Authors Notes: thank you for the reviews here is the next chapter I will be updating my other stories shortly.
Ricky's pov
We had been in London 5 weeks and we were having a nice time. I was due at work a bit earlier than normal as we were doing a big shoot as it was coming up to London fashion week. I arrived home at 7 to see brax sat on one of the stools in the kitchen in a complete daze.
R: hey whats up I said kissing him
B: I have to go home
R: why
B: jess died and theres something wrong with casey but he wont talk
R: ok when are you going back
B: my plane leaves in 2 hours
R: why didn't you ring me earlier I would have come with you
B: I know but I didn't want to
R: why
B: because your living your dream here and I didn't want to take that away from you
R: brax, I can get another job I can just transfer ive been talking to Olivia about It
B: but you shouldn't have to give up your dreams for me
R: im not giving them up, im just doing it somewhere else, near you and your family.
B: I know but I didn't want to ask that of you, ive already asked so much of you since we started our relationship
R: yes and I wanted to do it because I love you and I will do anything for you
B: yes that's my point, you shouldn't have to do any of that for me, I don't have the right to ask anything of you.
R: yes you do brax, you moved to London for me so know its time for me to pay you back
B: I know but you don't want to come back, I know you and this isn't what you want
R: no it isn't but I would do it for you
B: I know you would but I don't want you to, so why don't you stay here and I go home
R: ok but are you going to come back
B: yes
R: do you know when
B: no I don't know how long its going to take im sorry,
R: its ok I should of never asked you to move here
B: I was the one who suggested it
R: yeh but it wasn't fair for me to ask you, I know that you miss your family
B: I do but I love you more
R: I know, but how much longer can we do this for
B: I don't think we can, we cant live at other ends of the world and not want to live where the other lives.
R: so what do we do
B: I don't know nut we will wotk it out some way or anther
R: ok, lets see what happens
B: ok, well ive got to go before I miss my flight
R: ill drive you to the air port
We arrived at the airport and walked in.
R: im going to miss you but know that I love you
B: I love you to and I will come back as soon as I can
R: I know but sort your family out they need you more than I do.
B: I love you he said leaning in and kissing me
R: I love you to but go
He walked away and then turned back and looked at me and I just smiled at him and then he was gone.
It had been a week since brax left and I missed him so much so I knew what I needed to do
R: Olivia can I talk to you for a minute
O: yes of course whats wrong
R: I was wondering whether I can transfer
O: of course you can but were do you want to go
R: Australia
O: yeh theres a space there at the moment but may I ask why
R: I guess well you know the man you met at the party
O: brax
R: yeh him, hes had to go home and he needs to be with his family at the moment so im going to go be with him.
O: yeh so do you want the transfer emidietly
R: yeh if you don't mind
O: no of course not, but I will give you 3 weeks break until you need to start in Australia
R: thank you
O: its ok I saw how you looked at him, my husband used to look at me like that
R: what happened
O: he passed away a few years ago
R: oh im sorry
O: don't be, just go be with the man you love
R: thank you
I went and packed all my stuff and gave my keys back to the land lord and then drove my car back to the rental place, and the hoped on the plane back to Australia. It was 24 hours before I got home and then I had to get a taxi to brax's place.
I walked down the Braxton drive way and into the house to see brax sat there shouting at cheryle.
BR: you should have told me
C: im sorry
BR: just get out, all you ever do is hurt us so get out and don't come back
Cheryl left crying and I walked into see brax about to hit the wall. I ran towards him and grabbed his arm
R: stop
B: Ricky what are you doing here
R: I came home
B: but I thought
R: I know what you thought I missed you and this is my home not London I belong with you and your crazy family. He leaned in and kissed me passionately
B: I missed you so much
R: I missed you to but whats going on
B: it's a long story I will fill you in later but I really have to go talk to casey im sorry
R: its fine go, im not going anywhere
B: thank you he said leaning in and kissing me
Brax left and I went and knocked on biancas door.
She opened it holding a little baby in her arms
B: ricky what are you doing here
R: I came home, I said hugging her. I couldn't help but stare at her holding a little baby.
B: you don't have to pretend like it doesn't hurt I know your thinking about the baby you lost
R: its hard not to,
B: I know I thought the same but it does get easier I promise you
R: I know, but I need to know whats going on with brax and Cheryl
B: I don't know because heath wont talk to me about it, so im just waiting to see what happens
R: brax seems really angry though
B: he is angry he keeps loosing it
R: what badly
B: put it this way he lost it at andy
R: seriously but he tried so hard not to hurt andy, why know, whats trigged it
B: I don't know, but he will talk to you because he tells you everything
R: he doesn't , not about things that are eating him away
B: he will because he has hovered over that ring button so many times, but didn't want to burden you
R: he does infuriate me I told him I would come back if he needed me
B: he said he didn't want to ask you to give up your dream
R: I know, that's why I love him but he really doesn't get it, he is more important that any job I could ever have
B: maybe you should tell him that
R: I have, well ive got to go and find him before he hurts somebody
I walked down to the beach and just saw him sat there staring out into space and I knew that something was seriously wrong, so I sat down next to him
R: brax whats going on
B: mum lied he isn't dad's
R: brax what are ou talking about
B: casey is johnny barrets son
R: oh brax, you've got to tell him before somebody else does
B: I cant it will break him he is doing so well at the moment I cant ruin that
R: but hes got to hear it off you nobody else
B: I know I just don't know how to tell him
R: youll find away, but you've got to tell him because this is eating you away
B: I know but I need some time
R: ok come on I said getting up, lets go home
B: id rather stay here
R: come on its cold and you need to clear your head