Chapter 1.
Preface
Bella POV
He left me… He really left me. I don't know what to do anymore. I didn't realize just how much my life revolved around Him till he left. Now I know that we were always together. After school, at night, in the weekends.. we were always alone. I hate the fact that I'm all alone now. Lauren en Jessica are spreading rumors about me at school about why he left. Almost the school thinks I'm pregnant. I feel their stares on my back when I walk through the hallways. It bothers me, but at the same time it doesn't. I don't care what they think of me. Let them think. But still, I felt really lonely at school. I couldn't help but hate the fact, that when I was with the Cullens, I didn't keep in contact with others at school. My life revolved around them, even at school and now I have nobody. Angela tried at first, but that was when I was still mourning the loss of my relationship. I didn't do anything back then. It's not so long ago, but I don't dare to approach Angela after the many times I blew her off. I hope she isn't angry with me. Maybe I'll try, but I don't know what she'll say.
These days, it's going a bit better. Jacob helped me a lot. He came over one day and just pulled me downstairs. He put me in the car and drove to La Push. That's where I met his friends. They're all really nice and a little crazy. Sam is acting a little weird, but I don't talk to him a lot. There is one other girl there, Leah. She is really nice though I can tell that there is something bothering her. By day, I miss them. But at night, I really miss Him. Right now it's 12.30 AM. I really should go to sleep, but I can't. I look at my window, it's closed these days. I remember all the nights that He would come through the window and hold me all night. Suddenly I heard a hard sound from outside. I stopped my thoughts and listened. I heard something again. Slowly, I got up and walked over to my window. It was dark outside so I almost didn't see anything. But I could tell there was something of someone outside. I heard the cracking of leaves as if something stepped on it. I was about to step away from the window when I saw something move in the little moonlight there was. A human shape could be seen. I could see multiple shadows. I got a bit scared. Suddenly one of the shadows moved and suddenly the human shape became that of a wolf. A huge wolf. I stumbled back from the shock of seeing a human become a wolf and the group looked up, including the wolf. And that's when I recognized one of them. The one who was the closest to my window and the most visible in the moon light, I saw his tattoo and his face. Jacob. My best friend is standing outside my house past midnight, with a huge wolf. I couldn't do anything but stare, I was to shocked to do anything else. I could see he was staring at me, the whole group was still looking at my window, but I could only see Jacobs face staring at me. Then he turned his head away. The group, including the wolf, ran away, deeper into the forest. I couldn't do anything other than look. I went back in bed with a lot of questions. What was Jacob doing there? How does he know those people? Who are they? Do I know them to? Who is the wolf? How is something like this possible? But then I remembered the Cullens. Nothing in my life has ever been normal. I mean, I fell in love with a vampire! I laid in my bed thinking about my questions. I'll ask Jacob about it, I decided and then I went to sleep.
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