First of all I'm really sorry that i haven't updated in AGES. I don't think iv updated since the begging of you year:S. But i am going to try and update at least once every 2 weeks. But I don't no yet. My birthday 2 days ago, had a sleepover/party type thing lol. Anyway if none of you have read stories by someone called pato picante then I really think you should. Her stories are AMAZING. If you go onto my profile and then onto my fave authors then you should find her there. But of not then PM me and ill send you the link to her profile.

DISLCAIMER:I don't own twilight or any of the characters.

When I woke up I could see everyone crowded round me, everyone including Edward. I was still shocked to see him here but now I really just wanted to no why he was here.

"Bella are you ok?" I heard Jacob ask me.

"Uh yeah I'm fine. I think." I said whilst trying to get up.

"Um Edwards came here to talk to you. We'll give you some space." Billy said to me.

Edward came over to sit by me.

"I no this is probably a bit much for you but i really needed to talk to you. First I just want to say I'm sorry about Alice, she's just really worried that she's going to loose her best friends. You're the only friend she's had since she became a vampire, well the only friend who she doesn't have to hide around. She misses you Bella, she asked me to give you this."

He handed me a piece of paper which the words 'to Bella' on the front. I turned it over and it read...

'Bella. I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you or Jacob. Well maybe Jacob a little bit. But i hope we can still be friends, just because you and Edward are over doesn't mean that we can't hang out anymore. Call me.

Love Alice.

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ps: Don't be to harsh on Edward, he still wants to be friends to.'

"Can you tell Alice I said thanks and i will ring her later?" I asked Edward

"Sure. So do you think that you two can patch things up?"

"You know, I think we will."

"And...What about us? Do you think that we can still be friends?"

I didn't want to answer, because if I said yes and that we can hang out like friends then its probably going to hurt him because I no he wants more. But if I say no then I no that is going to hurt him even more. So either way he's going to get hurt.

"Edward I don't no...What if it brings you down even more? I don't no if I can cope with being the cause of that."

"Bella do you no what I was going to do the night we got home on the day you left me?"

"No. Why what was you going to do?"

"I was going to propose to you Bella. I had it all planned out. I even had the ring with me. And because you kept on asking me to turn you immortal like me, I thought it over and I kept thinking that if you would give your life to spend it with me then you must love me. What would you of said if you never left me?"

I was speechless. I couldn't blink; I couldn't move I don't even think I was breathing. Why did i have to be such a cow to everyone? I ruin everybody's lives.

I couldn't take this anymore. I pounced on him and pressed me lips to him. I haven't kissed him in so long. I don't no why I did it, I wasn't thinking. But I could feel his lips moving with mine. After what seemed like ever I pulled my lips from his and ran out the house and into y truck. I didn't even bother to say goodbye. I just drove and drove. I didn't even no where I wad driving; i just had to get away from here. I had to get away from all this drama. Maybe id go to the airport, get a flight to Phoenix and go see my Mom, I haven't seen her in so long. Yes, that was the way out of this mess.

I pulled into the airports car park and ran to go and get a ticket. I didn't care that I never had any cloths packed, or if people were staring because I had tears streaming down my face. I just didn't care. I paid for the ticket using my cash card because I never had any cash on me. I had to use the money I saved up for college but it wouldn't be to hard to save back up again.

I was on the plain and I had calmed down so i could think straight. I didn't do much thinking though, just worrying. I was worried of how I left things. Did I leave Edward more depressed than he already was? Did I leave Jacob as upset at me? And what about Charlie, I never spoke to him at all today. What's Jacob going to tell him?

'Sorry Charlie but Bella's had a break down and has flew to Phoenix'

Doesn't sound too good to me. Eventually I fell asleep, which is good because I didn't want to be thinking what might of happened all through the flight. Even though I had so much to sort out.

When we landed I was really hungry and decided to get a sandwich from one of the airport shops. But when I got in there, there was an even bigger surprise waiting.

Ok I no the chapters short but I know what I'm going to do for the next chapter so hopefully it will be updated soon. =D

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