A/N: There's only two chapters left after this one. :( I don't want to finish updating this fic, even thought I finsihed writing it agesssssssss ago. Anyway, I'm sure this chapter will make all of you happy. :D

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Every day Addison would feed her little girl and hold her close to her chest, and Jessica thrived from it. She gained the right amount of weight; she grew into a healthy little baby and was finally allowed to go home. It was Christmas Eve when Addison and Derek took their little girl home.

"Welcome home, baby." Addison smiled widely as she carried Jessica into the house. Nicola smiled as she walked into the hallway, seeing the happiness on both Addison and Derek's faces.

"The nursery is all finished if you want to take her on up to there."

"Thanks." Addison smiled and they headed up the stairs. They walked into the nursery and looked around, it was perfect.

"She's finally home."

"She is." Addison grinned. "I can't believe our little girl is finally home."

"I know, it feels so unreal." Derek beamed.

"Are you staying tonight?"

"Try and stop me."

"Good." Addison smiled and kissed him on the lips and he softly kissed her back, pulling away when Jessica gurgled up at them. They smiled down at her before showing her the nursery.

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"The house isn't going to be very quiet from now on is it?" Jamie wrapped his arms around Nicola's waist as she stood in the kitchen.

"No." She smiled. "But it'll be nice." She turned in his arms and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"That it will." He smiled as well and pecked her lips. "I can't wait to have our own."

"I know. I can't wait either."

"We will soon enough."

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Addison sat in the bath later that day with Jessica leaning against her legs. Addison cooed and baby-talked to her daughter, making her gurgle loudly and splash the water slightly.

"Are you enjoying our little bath, Jess?" Addison smiled widely and placed a kiss on her daughter's head when the bathroom door opened and Derek walked in.

"Oh, sorry, I didn't know you were in the bath." He looked at them and Addison just looked back. "You have Jessie as well." He smiled and walked closer, kissing Jessica on the forehead.

"We're enjoying a little bath together."

"And no one invited me." He pouted. "Well shift forward."

"What?" She looked at him confused.

"Move forward." He began to get undressed. "Move forward." He repeated and she did, as he slid in behind her and pulled her to lean against his chest. "Now this is better." He smiled at Jessica over Addison's shoulder and they enjoyed their bath together.

Once they had finished Derek got out first and wrapped a towel around his waist, before holding out a towel for Addison as she stepped out and wrapped it around her and Jessica. Addison smiled at him before pecking his lips. Jessica gave a small yawn and nestled her head against Addison.

"Someone's tired."

"We should put her to bed." Addison swayed her daughter.

"Yeah." Derek got a smaller towel and took Jessica from Addison, wrapping her in the towel. "Let's go put you to bed, Jessie."

Derek smiled at Addison before leaving the bathroom and walking into the nursery. Addison followed and watched as Derek dried and then dressed Jessica ready for bed. Jessica looked up at Derek and nestled her head into his neck when he picked her up. "Someone is going to love cuddles." He smiled and turned to Addison.

"She already does." Addison walked forward and placed a kiss on Jessica's forehead before Derek swayed her softly to get her to sleep. It wasn't long before she was sleeping peacefully and Derek placed her in her crib gently and they walked back to Addison's bedroom.

"Hey Derek." She turned to face him after he closed the door.

"Yeah?"

"I love you, Derek, I really love you." She smiled softly and watched as his expression went from shocked to overjoyed.

"I love you so much, Addi." He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her softly, holding her close.

"Derek?"

"Yeah?" Derek looked at her expectantly, lacing their fingers together.

"Will…will you make love to me?" She looked up into his eyes.

A smile spread over his face as he leant down to kiss her, not needing to speak out loud. She smiled and kissed him back, letting him lead her to the bed. Derek smiled into the kiss, his hands holding her hips. Slowly her hands moved down his body to unwrap the towel from his hips. Derek grasped her towel, hesitating slightly, looking at Addison to make sure this was what she really wanted. She nodded and kissed him again, pressing her body against his. Derek smiled, removing her towel, running his hands down her body. She felt a tingle run through her body at his touch and she shivered slightly.

"You're beautiful." Derek whispered, placing butterfly kisses on her neck. Addison blushed slightly and led back on the bed, pulling him with her. Derek placed his hand on her back, letting them fall onto the bed.

She smiled up at him and ran a finger over his cheek. "What about a condom?"

Derek stopped abruptly, looking sheepish. "I didn't know this was going to happen," He bit his lip apologetically, looking worried.

"Oh…Nikki and Jamie must have some…right?"

Derek nodded. "Yeah, they might. Do you want me to go look for some?"

"Yeah." She nodded.

"I'll be right back." Derek got off the bed, wrapped the towel back around him and went to search for a condom. Addison lay back on the bed and waited for him, a smile playing on her lips.

"Got one." Derek smiled, getting back on the bed, slipping it on as he got closer to Addison.

"Good." She smiled and kissed him again. Derek's hands roamed her body as they kissed, stopping at her hips. She moved beneath him, making herself comfortable. Derek kissed her softly, one hand tangling in her hair, the other moving to her thigh.

