Sakura stared at her orange juice while waiting for someone, the person she knew or she wouldn't dream off meeting. Her husband's mistress. It was hard at first to come to this supposed meeting for her but Sakura knew that she must see this woman who self-proclaimed that her husband's truly love. Every emotion that she knew of where starting to release from her, though her face shows nothing of it, but her eyes reveal everything.
Afraid?
Yes she is..
Why?
Because she might breakdown in front of this woman, which would look her like a beggar asking for mercy or rather asking for her husband backā¦
But she knew deep down that she must see this woman. For the sake of his happiness even if it will kill her from despair and sadness. Even if it will lead her to the darkness that was starting to build inside of her broken and shattered heart.
The front door bell of the cafe signal that there is a person entering the Coffee shop, and Sakura snapped at her thoughts and immediately look at the door. It was her, according to the picture she had seen and to the description what her friends told her.
Black hair, red lips, curvy body, tall and an air of elegance. Totally an exotic beauty where in every guy will entrance to her magnificence. Sakura recognize the different between the two of them. She knew why she must leave her husband to have his life back. His life that she took when they don't have any choice when she thought that life with him will be having an ending of happily ever after, in which it turns to path of darkness, anguish and misery and ending of miserable ever after.
The said woman, approach her and Sakura ask her to seat and directly voicing out the agenda of their meeting without more ado. The tension inside the Coffee shop seems to focus on their table. It would look like in a movie where in the wife will confront the mistress and started to say nasty things about destroying a happy family. But Sakura knew that she isn't one of them, she identify the purpose of this meeting, to set him free, from her, from their memories and from their marriage.
Before the woman could talk or discuss anything. Sakura didn't not hesitate to tell the woman the ten things that Uchiha Sasuke want and don't want. The things that she learn after a year of marriage with him, the things that she do for her husband to recognize her efforts and things that she become skilled at while interacting or rather talking to her dearest husband.
Why?
Because she didn't want that women to have the same fate as her when her marriage started, when everything she thought was right was actually wrong.
And
She wanted (somehow) to tell the woman that even though she is setting him free, she love her husband with all heart that she is ready to what will the outcome of her actions will be.
Sakura slowly and intensely told the woman that she should "Always remember this when you're with him. These are the things that he does. I hope you can take care of him more than I could do. First of all,
* he never drinks coffee at the morning. (he said that it makes him more sleepy)
* when he come home he always want you to welcome him and greet him with a smile. (even though he never seems to acknowledge you)
* when he is at the office never bother him when it is not emergency. (he hates to be disturb specially when he is at a meeting with the other anbu's)
* don't buy or give him a pastel colored shirts. (he hates it)
* never touch his anbu mask. (Even if you wanted to.)
* always have a tomato on the refrigerator. (He loves to eat it. The only food he ate and always prepare some when he is going on a mission)
* keep a certain distance away from him when the two of you are walking in the public. (never ever hold his hand)
* never ask about his missions. (He doesn't like to talk about it and beside he will only say "hn".)
* don't mention anything about his family. Period. (if you want to sleep on the couch, go ahead talk about them)
* make sure to keep quite when he has a bad day. He'll hurt you. Badly. (emotionally which is more painful than physical)
These were the only words that Sakura said to the woman before she walks out of the cafe. She really wanted to beat the woman to the max, she isn't famous good looks but also for her incredible strength, and then after hurting the woman she will heal her as if nothing happens but she that she cannot the woman who makes her husband happy.
I will never hurt the girl who destroys my fantasy life, my most precious life that I always keep in my heart. Yes, it hurt to know that he doesn't even have a love or even care for me. I was just a tool for him. This woman who he claims to be fallen in love with is she better than me? I am a bitter person who wouldn't be?
Sakura ran until she exhausted herself. Her tears are so stubborn to fall or maybe she had no tears left to cry. She patted her stomach to apologize to her child. She promises herself that she wouldn't tell him about the child. It will only complicate things. She knew he has the right but what about her? She doesn't want her child to leave with that woman, or better yet take care of the child.
Why?
She is afraid that he would take the child from her and never let her see him or her for the rest of her life.
Sakura was so sure of herself that the child will grow with her and even if she becomes the mother and father to the child she can do it and she will.
She already said goodbye to him, one day he come home, so drunk and plenty of hickies on his neck. She ignores the hickies and helps him to their room. After cleaning him up she said her goodbyes and promises him that she will never ever bother him again. It was her last kiss to him. No letters for the proper goodbye because she knew that Sasuke will never bother to read it and look for her. She will just send the divorce paper to him when everything is in proper places.
At long last, Sakura thought that she was free, but deep inside she knew that it will only set her back again to the cage of her life. She is about to fall again and start new things with herself. A declaration of promises where made to her child that forever she will be with her or him for the rest of her or his life.
"He will be the last person I will ever love, the last person who will hurt me, the last person who will be the light for me. For this day, I am the new Sakura; I am the person who will prove to them that everything will be alright if you are strong and always dreamed of something for the future and for the future only" - This were the last words that Uchiha Sakura uttered before she become Sakura Haruno again.
DISCLAIMER: I NEVER OWN THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY: BUT THE PLOT IS MINE:
