A/N: here is the second chapter for today! It is longer so this should make up for the short chapter before.
I do not own Twilight or any of the characters SM does.
Chapter 11 Bella POV The rest of the week dragged. It was terrible. I basically did everything that I had done Monday. Got up early, ran several miles, showered dressed and ended up at the café or the library, not wanting to be at home, saw Alice a couple times, and over all tried to do all my work to catch up. Today was Friday, the day I had dreaded the entire week, the day of my parents Funeral, and the day I would see the Cullen's, but not all of them just the one I wanted back. My alarm woke me up at 5:00 A.M. on the dot; I rolled out of bed stretching. I had finally gotten around to hanging up/ putting away all my clothes that were in my suitcase, so I wandered to the chest-of-drawers and pulled out my purple Nike running shorts, a black and gray racer back sports bra, socks and running shoes. After French braiding my hair and putting in a headband, I grabbed my iPod running band and set off on my run. About an hour and a half later and 12 miles I got back to house and went upstairs to shower. I took my time showering, washing my hair with my favorite strawberry shampoo, and bathing with my favorite lilac and freesia body wash. I was in the shower so long that the water ran cold, I turned the water off and stepped out of the shower, I grabbed a fluffy towel and wrapped it around my body. I grabbed a smaller towel and wrapped my hair in it and walked into my closet. I dug around finding what I was going to wear today. Once I had set out my clothes and my shoes I went to the drawers and found a matching set of undergarments, more that Alice had gotten me, black lacy. I carried those back to the bathroom and dropped my towel and dressed. After I had put those on I took my hair out of the towel and blow dried it. Blow drying my hair took about 20 minutes until it was fully dry. Once dry I walked back in to my room and dressed. The outfit I had chosen for today was a filmmaker my day blazer that was a sheer black color, under that I had put on a Paprika Crochet Back Vest Top. On the bottom I had put on a Chanel vintage ruffle maxi skirt, and for my shoes I chose a pair of Boohoo Amora black super high peeptoe wedges. Once I dressed I went back to the bathroom to do my make-up, deciding to do a simple Smokey eye, and to find some matching jewelry. I dug through my jewelry box pulling out a round blue sapphire, black gold, diamond ring that my dad had gotten me for my sixteenth birthday and some OASIS chandelier drop earrings that my mom had given me when I left for California. It just felt right to wear the things I had been given by my parents. I looked at myself in the mirror, smiled a little and then turned to leave. Today was going to be a hard day. I was lucky that I finally knew make-up and remember to put on waterproof mascara. I walked down the stairs slowly, collecting my keys, wallet and phone, then continued to the garage, getting in the car I turned the key and heard the car start up. I took a deep breath and pulled out of the driveway on my way to the funeral home. Breathe Bella, everything is going to be okay, you won't be alone, you'll have Carlisle and Esme, Emmett and Rosalie, Alice and Jasper, and finally Edward. They are your family now and they will make you feel better. I thought to myself not really believing what I was telling myself even though it is true. I pulled up to the funeral home and slid into the spot between a black Mercedes which I knew was Carlisle's and the ginormous jeep that only could belong to the ginormous Emmett. A little relieved to see their cars here I turned off my car, swallowing back tears and a bit of nausea I had. I got out of the car hesitantly and sauntered to the door. Opening the door a little bell dinged and I sighed why the hell does a funeral home have a bell on the door, it's not like the dead people are gonna walk out. Wow Bella that was creepy you need to stop thinking right now and just let what is going to happen, happen. As I entered the home I saw Angela standing there with Ben ad Mike Newton. Damn, I should have known he would come, but ever since I left Forks I forgot how much that boy liked me. "Hey Bella!" I heard Mike say in an awkwardly cheery voice. "Hey Mike" I said wearily as I saw him walking over to me. "I'm very sorry for your loss, but damn girl you look hot. You changed a lot since the last time I saw you" "Umm thanks." I said "I'll um talk to you later Mike" I continued and walked past him to the opposite side of the room where I saw the Cullen's. They were as beautiful as ever, they looked like models right out of a catalog. Carlisle was wearing a crisp black suit and next to him Esme was wearing a high-low black dress, her beautiful hair piled on her head in a messy but well put together updo. Emmett was wearing a black shirt with a white tie and nice slacks, standing with his hands in his pockets next to Rosalie who was wearing a knee length flowy dress and her hair flowing down her back. Then there was Jasper and Alice. Jasper was wearing something similar to Emmett but minus the tie, and Alice was wearing fitted pencil skirt, with a black top and black flats. Finally there was Edward. Oh Edward, my beautiful Adonis. His copper hair was tidied up a little but still had that just rolled out of bed look. He was wearing a black suit like Carlisle, but instead the knot of his tie was loosened a bit. God he looked wonderful, I thought about running up to him and kissing him, but then I thought better not because of what I had said about the trust thing. Dammit Bella. I cursed myself. As I got closer Carlisle's eyes brightened at the sight of me. Ever since I went home with Edward, Carlisle thought of me as his daughter and I thought of him as my second father. "Bella" he said softly holding his arms out to me. As I reached for his hands he pulled me in to a hug. He always knows how to make me feel better. "How are you my dear?" he asked I pulled away from him, looking into his eyes and said "I'm okay Carlisle; I mean I have had better days but I am okay. I just hope I can make it through without losing it completely" with that said I felt Esme's motherly hand on my shoulder, my cue to hug her next. "We miss you Bella." She said softly. I nodded pulling away. "Is it my turn yet?" I heard Emmett whine. I giggled a little and hugged my big bear brother. "We are so sorry sis." He said. "Yes we are Bella" I heard Rosalie's soft voice, and felt her arms around Emmett's as she hugged us both. I pulled away and say Alice waiting patiently for me to hug her. As I put my arms around the tiny pixie I felt a wave of calm push through my body and I knew instantly it was Jasper trying to help and letting me know he was sorry. "You look beautiful Bella" Alice said. "I taught you well." She giggled a little as I smiled. "Thank you" I said softly. I had purposely waited to hug Edward last. "We'll give you two some privacy. Let us go find seats, my sweet family." I heard Carlisle say. I mumbled thanks as everyone but Edward walked towards the chapel area.
A/N: hope this made up for you the next chapter will be of Edwards POV. Review!