So and again, another chapter, I hope you like it=)Sorry it took so long

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Chapter 13

Edward's Point of view

As soon as I saw that my family dealt with the Vampires and run to Bella. She laid there totally still, not moving, not breathing, nothing. Her eyes were open but there was nothing in it. There were empty.

„Carlile, please come. I don;t know what is happening to her!"

Carlile was by my side in a second and looked at Bella more closely.

„I don't know what happened to her, i can just guess. Well, she extented her shield with all her pwer but than it must have collapsed or something. I don;t know which effect is has on somebody. Perhaps she just need some rest and she will wake up again. I"m really sorry son but i think she will get better, she just need time."

I could feel a fire bruning behind me but I couldn't concentrate on that, i just concentrated on Bella and her eyes. They were so empty.

„Bella, Bella, can you hear me? Please Bella talk to me. Do you hear me? DO you see me?"

Than Antoine was next to me.

„What is with her?"

„I I I don;t know, she's just not moving nor breathing. Lokk at her ees, theyre empty. I don;t know what to do." Try sobs escaped me and i couldn't do anything against it. I just found Bella, my Bella, and we should be happy again, we deserved to be happy again. It was all my fould, and i wanted that everything is going to be fine.

Thant he other came to Bella, but nobody knew what to do. I carried her into the house onto a bed. Everyone was talking to her to bring her back but she didn;t respond. It was as if she was in a coma. I couldn;t stand loosing her. That was not possible. Why was everything that concerned us so difficult? Why can;t we just live a happy life? Or what ever we are living.

After a couple of hours without a repsonse the others left me alone with Bella. I laid next to her on the bed and held her tight against my chest.

„Oh Bella, my love, my dear bella, come back to me, I need you, I need you."

If I coud cry, i would. I couldn't loose her. I needed her.

I laid there one more week. I didn;t move once, I wanted her to wake up.

Sometimes the other stoped in and talked to Bella.

„Hey Bells, it's me, Antoine. Please wake up. You know, right now I really go crazy with this people. Were they always like this. I know you lve someone even if his family is hell, but wow, this? Please wake up." I needed to smile at him. The first time actually. I remebered me so much of Bella when she was human, alsways joking and so lively. Iwas so glad that she had Antoine the last years. I needed to tell him.

„You know Antoine, even if I first thought that you're Bella's partner and I was totally jealous I was happy when I saw you with her. I was happy that she found somebody. And I'm still. I really like to thank you for being there for Bella when I wasn't. Thank you."

„Well, you know, I need to thank you. Since she is together again with you she is so much happier, even I noticed that she is a great person I never saw her really happy. It is nice to see this, and I'm sure we'll see her like this soon."

But nothing happened. She just laid there and didn't move. I permamently spoke to her. I told her from the time before I met her and the time i was with her. I told her how much happier I was when I found her. And the emptyness I felt when I left her. I told her from my mom, from the first years I was a new born. I told her that I was sorry that she needed to live through this alone. I told her all my feelings but she didn't respond.

Since 3 weeks Bella hadn't moved. Hadn't spoken, hadn't breathed, hadn't looked at somebody. I felt really helpless and I didn't know what to do.