"I'm ready, Derek." She whispered.

He broke away slightly, looking at her. "I love you." He whispered, placing himself in front of her entrance.

"I love you too." She kissed him gently. Derek smiled, moving into her carefully. Addison wrapped a leg around his waist and bit her lip lightly.

"Am I hurting you?" Derek noticed, looking worried.

"No." She shook her head. "It's just, it feels weird."

"Weird?"

"Yeah, I mean, with Steve, it was always rough and hurt, but with you, it's slow and gentle, I just wasn't expecting it to not hurt."

"I'll never hurt you." Derek smiled softly, kissing her gently as he moved inside of her.

"I know." Addison wrapped her other leg around him, feeling him inside her. Derek moaned slightly as he filled her completely, feeling her around him. Her hands gripped his shoulders and she closed her eyes. He moved faster, but gentle with his motions. He deepened the kiss, his hands holding her hips. She gasped slightly and let her head drop back. He lightly skimmed her skin with his lips, low moans escaping from the back of his throat. Her back arched up into him, her hands moving over his back. He thrust deeper into her, filling her completely as he held her closer.

Soft moans passed her lips and she kissed his shoulder, moving her legs higher. Derek moaned, feeling himself come close to orgasm, thrusting slightly faster as not to hurt her. Addison felt her muscle clench around him and her head become fuzzy. Derek gasped out her name, feeling himself come nearer, waiting for her to come first. It took a few more thrusts before she moaned his name in pleasure, her orgasm washing over her body. He called her name out, coming at the same time as her. Breathing heavily Addison came down from her high and looked up at him.

Derek looked back at her, a soft smile on his lips. "I love you."

"I love you too." She kissed him softly. "Thank you."

Derek's brow furrowed. "For what?"

"For making love to me." She smiled up at him.

"You don't need to thank me for that." Derek smiled, leaning down to kiss her softly.

"But I do." She kissed him back. "Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Am I your first?"

"Yeah." He smiled. "You are."

Addison smiled sadly. "I wish you were my first." She whispered.

"In a way, I am."

"Yeah." She nodded. "You are, but I wanted you to take my virginity, not him."

"Well, blur out the past, concentrate on now, keep thinking that we just had mind blowing sex for the first time together." Derek smiled.

"Okay." She grinned and kissed him again. "I love you, Derek."

"I love you more." Derek smirked against her lips.

Addison giggled. "I don't think you do."

"Hmmm, I think I do." Derek grinned, kissing her neck.

"No." She moved her head and kissed him on the lips again as a little cry filled the room. Derek reluctantly broke away from the kiss as he sat up slightly. "I think someone's awake." She sighed.

"What time is it?"

"Nearly seven, she's not used to being on her own."

Derek sat up further, covering himself with the bed sheets as he looked at Addison.

"I'll go." She got out of bed and pulled his t-shirt and a pair of shorts on. Derek smirked as he also got out of bed, the sheets wrapped firmly around his waist. Addison made her way across the landing and into nursery. Derek followed, keeping the sheets tight against his body. Gently Addison picked her daughter up and cradled her against her body.

"Shh, Jess, it's okay, we're here, don't cry sweetie." She placed a kiss on her daughter's forehead. Derek stood behind Addison, wrapping his arms around both her and Jess. Addison grinned as Jess nestled into her neck once again. "Think we can take her back in with us? I don't want to put her back down." Addison softly swayed her daughter and kissed her hair. Derek smiled widely, watching his family, his hands resting on Addison's waist. "Do you want to come back to bed with mommy and Daddy, Jess?" Derek laughed softly as Jess yawned, stretching in Addison's arms. Addison smiled as well and started to make her way back to her bedroom. Derek followed, shutting the door to the nursery behind him. "You know I never want to let her go." Addison sat down on the bed.

"I know." Derek smiled, standing in front of them, his hands resting on her arms. Addison smiled up at him and kissed Jessica on her forehead. "I love you both." Derek whispered, sitting beside Addison.

"And we love you."

"Is it possible to be so happy that I could burst?"

"Yes." Addison grinned. "It is."

"Good." Derek leaned over and placed a soft kiss on Addison's lips.

"Jess coming home is the best Christmas present I could ask for."

"I know." Derek kissed the top of Jessica's forehead, leaning back into the headboard. Addison leaned back as well so Jessica led on her chest, sleeping soundly. Derek raised an eyebrow. "How are you going to get comfortable enough to sleep?"

"I thought I'd watch her for a while."

Derek brought an arm around her, bringing them closer to him. Addison smiled up at him and let her head rest on his chest. "I can't believe she's mine, that I gave birth to her."

"It is pretty amazing." Derek agreed, lightly playing with her fingers.

"I'm so glad you're here with us."

"And I'm glad I'm with you guys." Derek grinned.

Addison smiled widely and kissed his hand. "I want us to always be together, I want us to stay a family."

"We will, we'll always be a family." Derek kissed her hair and looked down at Jessica who was fast sleep.

"I love you, Der." she grinned.

"I love you too, Addi." He kissed her forehead and they fell into a comfortable silence.