im sorry edward Chapter 4, a twilight fanfic

Ok i no i havn't updated in AGES but turned out my 1 week trip was achay two weeks. So sorry about that. I don't no if im going to do many more chapters because to me it's jut seeming to drag on. But i'll think about it. Oh and i would like reccomend a book(lol). I went to the library a few days ago and picked up a book called 'sea change' by Kate Cann. So when i finished reading it i achaly thought it was better than twilight(but then after about 10 mins i realised theres nothing better than twilight. haha) so yeah if you havn't read it yet then i really think you should, it's really good. It's a teen love story really about a girl called Chloe who falls in love when shes on holiday with her 'friend'.

Dislaimer:Sadly i don't own twilight or any of the characters (wish i owned Jacob:P. fitty)

lol

I went to bed before Charlie came home leaving him a note on the table.

'Dad, i'v gone to bed. I'm really tired and i need to get up early in the morning to go and see Jacob.

So if im not here when you wake up you no were i am.

Love Bella'

I was still awake when Charlie came in to check on me. I couldn't get to sleep, i was just too caught up thinking of who could of been calling me. I don't think i have ever heard him or her before, or i would of recognized the voice. Wouldn't i? I kept thinking back to when i was Italy that once and when Aro said he would come back to see if i was like him. A vampire. But wouldn't he of already heard about me and Edward, so it wouldn't really matter if i was still human. But maybe he though that i couldn't be trusted with their secrete. Maybe he dosn't want want to risk peope knowing about them. No i'm just being stuiped, it might not even be Aro. Im probably just imagining it.

I was just about to fall asleep when i hear the window opening. I froze under the cover. I didn't want to see who it was, or if there is achaly someone there. Some one came under the duvet with me, i turned around and to my reliefe saw Jacob.

"Hey, you scared me. I thought you were staying with Billy?"

"Yeah but he headed of to bed early. So i thought id stay here with you."

"Thanks. I didn't really want to stay by myself anyway."

"Why? Is something wrong?" he asked with a really concerned look on his face.

"Nothing to worry about." i said, trying to hide how scared i was.

"Only if youre sure."

"Im sure."

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When i woke up i was wraped in his arms. He was already awake and i could feel his eyes on me. I moved my head so i could see him when i remeberd Charlie.

"Oh shoot, has Chalie gone yet?"

"Yeah, he went about 3 hours ago.

"3 hours? What time is it?"

"Just about lunchtime" he said with my favorouite smile on his face.

"Will i ever get used to this?"

"Used to what?"

"This. You. Us. Am i ever going to realise that im going to spend the rest of my life with you?"

"Im glad you said that achaly. I keep thinking that youre going to change your mind and go running back to Edward."

I flinched at that last word.

"I will never ever leave you Jacob Black"

"We'll see" he said when he looked up at the ceiling. I moved up closer to him and whisperd into his ear.

"I have never loved someone more than you. Do you really think i'm going to let you go?"

He didn't answere that. But i could tell what he ws thinking by the look on his face.

After about five minuits my stomach broke the peaceful silence.

"Wanna go get some lunch?" Jacob asked me.

"Sure, were do you wanna go?"

"Any where you want"

We were in town when i seen her. Alice. I didn't even want to no why she was just standing there. Staring.

"Hey whats with the bloodsucker?"

"I was just thinking that myself"

"Weird vamp" i hear him say with a chuckle followed behind it. It made me giggle to.

"Come on. Lets not let a pixie ruin our day" he said to me.

I took one last look at Alice and her exspresion could of killed me. If vampires could cry then i think by now she would be drowning in her own tears. I missed her, i didn't want to fight with Alice. She was my best friend, the one person i could trust with anything. Even my life. When Edward left me i felt like i had no-one. I wanted her back so badley. I would do anything to make her understand that i didn't want to drive Edward away from his own family. I didn't even think that Esme would understand, the person i thought as not only as a friend. But as a secend mother. I'm not even sure she wanted to see me again. Alice looked at me back and im sure she gave me a small smile.

Maybe she wants to be friends again, or it could of just been a signal saying she wouldnt fight with me anymore. Either of them would do for now.

When we finished lunch we had nothing better to do, so we went to see Billy, i havnt seen him in ages.

"Dad. You in?" Jacob called.

"In here son"

"Hey Dad. Been doing much today...." He stopped talking and i looked up to realise why....

I coudn't get my words out. I didn't no what to say. The room started spining and everything was going black. It was to much to take in....

Ok so im sitting here listening to the twilight track thinking what i can do in the next chapter. Im achaly realy stuck for ideas lol.

Iv got a few ideas but i dunno how i can achaly get to the point. I no this chapter is like super short but i dont no what to do. I didnt think it would achaly be this hard to wright fan-fiction lol.

Im going to put a poll up every chapter i do now. I havnt figured how to put it on my profile yet so ill do it on here for now=D

Ok so who do you thinks fittest?

Rob

Tayler.

Id say tayler defo.

Review and tell me which one, and in a couple of chapters after this ill put up which one got the most=D