another chapter soon if anyone wants me to.=D